
Zein felt a sense of calm when he could lay his head on Rania's lap without a fight of words or actions. And it seems like Rania only wants to be quiet for a moment to keep Zein's heart, even though she is feeling her heart pounding.
Rania just fell silent as if she did not want to disturb the comfort felt by Zein at this time. Meanwhile Zein still enjoyed himself very much in Rania's lap while closing his eyes but still in the awareness of hearing.
"Zein, if you want, now you can touch me!!" rania said slowly even with a heavy heart, It is undeniable that she has not fully loved Zein, because accepting does not mean loving.
"Save those words for later! When you want it yourself, without having to say the forced words." Zein replied in the same position and still closed his eyes.
Deg, it felt like a hard slap for Rania, as she tried hard to convince her heart and mind to correct her mistake with Zein by daring herself to speak that sentence to Zein, in fact, it actually got a subtle rejection from Zein.
I don't believe what I just told her, you look so embarrassing... Rania, for the first time you said such a stupid and silly thing.wait...does she deliberately embarrass me with her painful answer?? Rania was full of annoyance and shame.
"Do you hate me?" Rania asked as if she wanted to know what kind of position she was in Zein's heart after her treatment of Zein earlier.
Zein did not speak.
Arggh... Right, he just kept quiet and didn't answer my question. That means he's mad at me. What do you expect Rania? It's clear your treatment has always been bad for her, how dare you think of getting kindness in her heart. His grunts were upset, feeling guilty and cursing themselves.
"Zein, why don't you answer?" ask again with eyes looking ahead.
Zein was still silent without a sound.
Seriously, I know you're mad at me! But, don't make me seem to have no self-esteem like this...!! Rania was still grumbling in annoyance. Then his eyes began to glance down, he saw the face of Zein who was sleeping soundly on his lap.
Oh my... It is fitting that he did not answer my question, apparently he slept instead. Pyuuuh... I talked to myself like a fool. Inner irritated.
He looked at the face of a man who looked so sad and also handsome, slowly he pulled the two corners of his lips up. As if fascinated with the good looks and kindness of Zein, the husband who should be a dream for every woman.
Zein, you deserve a much better woman than me!! If you dump me, I'll go. But, if you still want me, then I will stay by your side and learn to love you sincerely. I will try better than ever. Inner regrets.
Suddenly Zein moved sideways, his head still in Rania's lap.
Rania regained her senses from her daydream, her eyes flashing and then her gaze shifted forward. As if not believing everything he said just now in his heart.
Hoaaa... Rania looks so tired with all her thoughts earlier, to make her eyes sleepy. He soon fell asleep sitting on the couch, leaning his head on the shoulder of a small sofa with his legs crushed by Zein's head.
Both slept well.
*the next day.
The sun that began to show its light, the waves that were playing spoiled, the roar of the sea breeze that so echoed in the ear, making Zein wake up from his sleep.
Ah... It was morning apparently. His eyes began to open, he saw the face of Rania asleep with her head tilted to the side with a sitting position holding her back. He was surprised not to play, not believing he could fall asleep in the lap of Rania's feet. Imagining it was enough to make him grieve.
Ah... Why didn't he wake me last night? Your whole body will hurt when you wake up. Zein. Then immediately get up and carry Rania's body move it on the mattress and cover it with a very slow movement.
Rania still moved a little and went back to sleep. Maybe last night sleeping in a sitting and holding position, enough to make him tired and so lack of rest.
Zein rushed to the bathroom to immediately clean his body. Rania is still asleep.
Finished cleaning his body, his eyes were fixed on the bed that was still slept by Rania, still seeing Rania asleep, he went out and closed the door.
"Good morning sir, Zein?" said Mr. Surya giving his greetings.
"Morning." replied Zein smiling.
"Did you sleep well last night?" ask Zein to Surya.
"Of course Mr.." replied Mr. Surya while laughing.
"Well.good thing, oya... It'll be a little bad maybe we'll go back to town." Zein smiled slightly, while holding the shoulder of Mr. Surya.
"Good, Sir." Mr. Surya nodded politely.
Sir, did you not come to the office today? Zein opened his phone, he saw a short message from Ronald.
I have business right now! Maybe I'll go to the office later today. Reply Zein from inside his phone.
Zein walked small along the beach which at that time still did not look hot, on the foot of the soft sand with barefoot. Her hair was blown spoiled by the sea breeze mixed with the splashing of sea water.
Meanwhile, Rania, who has been awakened, walks a small walk through the crowds on the beach only to find Zein who is said to be walking around the beach, on the footpath of the soft sand with footwear that seemed to soak every time he stepped on it, seen some of the sand entered the fingers of his feet. There were a lot of people passing by around him.
In the view of the people who just enjoy breakfast with a large umbrella that is circular in the middle of the table with some food and drinks on the table, there are also those who are carrying surfboards folded in their armpits, children running around chasing each other and some children are building sand castles. Rania smiled and looked at the atmosphere she had not enjoyed for a long time in recent years. Then his eyes began to refocus looking for Zein.
He saw one by one the people who passed by. Then his steps came to a halt, his eyes fixed on the two who were standing behind him not far from his sight, the two who were standing by the shore drowning their feet into the calf-high water.
Seeming a woman patted the shoulder of the man beside her several times and laughed loosely, while playing water splashing her at the man in front of her, the man simply laughed without replying to her.
*Connected.
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