The Light of Love Salma

Ghozi's Concerns

"God willing, Sasa is beautiful this morning," said Ummi, as usual he greeted Sasa with a little flattery that could make Sasa smile happily in the morning.

"Thank you, Ummi," Sasa replied with a carefree smile visible on his face, but that smile instantly disappeared as Sasae looked towards Ghozi who was sitting on the dining table chair with a flat face.

"Tari Ma!" lirih Sasa while pulling the arm of Tari's hand.

"Yes, what's up Sasa?" tanya Tari slightly lowered her head after understanding that at this moment Sasa wanted to say something to her.

"Why is Mas Ghozi still here?" asked Sasa in a cold tone.

"Of course Ghozi is here, he is also the son of Ummi, Sasa," explained Tari.

"But I don't like Mas Ghozi Mbak" Sasa said.

"Sasa, didn't you say that we can't hate other people, what else if we hate that person without a definite reason, it's not good to do, dear," said Tari who is now squatting equalize the height of Sasa who is indeed small.

"Even though I don't like Mas Ghozi," Sasa still whistled loudly not wanting to obey what Tari said, for him right now he hates Ghozi because he was afraid that Ghozi would take Dance from him.

"If Sasa continues to hate people without cause, it means that Sasa's heart has been incited by the seduction of the devil, and Sasa knows where the devil is?" Dari is still looking for a way to keep Sasa from constantly saying that he hates Ghozi.

"Isn't the devil his place in hell huh Ma'am?" sahut Sasa's.

"Yes, that's right," said Tari who started to feel happy because Sasa began to follow what he said.

"If Sasa had known, it was up to Sasa, to go with the devil to hell or take away that unwarranted hatred and follow the angel to heaven," The dance that felt successfully toying with her attention Sasa made her heart happy.

With a definite step Sasa and Tari walked in together occupying the seat they used to occupy before.

"Kafa when will he come home? why do they stay here?" sasa asked with a tone and a plain facial expression that was able to make anyone think of himself as funny, but something else felt by Ghozi, he said, he felt less liked by the presence of Sasa who stuck like a lizard on the wall in Dance.

"Here I've taken it like my own house Sasa, even if I have to go home then I will go home with my wife later," ghozi replied as he glanced at Tari who was now looking down in embarrassment after hearing Ghozi's reply.

While Ummi who had entered the house after welcoming the arrival of Sasa is now just back.

"Are you waiting for Ummi?" ummi asked when she saw the three of them just sitting down without taking food.

"True Ummi, it would feel incomplete if Ummi did not come to eat here," replied Ghozi.

"Please Ummi!" The plate-pulling dance that was a little far from where Ummi was sitting and stood to get food for Ummi as he used to do.

"Where do you want to eat?" tawar Dance's.

"Oh, just sit down! Ummi will take the food that Ummi wants to eat. You better come eat with us," forbid Ummi.

"Well, Ummi," replied Tari who immediately sat back down and began to eat the food he had just finished taking, what he did himself also done by Sasa, he ate so voraciously that there was not a single grain of rice on his plate.

"I would turn into a fat clown if I ate this much every day" Sasa chirped after finishing all the food on his plate.

"You wouldn't be like a clown if you ate this much, but you'd be a cubby, funny and adorable Sasa if you kept eating like this," sahut Tari while pinching dear cheeks Sasa who began to bulge.

"Ishh don't pinch Ma'am! later the beauty faded," complained Sasa who successfully made Ummi who had been silent since noticed the two laughed because of it.

"Sasa is beautiful, better Sasa quickly leave before it's too late," said Ummi.

"Ready, Ummi," replied Sasa excitedly.

"Ummi, I'm leaving duli." Pamit Sasa kissed the back of Ummi's hand with both hands.

"Mbak Dance I went to school. Be careful here alone and don't get close to Mas Ghozi! Sasa go to school first." This time Sasa said goodbye to Tari before he finally went out of the kitchen leaving everyone who was shaking their heads to see Sasa's attitude.

"Yes, you have to be careful too! the real school," Tari's message to Sasa who just nodded in response to Tari.

"Sasa looks more sticky to you, he does not want to be away from you Dance," said Ummi when he saw how much Sasa loved Tari.

