The Journey of Child Life Outside of Marriage

06

💐 Soraya 💐

I keep running

not caring about my legs bleeding.

yes I managed to escape, though,

when climbing the window,

both of my feet were scratched by the glass that was still stuck.

sick, that's how I feel.

but I can't stop, please,

I don't want to get caught and come back.

two humans are still chasing me.

he's MB Mela and a guy I don't know, I don't know.

their appearance is chaotic

MB Mela is wearing only kimono towel

and the guy just wears a bokser

I don't know what they just did?????

though it was dark I kept running into the forest, without direction and purpose.

repeatedly I was in the thorny bush, a pain in my body.

both of my feet also hurt, because they do not wear footwear in a place like this.

the screams of the two humans were still continuously heard in my ears.

his echoing voice filled the silence of the forest tonight

I'm getting freaked out, though,

don't know where to run????, so as not to get caught.

minimal lighting, as if supporting everything.

srrrruuuuuuuuuuukkkkkkkkkk.............. !!!!!!

I slipped into the bush.

my feet are rooted.

I tried repeatedly to pull my leg, but I couldn't,

the pain was sharpened on my ankle.

the voices of the two humans were becoming more and more clear

get closer and keep getting closer.

I curled up in the bush, no matter the sharp thorns that were piercing my body.

not daring to breathe, not daring to move

my fear is becoming.

I covered my mouth with both palms, hoping that no sound would come out at all.

their voices are so clear near me.

" yuk already,

we're deep in the woods"

mela's voice was clearly heard.

" la tu cwek haven't met, later if the boss is angry how?????"

" Lo g see the boss was badly injured, he said,

you better get help, take sibos to the hospital.

desy must be scared out there all alone.

girl's problem, just calm down

like he was badly hurt.

tomorrow we have noon we look, the blood splattered must be easily found.

klu g. This is why he was eaten by a wild animal

it's important we go back".

I breathed a sigh of relief, when the two humans had already gone away.

I slowly tried to pull my leg.

Thank goodness......

my gratitude, when my feet come off the roots wrapped around my feet.

as hard as I can, I have to go away

I don't want to go back there

*******

I don't know how many kilometers, how many hours I still walk through the forest.

without direction and purpose.

the dark was scary, and obscure noises accompanied my footsteps away.

I wish there was a bright spot on my long journey.

appearance of invisible creatures

it rarely caught my eyes

wolf sounds, owls are heard clearly entering my sense of hearing.

I don't care, it's better to die eaten by a beast than to go back there.

aaaaaaaaa........

I cut my own mouth

I closed both my eyes ,

I looked before my eyes, a pocong, his face was broken.

standing right in front of me.

o Allah, astaghfirullahal azim

" please don't bother me, if you want my life to take it, but please don't force me to go back to that place"

I cried sobbing, my body limp could not move.

pasrah .... that's the only way I'm at the moment.

I hugged both my knees

do not forget the recitation of the verse of the chair, and the letters an short also I chanted.

i cried.

is this the end of my life????

can I still survive????

is there anyone who wants to help me????

God, you better take my life now

vaguely Indra my hearing heard the sound of a car engine.

as if forgetting the figure earlier

I opened my eyes wide.from a distance, my eyes caught clearly the lights of a car that was traveling at high speed

my smile expands.

god's help is real.

invisible figure just where did I go????

I don't give a shit.

my thoughts at this moment, were eager to get to the curb and ask for help to take me away from here.

the pain I didn't ignore.

I kept walking closer to the highway.

although it looks close. apparently very far, many miles through, fresh blood still flowing covering my open legs.

I finally arrived at the side of the road

it took a lot of hard work to get here.

I'll take my look.

this street looks deserted. Large trees lined up neatly on the side of the road.

I was cowering under a big tree

the cold started to feel.

long wait for no car to pass.

one minute, five minutes, a quarter of an hour, up to an hour, no car passed.

o Allah ..... boredom, drowsiness, aches aches, feels to be one.

I don't know what my fate is?????

from a distance I saw a car driving towards me

I'm getting ready to stand by the side of the road

can't wait to ask for help.

my steps stopped when I realized what I was wearing right now.

I'm a woman. what was their response when they saw me?????

are they going to help me????

are they good people????

or did they take advantage of the opportunity.

I curled back under the tree, hiding my tiny body.

I was still holding on to my position until the car passed further away.

even until a few cars passed by I was still hiding in that place.

I look up at the night sky without stars

my tears broke again, I spread my eyes around

the tip of my eye caught a pickup parked a little far away from me.

the back is covered in tarp

" is that a merchant pickup car that's going to go to the market????

would I be better off in that car????

