The Light of Love Salma

Curhatan Ghozi and Dance

"You are right, it is also useless to avoid or try to force the will because what has been destined will still happen according to the written destiny" said Tari.

Both of them dissolve in their minds, enjoying every pain they feel, this is the first time Dance loves someone who has already asked her best friend.

Time goes on leaving behind every event and memory that will continue to ring in the memory of every human who passes through it. After the discussion that made the heartache, now Salma and Tari returned to the dormitory.

"Reverse to yuk's dorm!" bring Salma.

"You go back first! I still want to enjoy the atmosphere here." Reject Dance with a subtle tone.

"All right, I'll go back first. You be careful here alone!" salma reminded Tari that she would be alone in the backyard if Salma left and went back to the room.

"You just calm down! I've never been afraid of anyone, at most those who fear me" said Tari, trying to convince Salma to leave without worrying about her.

"All right then I'll go first." Pamit Salma breezed away leaving the still faithful Dance to lay down in her place.

Long enough, Tari enjoys the warmth of the sun that began to hit his body through the sidelines of the leaves, until boredom began to dominate him, until he began to, without much thought Dance got up and went to find a place that might make her heart feel much calmer and could help herself forget the sense that proved to be clapping one hand, he said, what a horrible life for him.

Dari walked out of the pesantren area through the belakan gate that is in the backyard of the pesantren, the gate was access for the santri to dispose of garbage where it is outside the pesantren. Dance continued to walk until she reached a small hut on the edge of the rice field, looking at the beautiful expanse of green rice with a gentle breeze added beauty and comfort for anyone who was there.

Dancing sitting in that hut while enjoying every pain that was still felt in her heart, a bloodless wound was much harder to heal than a visible, bloody wound.

"What are you doing here?" the voice he was very familiar with and expected to accompany the rest of his life was now heard greeting.

'Am I hallucinating? or my feelings for her were really too deep until I could hear her voice here, ' Inner Dance heard Ghozi's voice.

"I asked you Dance?" the voice was again heard when Tari did not respond even he remained silent but still did not move a bit.

The sound of Ghozi being heard again made Tari realize that what she heard was not a hallucination at all but real, Ghozi was nearby, without thinking much more, Dari immediately looked back to ascertain what he heard, and it was true that Ghozi was sitting quietly behind him with a book that did not know what book in his hand.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know that there were people here" said Tari, ashamed of Ghozi because she didn't see Ghozi sitting behind her, fortunately, Tari has not yet released her strands, otherwise Ghozi will know everything, Dance will usually find a quiet place and let out all the sadness she feels while crying as much alone when she feels sad.

"It's okay, it's a public place anyway, so anyone can be here" replied Ghozi.

"What are you doing here?" Ghozi asked again because Tari had not answered him since.

"Why are we the same?" sahut Ghozi who can be guessed by Tari, he knows very well who Ghozi wants to forget at this time.

"This place is indeed very suitable to vent all the feelings that are unrequited, leaving all the flavors that clap one hand and start arranging the heart and new life, huft, huft, loving without being loved is indeed heavy, as heavy as our sins in the afterlife," said Tari who is now looking straight ahead enjoying the wind that continues to blow while occasionally closing her eyes to enjoy it.

"What you say is very true, we are in fate" Ghozi said.

"Not only fate but also struggle," said Tari.

"A struggle how do you mean?" asked Ghozi with a look full of wonder staring towards Dari.

"We both struggle to forget the one who is not for us and eliminate the feeling of unrequited love" explained Tari.

"You're right," Ghozi smiled at the true story of Dance.

"How else, the heart is not a man who has and regulates, only God can reverse it, we hanua need to try to cultivate in order to continue to be fertile when love can unite and try to forget it as hard as possible when the love claps one hand," Dance continues to express what she feels hoping she can soon forget about Ghozi and start a new life also looking for a new love.

'And I love you Ghzoi!!!' tari cried in his heart, wanting to feel at this time Tari said it directly in front of Ghpzi so that there was no more burden in his heart, but her prestige and ethics as a girl and santri kept her mouth shut not to say.

"Everything you say is the same as how I feel right now Dance, I can only hope to soon forget it and I hope you can also forget her who you said did not love you, she said, loving without being loved hurts Dance," Ghozi was heard also expressing all the feelings that were in her heart.

'You should know that Ghozi is the one I want to forget that's you, ' Inner Dance reaffirmed Ghozi's words.

both of them were silent, staring straight ahead, enjoying the pain they both felt, what a complicated feeling to explain, especially in the fight.

"But if you think this kuta is funny yes Tari," said Ghozi when the two are engrossed in daydreaming.

"Funny what do you mean?" tanya Dance wonder.

"We both love people who don't love us, and foolishly we struggle to forget the one who is happy with the other" replied Ghozi.

'We are not the same Ghozi, because the person who made me like this is also feeling the same way, why don't you love me? why Salma?' batin Tari just kept answering without a sound.

"The name is also destiny, who can fight, this love also includes the destiny that we must accept, because this sense grows without me telling," sahut Tari that makes Ghozi feel if Tari is wise enough in addressing a problem.