"Daddy Sasa once told Ummi, Mother Sasa's face is similar to yours, and your gentle nature and caring make Sasa feel that you are like his own mother" said Ummi.

"I just feel sorry for Sasa Ummi, he is still a child but already in his mother's residence," said Tari.

"You're right, Sas was so unlucky, she couldn't get a mother's affection at her young age" said Ummi.

Ghozi who was between the two women who were talking about Sasa just kept silent while continuing to hope that he could get more information about Sasa.

"If Daddy Sasa asks you to be his mother how is Dance?" tanya Ummi, she deliberately wanted to know the reaction of Ghozi if she heard that Tari was asked to marry someone else.

"What about Ummi?" tanya Tari who actually does not understand the purpose of the question Ummi.

"I mean Ummi, what if Sasa's Daddy asks you to marry him and become Sasa's mother?" ummi asked as she glanced towards Ghozi who immediately choked after hearing it.

"Ukhuk .. ukhuk .. ukhuk ...." Ghozi who was entering food and just chewing it immediately coughed at the question asked by Ummi.

"Drink first! be careful next time you eat! slow down, don't rush!" spontaneously Dance while giving one glass of drinking water towards Ghozi.

Dance looks so panicked when she sees Ghozi choking and coughing because of it, and what happened does not go unnoticed by Ummi, she now smiled sweetly looking towards Ghozi and Tari who looked so romantic without them noticing.

"You why Ghozi?" tanya Ummi who is increasingly curious about what really happened to Dance and Ghozi.

"I was just shocked by Ummi" replied Ghozi who tried to cover up the truth in his heart.

Ummi knows Ghozi very well, because Ghozi has been considered like his own son for a long time, how Ghozi's attitude when meeting people he hates or loves Ummi memorized without needing to be told.

"really?" once again Ummi asked trying to convince Ghozi of the answer he gave.

"Of course Ummi, where dare Ghozi lie to Ummi," replied Ghozi.

"Good,"ujar Ummi.

He still looks ordinary even though his heart is still in doubt about what Ghozi said.

Breakfast filled drama has passed, as usual Tari will take the clothes dry in the afternoon like today, he took some clothes that yesterday in the sun, and he took some clothes that were dry in the sun, erratic weather sometimes makes his clothesline not dry.

"Dance!" Call Ghozi who deliberately came to see him.

"Yes, what is Ghozi?" sahut Tari, for a moment stopped his activity folding clothes, as usual Tari will immediately fold clothes owned by Ummi on a seat that is wide enough made of wood.

"Since when have you been close to Sasa?" tanya Ghozi tries to extract information from Tari herself about who Sasa really is.

"He's a new santri, not even a year here," replied Tari.

"Have you ever met Sasa's Daddy?" Ghpzi again asked with a restless facial expression clearly visible on his face.

"Why are you asking about Sasa's Daddy?" instead of answering Dance asked back.

"Jawab my question Dance!" sahut Ghozi sounds imposing.

"If I don't answer how?" Dance sounded like someone who was challenging Ghozi.

"I just want to make sure that the girl I want to meet and make a friend alive is still waiting for me here" Ghozi said, he still can not say clearly what the meaning of each speech.

"The girl is still waiting for you Mas, but somehow she can wait, because waiting without certainty is the most stupid thing she has ever done," sahut Tari while taking the neat clothes she folded, Tari deliberately said everything then went as fast as possible so that Ghozi could think and be aware, he said, if his heart cannot be toyed with or told to wait too long.

Ghozi was silent at hearing the words of Dance that so touched his heart, maybe true what Dari said, waiting without certainty is the stupidest thing he ever did, he said, who wants to wait without certainty? if it were not for sincere love from the heart, it would never have been done by a girl.

"I love you too, Tari, but I'm still waiting for the right time to ask you to Ummi, honestly Tari, I'm still not ready to get married for now" Ghozi murmured.

For Ghozi married it is not an easy thing there is a big responsibility that must be borne, what else if he remembers the background of Dance who comes from a broken home family, he said, will Umiknya be able to accept Dance with all her heart? indeed, at this time Ghozi is in a dilemma, if he continues to be silent without doing anything, Ghozi is worried that Tari will give up and accept other men, added Sasa who looks so close to Tari, Ghozi was worried that Tari would be devastated and accept his Daddy Sasa because Sasa could not escape from him.