
"Because!" call Abah.
"Yes, Abah, what's wrong?" answer Kafa.
"So you want to talk, come with Abah!" tell the Abah.
Kafa, who heard Abah's command, followed behind him, following his steps into the house towards the Abah's study.
"Sit down!" abah's decree after arriving at the workspace that Abah used to save and work on all expenses and financial income in the boarding school.
Kafa simply obeyed what his brother had told him without replying or asking what he was being called to the study.
"Who's the girl who just left, Kafa?" Abah began to interrogate.
"He was Intan Abah, a close friend of Kafa in the city," Kafa replied.
"A close friend or your lover?" Abah who was a little grumpy with Kafa's answer immediately asked the point.
"In ~" Kafa cannot continue his words because he believes the Abah will definitely be angry if Kafa answers honestly if Intan is his lover.
"Kafa Jawab!" sure enough, Abah's voice was filled with emphasis and sounded a little louder than before, although Abah never snapped but the suppressive tone of voice was enough to make anyone afraid to fight him.
"Sorry, Abah, he's my lover, tap~" Kafa finally said honestly, it's also useless to lie because Ummi already knows the truth, sooner or later Abah will also know about the truth in hiding.
"How far is your relationship with him?" Abah asked again to cut Kafa's words.
"Love is just Abah's status, I've never done anything with her even Kafa never held hands" Kafa explained.
"You don't know what happened there, but one thing Abah knows is that courtship is not a good thing because in it there is no benefit except for the things that lead to Zina, have you not understood that, Kafa?" ask Abah.
"Yes, Abah, I'm sorry" Kafa said.
"I've been silent about the brutality of your attitude, and I've been quiet when you'd rather live freely out there than stay in the pesantren, you know why Abah is silent?" Abah began to express all the feelings that he had been craving, and Kafa could only shake his head to answer Abah's question.
"It is silent because Abah believes that the provision of knowledge that Abah has given you is more than enough to equip each of your steps so that you remain on the right path, but the reality is different, but the reality is different, it turns out that Abah was wrong" Abah said with a disappointed expression.
"I'm sorry" is just one word Kafa can say.
"I'm sorry you shouldn't have told me, but the sorry you just said should have been directed at the creator, the one who gave you life instead of Abah, because it is truly Abah's duty to only educate and show you which way is right and which way is wrong with you, if you yourself choose the wrong path then it is not with Abah you are dealing," Abah began to speak words of wisdom that he hoped would open the heart and mind of Kafa the prince.
Hearing every word spoken from Abah's lips made Kafa bow, he was aware of all the mistakes he had made.
Flashback On ....
The day before Kafa's sudden return, it was a cloudy night of thunder, supposedly tonight Kafa had a match with Salman, but the weather did not allow him to leave.
"Please have a drink, Den!" said Bik Sumik who always faithfully accompanied and prepared all the needs of Kafa.
"Thank you, Bik," Kafa replied as he picked up a glass of warm milk lying on the table, for some reason Kafa suddenly wanted to drink warm milk, in his childhood, Ummi was never absent to make him warm milk before he went to sleep.
Kafa's mind suddenly turned to the Ummi, a longing that had gone out of nowhere he began to feel, now, longing for the presence and tenderness of the Ummi makes Kafa realize that he has been gone too long and never returned even though Kafa never visited there.
"How is Ummi there?" lirih Kafa while looking at the still dark sky with lightning that occasionally looks snatched.
Kafa continued pondering looking up at the sky while recalling everything that had happened, every memory and every thing that makes laughter and tears now ring in the minds of Kafa until the night gets late and does not feel the glass of warm milk that Bik Sumik gave has been exhausted not a single drop left.
Drowsiness now began to attack Kafa, slowly he walked towards the king size mattress that looks so comfortable, relax and began to wander into the dream world, a world that always gives surprises whether it's a beautiful surprise or vice versa.
The sleepy Kafa now began to feel in the dream world, initially looking so pitch-black without light, with a heart filled with confusion Kafa continued to step but Kafa's steps seemed endless, with a heart filled with confusion, the path he walked was like there was no end plus a dark atmosphere that gripped, until the soft voice of the Ummi was heard leading him, telling which direction Kafa should take.
With a definite and confident step, Kafa stepped according to the instructions given by Ummi's voice until a speck of light was seen at the end of the road, how happy and relieved Kafa was when he saw the light at the end of the road, he ran up to him but what Kafa saw was able to make all the energy and happiness he felt at this moment collapse.
Kafa looked at Ummi who had stretched you with a shroud that had wrapped his body, there were many people teaching around Ummi and Kafa just silently pecked with tears that had flooded his cheeks, he said, the pain, destruction and loss of everything including the spirit of life are now mixed in the heart of Kafa, a feeling that can make anyone want to end his life.
"Ummi!!!" kafa, with tears flowing like a waterfall, was the first time Kafa felt so broken, it was much more painful than the pain she felt when she found out she was betrayed by Nabila.
'Brug'
"Astaghfirullah," Kafa said as he realized that what he had just experienced was a dream.
The worst nightmare of her life, Kafa is currently sitting on the floor after falling from the bed, he is silent to remember the dream he just experienced, he said, if what was in his nature in the dream really happened and Kafa was not next to Ummi, then he would regret it for the rest of his life, because of that Kafa decided to go home and meet the Ummi also saw his condition in the pesantren, a dream that was able to make Kafa's heart moved to return to the pesantren.