
Why not "yes ... " ? HIS?or another phrase that has the meaning of 'accept' coming out of Shanique Miller's lips when a commitment is offered to her by Edward Rodmeyer ?
What is less than her figure so that Shanique Miller chooses to compose a lip sweetener greeting so that she does not hurt ? Ganteng, yes. Powerful, yes. Popular, yes. Rich, don't ask. And most surprisingly, everyone knew that Edward Rodmeyer was a loyal and loving man to his family, but still it was not able to melt the iceberg in the heart of Shanique Miller.
The only reason why the 30-year-old beautiful woman was firmly shutting her heart was because she was guarding her heart for someone. Who is the man who defeated Edward Rodmeyer ? Even making the crown prince 'The Rodmeyer's' it had to swallow its own saliva while standing on the front porch of the woman's house. For the umpteenth time, Edward Rodmeyer had to go home disappointed.
Shanique Miller's steps have always been so, retracing to the floor in a sad rhythm. His waist was always slow when going to sit in his work chair, a swivel chair whose backrest had been soft, maybe because it was too often supported.
The desktop in front of him slowly began to be touched, that time not to write, but just to open an old file. 'Warm side of me' is the title of the file.
The first image that appeared on his desktop screen was greeted by a small strand of smile on his lips, then chuckled at the next image, then slowly dimmed ... Her lips were flat, her face tense.
When all the photo files had been passed, leaving only the Video files, his face started to fidget. His lips began to tremble as if afraid to watch a series of short videos in front of him. "For the sake of my miss, I must be strong." whispered in his heart.
Not a thriller about the horror story he saw, just a series of several vlogs downloaded from yo*tube, especially only from a vloger named 'sang pujangga'. To be honest, there is no speciality in the video, only containing the action of a man who is very passionate about adrenaline and other infatuation that becomes the spice of cinematographic techniques. But it was regrettable ! As if he was being confronted with guilt, Shanique Miller dissolved in endless crying, his palms tightly clasping her necklace pendant until it almost bled.
A basket was wasted, wet from wiping the tears. Out of the box and come again .. and again. Until it was realized that there was no way the tissue box could be stung by the wind, Shanique Miller turned her chair, when behind her was standing 3 students who were also teary-eyed.
Farah Isuke sniffled. Cindi Latuconsina threw her gaze into the corner of the ceiling with an endless lining. Fatimah Mahmud immediately scattered her body in the lap of the Lecturer. They accidentally sneak into the room to find out the sad story of the woman they think is perfect.
"It would not have been a sparkling jewel if it had not been for the storm and the heat of the storm !" cindi Latuconsina.
"Cindi ..." hoarse voice Shanique Miller.
In the end, everything that looked like perfect collapsed also in the arms of the three students. There is nothing more to hide, because love is not a disgrace, and longing is not just to cry. There is another wiser way, which is ....
"Release or create !" whispered Fatimah Mahmud, after all the crying subsided.
"Hmmm ... We're not young anymore, things are going to get more complicated, Fat ! There'll be a lot of heartache if I insist on keeping our teenage dreams alive."
"And the way Kak Shasa explained it was by destroying Brother's own life ?" sahut Farah Isuke. "Sorry, Brother ! The blood of Nipon in me is always in revolt when we hear the word 'hlaskan', because we are not educated to understand the word. We're used to living in the rhetoric of 'fought' or 'manifested with your blood when it must'. Nothing is easy in life, brother ! Even in love !" cute girl is back.
"Sister Shasa is already suffering too much, it is time to get up ! 'Ants will bite if the colony is hurt' said Brother himself right ? In this novel !" connect Cindi Latuconsina.
As Cindi Latuconsina showed the novel in her hands, Shanique Miller smiled bitterly. The novel is his first novel.
"Star is Bang Vinnie, and Moon is Sister Shasa ... And the plot is a true story that the author lives ! Isn't that right, Brother ?" cindi Latuconsina. Which can only be answered with a small nod by the mentor.
"Does he still remember me ?"
A simple question came out of Shanique Miller's lips, making the mouths of the three female students before her silenced, their eyes intertwined without knowing how to answer it.
***
Helena Krysnowack entered her hotel room in annoyance. Edward Rodmeyer's ex-wife was forced to reuse the surname Krysnowack after their divorce was officially registered at the Polish embassy 3 years earlier.
At the beginning of their married life, her life was like a fairy tale of queens. Enjoying all the amenities as the wife of the crown prince of the business empire 'the Rodmeyer's', a life of palpitations and luxuries, complete with media camera highlights that stalk her life.
The flattering and praise from his surroundings slowly changed his personality. His once 'humble' figure was slowly removed, changing with a 'mask' of perfection. The media also highlighted her more, treating her like a top actress complete with the glamour of nightlife. Especially after the birth of their first child - Sean Rodmeyer, a woman born in Warsaw was getting to know the world of black, drugs and alcohol began to be judged. Ignoring all her husband's advice, she dissolves more and more in the hedon of the flickering life of discotheque lights.
Until one day, some members of the police corps ended everything. They broke into his hotle room, blaming him for drug possession. Caught him like a beggar with a man who often became his bedmate. That is the limit of Edward Rodmeyer's patience.
'The 'Dust to dust ... From zero to zero !" the end of Helena Krysnowack's madness. Although it has not been received.
On that day, the day she played the mother of a young prince 'The Rodmeyer's', she was only able to stare bitterly at the figure of a graceful woman who immediately replaced her position as 'queen of the Rodmeyer's'.
The brown haired woman with blue eyes as bright as the sky was named Shanique Miller. She has all the requirements to become a 'queen', even she is able to snatch the sympathy of a little prince named Sean Rodmeyer. That fact made Helena Krysnowack's heart burn, dashing her desire to reign again in the heart of Edward Rodmeyer.
"Don't touch which is mine ! Don't even to try !" in the heart of Helena Krysnowak. A torrent of vengeful embers burned the eyes of his heart even as a soft voice greeted him :
"Hi ... Madame Helena ! Nice to meet you here." Shanique Miller.
"Me too ... You look george, Dear !" reply Helena Krisnowack.
He had no choice but to be friendly, for the man Shanique Miller was following was Edward Rodmeyer.
"Mom, know ! it's Shasa's mama" said Sean Rodmeyer, who suddenly appeared from behind Shanique Miller's dress, leaning at Helena Krysnowack's feet, "He's beautiful, Mom ?" he continued with passion.
"Sure, Sean ! Your father is always surrounded by angels." replied Helena Krysnowack.
As he lowered his head to look at his son's face closer, Edward Rodmeyer's hand moved faster. The man grabbed the small body of Sean Rodmeyer to hold him, then passed leaving his ex-wife dumbfounded.
"Sha ...?" the voice of Edward Rodmeyer.
Shanique Miller followed, despite being placed to bow politely to Helena Krysnowack. But it was unable to assuage his anger, in his heart he cursed to demand revenge for all the shame he received.