
The confession of Nickolaus Welas has made his heart ache, then grew restless when he heard every word that came out of the lips of Ida Ayu Widarti, everything was stirred flat in the mind of Raquella Mae, make her fixated in a thousand silent languages.
The person who had been adored had suddenly been sued by his own close friend. Nickolaus Welas clearly gave evidence, and Ida Ayu Widarti testified. It all leads Raquella Mae in doubt, turning back her belief that Arvine Dowson is the incarnation of Ravana, the king who loves her lover unconditionally.
Her frustration became more real when her heart began to feel cold, overwhelmed by the inescapable longing for her lover who decided to separate, she chose to climb alone on the southeast side of the peak Rinjani, the most beautiful mountain in the world, meanwhile, Raquella Mae is forced to climb with her flock in the west lane. They are separated in a span of space and longing. Raquella Mae is getting late in the elegies of the day, the day that the loving must willingly be hurt by those who leave. It made his eyes start to glow.
"So soon he appears, right there ! On top of that pine shoot." Said I Putu Sudharma who came suddenly brought with him a sad reliever hug.
As if there was no other choice, Pundak I Putu Sudharma became the only resting place from the sting of anxiety that tormented his mind.
"Why do you have to cry ? Pray for him, for the best of longing is the prayers that go with him." I Putu Sudharma.
"#!?" Raquella surprise.
"Hmmm ... That is what Vinnie often said to his close friends." explained I Putu Sudharma.
"But they're slanting ngomog."
"Because they have their own point of view. Vinnie was a plain human being who could be viewed from any angle by anyone, because he never wore a mask of hypocrisy or dressed in an image." I Putu Sudharma's voice sounded soft, a dewdrop in the trough of the heart. Make Raquella Mae more comfortable, then rub the last linang in her eyes.
"Vinnie is my best friend and my best rival." I Putu Sudharma was called to tell stories.
"In many missions, we often race to prove who is faster, more efficient and definitely better. Not to find a winner, just as an ingredient to ridicule and laugh at each other." I Putu Sudharma was silent for a moment. Throwing a wry smile at the adorable little Raquella Mae's eyes. Then his hand pulled the nose of the bongsor girl but the crybaby growled.
"Nextin dong, Brother !" complain Raquella Mae with her distinctive style, MANJAH !
"Until a time, on a mission of conquest Puncak Jaya. We who were resting on the banks of the river while throwing each other, shocked by the traditional war cry of the Papuan people. The squeal came from inside the forest behind us. "it's OPM !" shouted one of Vinnie's men. As soon as we ran across the river, all our members ran in one command, Vinnie command ! Because I know, your Cowo is the 'master of crisis' of hikers." I Putu Sudharma stopped his story only to throw a trick at Raquella Mae who seemed to be grinning with a smile. "Laughter, you little girl !" taunted. Making the girl's smile widen into laughter.
Raquella Mae is comfortable changing positions. He chose to sit cross-legged in front of I Putu Sudharma, "Continue, Sir ! Hehehe ..." the candlestick.
"Basic again apes ! My feet were stuck between two river stones, squeezed into the gap of two sharp sides of the rock. I forcefully pulled my leg, but failed. I saw that everyone had reached the other side of the river, some had already fled through the forest. But you Vinnie ! He turned around and then ran towards me, when the sound of the machine gun began to echo, leaning the bullet into the air. As if indifferent, he helped me, pulling my right leg. It managed to escape, but it was badly injured, it was impossible to run again. He chose to carry me, lifting my weight on his back. Then try to run. But the sound of the bullet was too close, splashing water on both sides of us, giving me only one option, which was to pull the dagger around my waist and threaten it: "Take me off or I'll slit your throat !" But he didn't care, until I finally pressed my dagger around his neck, slightly scraping his skin. "I'm serious, Vinnie ! Let go of me and run, save our team." I forced him to do that. And succeeding, Vinnie released me from his carrier. His eyes shone with great regret as he turned his face away from me, then ran between hot lead lashes. To this day, that look of regretful eyes is still embedded in my memory as a monument in my heart that Vinnie is a male figure ... THAT'S IT !!" Shouted I Putu Sudharma while jumping with joy, then grin withstood the pain because he only realized that his legs and chest were still covered with bandages.
"Where is ?" nervous Raquella Mae, she knew the meaning of I Putu Sudharma's shout was the emergence of Arvine Dowson, the man of her heart.
"On the pine sprouts it's !" exclaim I Putu Sudharma while pointing at a small silhouette that was waving.
Like women in general, she does have a wider spectrum of view, but her focus is not as far as men, therefore, Raquella Mae is still unable to see the figure of Arvine Dowson despite having followed the direction of the finger I Putu Sudharma, with forced to run towards the camera. Turning a little 'angle' on his tripod, then blooming his smile, blooming like a bulgarian rose in the sky in July, a smile that is too beautiful to be painted with diction, a smile born of gratitude and bloomed by the lips of a longing man.
Then faintly heard in his ears, also in the ears of his herd, a soft shriek, almost hit by the snort of pine shoots, "EUREKA !"