I'm gonna hide behind the tarp.

my footsteps approached the pickup car.

the car was empty.

I see the front, though,

the car was locked tightly, my eyes were sparkling, seeing a black peci lying beside the steering wheel, a holster and a shirt lying on top of the jog. I'm more and more convinced, the car owner is a good person.

I examined what was hidden behind the tarp

just a pile of cardboard, who knows what it is.!????

I slowly removed the boxes

give me enough room to get in.

with great difficulty, I was finally able to climb up, curled up perfectly.

breathe my breath back

tears welled up my cheeks

thank God I offer.

**""*****"*

I still wake up long enough

I vaguely heard the chatter of two men.

the longer the sound of the voice came closer

and now it's like next to a pickup car.

" jas kg, you will be driving, tired of me"

" hahahaha"

" Hem... e fates,. cars strike plus solar runs out, where in the middle of the forest, where,

uh"

" why ask you to finish praying dhuhur sleep, so it got jammed right????"

" i sleep kg, I,

uh by the way, we slept for a long time really kg yas, time from ba'do dhuhur to ba'do assyar."

" hahahaha,

later to my house to coffee first.back to the pesantren rather unfortunate.

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👉 Author

At dawn Adhan both men arrived.

after performing the obligation

they sat in the house waiting for the morning.

two cups of coffee and two packs of cigarettes.

sometimes they sound like both jokes.

until dawn began to say hello.

" mumpung bright, do not try to check our luggage, before being taken to the cottage"

the man named Ilyas just gave a thumbs up, his eyes explored the Maya world again.

Hanan was a little suspicious

his eyes saw a lot of blood on the pickup truck.

he hurriedly opened the telpal, the object that covered the pile of cardboard he was carrying.

" astaghfirullah"

he said spontaneously, his mouth gaping never see what is in front of him.

a girl in sexy clothes, curled up in the boxes.

his whole body was full of wounds and blood

even the blood was partially soiling the cardboard lying beside him.

his face was covered in long hair.

" kg Ilyas, come here, call your mother"

the one summoned immediately approached, his expression the same as Hanan's.

" live, is he dead???"

" it's like he's alive, like,

don't call my mom first"

when Ilyas returned with his mother.

pickup cars have been mobbed by many residents

who will go downstairs.

*********

🌷 Soraya..... 🌷

" get up, mbaaaakkkkk......"

I faintly heard the sound of people trying to wake me up.

my eyes are heavy to open.

but as much as possible, I should know where I am?????

" mbak e, mbak e which person??? what's going on???"

I saw a middle-aged woman standing near me.

he was trying to get information about me.

but for some reason, my mouth is locked, my tongue is twisted, the tip of my lips is sore, it is difficult to open.

only tears represent everything.

my eyes rolled out, I looked one by one at the people who surrounded me.

there's nothing I know.

where me?????

am I still alive????

am I safe????

am I free, and far away from that cursed house????

I saw it clearly from far away.

women of lush stature, wearing a brown batik negligee with an instant hijab of matching color.

he stood in front of the brick house.

unlike the others who directly swarmed me.

the woman stood the farthest away.

her eyes were focused on looking at me.

my smile grew when I knew who that woman was.

My tears are flowing more and more.

my gratitude goes to divine Robbi.

the middle-aged woman beside me seemed to know.

he followed where I looked

" ibuuuuuuu Ningsih........"

sayakku sniffles.

" Ningsih, know you, come quickly"

mother Ningsih frowned,

bewildered

maybe that's what he thought.

but his steps kept approaching.

I cling to her dawn body takala she's already standing close to me.

my tears are pouring.

I finally survived.

" mother Ningsih, please Soraya,

Soraya's scared,"

I said crying in his chest.

by force he took off my embrace .

he looked carefully at the face full of wounds and bruises on my face

" O Allah is the Master........

mboooookkkkkk Soraya is mbok, your grandson........ mbok. how did it become like this????

O Allah Gusti Nduk , "

Bu Ningsih cried roaring roars.

both of his hands hugged me tightly.

" ilyaaaaaaass.......... bring to Ilyas hospital.......!!!!!!!"

the summoned one is coming soon

he handed me a black shirt and a holster to wear ,

carefully Ms. Ningsih helped me .

her tears are still pouring.

" kg Hanan, you take the motorcycle inside"

he said while lifting my body.

put me on his lap.

in the middle of two burly men.

I put my head in his field

the fragrant stew was smelled through my sense of smell.

the comfort that made me sleep.