
"Is this all at your request ?"
That's all it is ? As a million expletives filled her inner space, Arvine Dowson chose to speak softly before Raquella Mae. But his eyes were staring in full search.
"Ngga ! Rissa's sister just said that I should help you to take care of this company. That's also if I want to."
Why did Rissa do all this ? This company is the most important thing in his life. Something he started from zero ! At the expense of his youth.
"Ck !"
"Why, Vin ? You don't like me here !? You wish Rissa's sister was sitting in this chair, right ?"
"That's obvious ! Rissa has to be here, she's entitled to all this. Only Rissa can take care of this company. I don't even know how to read these reports." scatter some of the documents that are in front of him. Then put his forehead on the table, bowed.
Raquella approached him, holding his shoulder. "I know you can. You are the greatest man ever. You don't need Rissa's sister, I'm always ready to help you."
"I don't even know books, and you're the same as me, don't know anything ! We can only ruin this company, the company that Rissa built at the expense of her happiness."
Then the heel of Raquella Mae's shoes sounded distant, like a reminder of the sahur. Keeping him aware that the owner of the move and the future of his company are punishments he must accept.
"We can learn from senior employees. They were experts and smart in their respective fields." Raquella Mae's voice sounded distant, muttering in an annoyed tone.
"Our job here is to lead them. Not studying, Ra !" frowning, raising her head, only to stare at the photo of Clarissa Mae who was suddenly like a mocking smile. Unfortunately, those eyes were followed by Raquella Mae's eyes.
"And you, Ra ! Your existence should not be here, but in Jakarta ! Finish your college as soon as possible. That's it !"
"But I want to be here, Vin ! Near you."
"Life is not just about your desires. But also have to weigh the interests of the people around you. Sometimes even have to walk on the element of compulsion."
Silent for a moment, feeling that there was water in his throat blocking his breath, like choking but not coughing. It was more like there was something wrong in his words.
"So you want me to go back to college ? To Jakarta ? Alone ?" raquella Mae's whining freed her from her mispronunciation.
"Only ?" for a moment, "Rissa is in Jakarta. You can continue to live as usual."
That time it was Raquella Mae who then choked. Even coughing.
"I will continue to take care of this company as much as I can while waiting until you graduate college, hopefully when you graduate later, this company has not been destroyed by my stupidity."
"Waiting for me ?" Raquella Mae smiles. Holding a promise, to be poured out."Bang Vinnie would like to wait until I graduate ? Promise ??"
"Yes ! I promise."
The mines have been planted. It can explode at any time, injuring or even killing anyone who touches it. Whether you realize it or not, Arvine Dowson has placed a mine in the body of a little girl he loves like a little sister.
Later there will be another sun that can erode my light in your heart. Hopefully ... hopefully .. hopefully ....
"Tomorrow in the morning, please take me to the airport. I promise to be a good boy while in Jakarta, let's graduate quickly. To be worthy of your company." whispered Raquella Mae in the ear of Arvine Dowson, at the end of their arms session. Although sour, but the fact is undeniable, and must be accepted. Is not his life no longer about his wishes ? But at least, at that time he fantasized about hugging the body of Shanique Miller.
"I go home first, I want to pack things." said Raquella Mae. He steps towards the door, but suddenly turns towards the only picture frame attached to the wall. Remove and put it in the bag. Clarissa Mae's photo was taken !
I just wanted to confiscate Hani from the songong's hands. Life or death.
***
I don't know when Arvine Dowson changed his name to Babang a lizard. But he had to accept it despite the discomfort. The difference in his heart when his waist is embraced friendly. Raquella Mae has been a nightmare in her last two days. Absorbing oxygen from his sky with all forms of childish obsession.
"I'm here once a week, okay ?"
"May ... let it last longer, right ?"
"Isa ! Bad." as always, plugs.
Manyunmu has returned. Not like yesterday, terrible ... May time mature you, Ra ! My sister !!
"Shame ! It's a public place, seen by many." she said as her index finger crossed on Raquella Mae's lips hoping to get a 'farewell kisses' kiss'. Replace it with a gentle kiss on the tip of the girl's head. As wise as he can.
"That's your last boarding call. Depart ! Be a good girl, in this cruel world." became the cover of her kiss, in response to the sound that was heard from the airport toa.
They parted with different wishes, going against each other. But their smiles look the same.
***
From inside a black limousine parked not far from them. A pair of eyes could not blink. Looking at his fallen sister became a slave of love.
You need papa, Deck ! A person I could never present to you. God called him when you were too small to remember him.
Our hearts come from the same seed, so it is only natural that their feelings are linked to the same person. The figure of the man who in many ways is very similar to our father, then we both love him.
Rara ... There's nothing wrong with your love, there's nothing wrong with my heart. Women are made to love men who look like their fathers.
It's selfish for me to keep feeling that love. Once, I took it from papa, now it's your turn to taste it from Vinnie. Believe me, Deck ! Their love is the same. Sorry if I ever preceded you.
"E.hmmm !" deham Edward Rodmeyer surprised him, breaking his reverie. Saving all the nelangsa into the smile of his lips. Then lock it with a thin breath, almost impenetrable.
"You love that boy as much as your sister loves him, Shasa too. He was just a bad boy who had nothing"
"Oh yeah ?" Clarissa Mae threw her gaze at Edward Rodmeyer's face, "if Vinnie is a boy with nothing, why don't you beat him up again now ? Wasn't he the one who kidnapped your son ? Sean." then looked back at Arvine Dowson who started walking towards the parking area.
"Ha ha ha ... Why am I soiling my hands with her blood !" Edward Rodmeyer returned the challenge by gripping Clarissa Mae's cheek, then pulling the woman's face toward the end of her arm.
"Tomorrow or the day after, he will beg me to get this back." flaunting a pendant from inside his suit sleeve. "That's when I'll finish him ! Understand you ?"
Then, "walk, sir ! Go straight to the office." Edward Rodemeyer ordered his driver while taking off his grip violently.
"Know ya, Eddy ? Here, a month ago. I thought you were a good person. But I was wrong, it turns out you ... amazing !!" the sarcasm is like not being heard. Although their distance is no more than an inch.
When Clarissa Mae looked back, looking for Arvine Dowson, there was no one there. Disappointed, then express it with a loud snort.
"You are a unique doll, Rissa ! the puppet who had feelings ..." nodded his head. Then there was a smile on one corner of her lips, "it might be fun to play with your feelings ! Ha ha ha ha .. also toying with your love ... Ha ha ha ha ...."
Don't beat yourself up too early, sir ! Because tomorrow or the day after, when Vinnie meets you, you might have to bow down before him, and kiss his feet.