Greeted by NickoLaus Welas, Billy 'the trouble' Williams, I Putu Sudharma, Jonas Williamson, and Ida Ayu Widarti. They compact squealing: "EUURRREEEKAA !!” Only Raquella Mae whispered softly, from her sincere lips: "Thank God, you have made my prayer and hope manifest."
His figure has been visible to the eye, although blocked the span of the crater dome, 3 days he has been separated, then the longing even though not as perfect as he wants. For a moment Raquella Mae was happy, but only in a very short moment. Because I Putu Sudharma immediately immersed him in a weeping rapsody while muttering :
"If you don't want to die from hypothermia, then hurry up, my friend ! Slide as fast as you can to settle in that 'cursed cave', because there's no way this twilight will lead you again."
"Cursed cave !?" asked Raquella Mae, starting a new horror swish in her mind.
"Yes !" Straight lips I Putu Sudharma replied, "the black hole there is a cave curse, said the local people here, the cave is a cave where the devil who eats succum." he continued with a sad face.
Awareness began to envelop Raquella Mae's heart, more than ever. Turned her face, herding her cries almost to the end of her eyes. Her inner shaking on that day was unbearable, sad because her lover was considered perverted by Nickolaus Welas and Ida Ayu Widarti, then happy when I Putu Sudharma told her, saying, then at the end of the day, back at the base of his sanity, the lover must again and again fight with the angel of death when he is only able to see and pray.
With empathetic eyes, I Putu Sudharma looked at Raquella Mae's face, then whispered to herself: "Your love will only destroy you, Fairy !"
***
The sound of rain in the middle of the night sounded like a symphony from the bottom of hell. Herding restless souls into fear, scattering like a barrage of bullets hollowed out their sanity. Likewise with Clarissa Mae, she was only able to sit hugging her knees in the corner of her room while hoping that the rain would soon subside.
While the pain that initially only slightly disturbed his stomach began to make him nauseous.
Calling her lover's name, as if that name would expel the sense of entwining inside her stomach.
When the sound of lightning split the sky, his eyes were only able to close tightly. While both his hands shivered shut his ears. Cowering alone in a corner of the room like a chick losing a brood. Cannot escape from worry.
The worry that comes when he has to choose. Living comfort as a lover or undergoing uncertainty for the realization of the sacred desire to give birth to offspring.
"I know, Vin ! Your climb this time is not for fun. But I can't live without you .." his sigh was slow but flowing straight in defense of the clouds to the throne of God.
His gadget was lying at the end of his foot, telling him that the lover was out of reach of a mobile operator. Clarissa Mae's stomach is twisting.
"FUCKING !!" His screams endured the pain when he had to prostrate himself on his forehead with his hands squeezing his stomach. Tears mixed with cold sweat melted the floor, giving a sign that he was suffering greatly without anyone.
Screaming and moaning was not the solution, he knew it ! But he still did it because he had no other choice. The pain in his stomach was getting more and more unstoppable, mixed with fear of the rainstorm in the middle of the night, making him unable to prostrate, his body nip forced to be pulled down, tilted while curled with his hands getting harder squeezing his stomach. To his god, Clarissa Mae's mouth began to beg: "By your name, Lord ! And by my holy will, I will endure all this without anyone. I'm resigned to what you've outlined."
Crippled, succumbed to loss on pain ... Can't stand it anymore, almost fainted.
"Brand ... Beeeep ... Beeep beeep." her gadget reads, forcing her to bounce back from the slump.
"Heloow ..." pail the voice of Clarissa Mae.
"Rissa ? Are you oaky, Darling ?" answer the voice of the man inside the gadget.
There was a mighty thunder smashed into Clarissa Mae's heart, awakening millions of Joules of life force throughout the cells in her body tissues, expelling all her fear, arousing her fighting spirit to return to sitting cross-legged.
"He emb, Vin ! I'm fine ... Healthy even though you miss you a little."
"CUIHH !" pick up a lizard while being flushed before it gets squashed.
"Have you taken analgesics ? Remember ... Tonight should be your PMS night ! You usually have pain. Especially now that I can't come with you, I'm sorry !?" arvine Dowson said from the end of the phone call.
"So sweet ! You remember my menstrual cycle ... Hihihi !" joking Clarissa Mae between her pain ringis, "the double dose of analgesic and the photo of you by my side is enough to strengthen me on this sunny night."
"Owh ... Thank you very much !" the voice of Arvine Dowson.
"Tok you got a signal, honey ?"
"Pinjem satphonenya new child .. ga use signal mobile operator, this directly via satellite."
"Great dong !" ledek Clarissa Mae's.
"Start ...!"
"Oh yeah, Vin ! How'd you eat ?"
"Good ! Enough to sustain this adventure." replied Arvine Dowson, "sorry yes, Rissa ! Batrey satphone is very limited, I deliberately forced to call you because usually you are in pain during PMS."
"Come on, Vin ! This time I was strong ... But the hunt is home ... Kangen."
"Yes, Rissa ... I miss it too."
"Jude ... Hang up the phone."
Then the 'tuuuut' connection sign has been disconnected.
As it returned from the seclusion, Clarissa Mae's steps were strengthened, inching slowly to return to the top of the bed. "Vinnie, I'm not okay, I'm sick ... But I don't want to be a burden on your mind, because I know that you're doing all of that for the sake of me and our future children." whispered in his heart.