The Journey of Child Life Outside of Marriage
04
like the song bang Haji Roma
the meeting that I dreamed of, is now a reality
the meeting I wanted, it wasn't imaginary.......
Mbah Martinah and Mbah Marni, who have long been separated by distance and time, can now meet.
ain haru's eyes adorned their meeting.
but still, they lost to Surata's destiny
robbi's divine will
Mbah Martinah breathed his last in the arms of his stepbrother.
siiiiiiiimbaaaaahhhhhh............
shouted Soraya while shaking the body of Mbah Martinah several times.
when you know Mbah Martinah has gone home.
yes Mbah Martinah died, people say because of the symptoms of the sitting wind.
tears flowed from the three women of different ages.
Mbah Marmi still faithfully hugged his sister.
venting longing, haru in front of the body of the younger brother.
baaaaaaahhhhh........
Soraya screamed again hysterically, accompanied by tears that poured through her eyes.
still vividly remembered, as big as the chatter yesterday afternoon, between him and sembah.
apparently it was their conversation for the last time.
tp now.....????
sambarah is gone
soraya died forever
most beloved
the only family Soraya has.
how was Soraya's fate after this????
can Soraya live life without the presence of the embah??????
how Soraya faced every scorn and mockery of the villagers.
because of the smile of the dilettant slalu jd penantantantasi, every time sadness approached him.
only a smile can Soraya be strong and smile even though his heart is fragile.
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the news of the death of Mbah Martinah has spread.
the sound of tarjik, has echoed, through the speakers of the mosque and musholla.
villagers immediately flocked to the funeral home.
some were moved to see Soraya who was as happy as beside the corpse.
there are those who openly berate
"this must be because2 Soraya......"
baaaaaaahhhhh......
call Soraya slowly
her tears kept pouring.
both eyeballs can not be separated from the body of waste lying covered with cloth.
yasin tahlil jg's voice was ignored.
various hugs he got, from the citizens who came to worship
not only the residents of Pak kiyai, his wife and some santri were also present at the funeral home
"No crying, Soraya g alone, there is umi Abah here. Soraya can ngangge Umi same Abah, Soraya's own parents"
Soraya increasingly sobbing, her tears increasingly fall, wet her smooth cheeks, hearing the words of Umi's wife from Pak kiyai when hugging her tightly. beside the corpse of the sewage, hear the words of Umi's wife, and some people are reading Yasin and tahlil.
"that's hard for Soraya"
salfa embrace of Soraya's close friend, in Madrasah Tsanawiyah where he studied in pesantren helped calm the friend .
after Umi let go of her hug a few minutes ago.
*********
Soraya is still sitting next to the tomb of the embah
indeed a few minutes ago jazat sewah had finished being buried.
soraya's tears are still pouring out.
he was still faithfully sitting staring at the mound of earth before him.
the people who delivered the bodies to their final resting place .one by one began to leave the cemetery area.
Soraya was still lingering
repeatedly being persuaded to go home.
"Soraya, let's go home"
Soraya looked at the owner of the voice.
women who came with Mbah Marmi
he looked at her with a gentle smile.
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for seven days Mbah Marmi and his son also stayed at Soraya's residence.
they willingly helped Mr. Rendi and Bu Khusni in tahlilan event from the first day to the seventh.
from there Soraya can be close to
mother Ningsih Mbah Marmi's biological son.
who already thinks of her as his own son
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this morning the heat of tension without enveloping the roof of Soraya's residence.
the three families exchanged words, hoping to invite Soraya to stay with them
mr. Rendi and Ms. Khusni.....?????
they're kind.....
it was Bu Khusnilah who helped Soraya get into elementary school, where he taught.
uniform, books and other school needs
it is he who bears.
Bu Khusni jg often invites him to cook
try a new menu
, while chatting and joking in the kitchen.
because the daughter of Bu Khusni does not like and does not want to struggle with kitchen tools.
mr. Rendi was good to him, as the head of RT, he once desperately defended Soraya when the villagers of the demo wanted to expel Soraya because it was considered a disgrace to be expelled.
brother valen ????
we often talk when we have free time
watch Korean dama through laptop, together.
sharing stories.sharing his unused stuff
and shopping for clothes during Ramadan.
only Denis was the one who blatantly disliked him.
even haughtily she asked Soraya, calling her den Denis . gave Soraya clarity that she was the maid of this house.
mr. kiyai and his wife......????
not losing well
thanks to them Soraya can continue his education to the level of Tsanawiyah under the auspices of the boarding school.
registration money, martyrdom, uniforms, books and other necessities have been borne by Pak kiyai
even Umi often gives clothes to her and sewah.
indeed, Pak kiyai's family is famous for being kind to everyone.
mbah Marmi and Bu Ningsih
it was only a few days that Soraya knew him
but they're the Soraya family now.
even Mbah Martinah has entrusted Soraya to them.
before he breathed his last breath.
after a pretty rough discussion
finally, Mbah Marmi is the one who can bring Soraya.
with the help of Ms. Ningsih
Soraya put his clothes into the cardboard instant noodles
while deed , diplomas and other important letters, put in a bag that is carried by Bu Ningsih.
And this is where they sat three of them on one of the benches in the terminal, waiting for the bus that would take them to the destination city.
suddenly a man came
it is estimated that his age is over 40,
looks creepy.
he forcefully pulled Soraya's wrist violently.
soraya's reflexes screamed
until people started to crowd them
"i'm Soraya's real father, and I'll take him"
there was a sense of warmth, happiness enveloping Soraya's heart
finally, he could see and meet his own father
which he had long missed.
look at the father's face.
soraya's heart seemed to shrink
he did not want to be taken by a man who claimed to be his real father.
"formerly old bangka, granny peot strictly forbid I met your son, son,
now you also forbid me to bring my own child.......?????
who are you guys ????? ..........??????
want me to report the police.......??????
I'll take your son, either allowed or not .......... "
the man who claims to be Soraya's biological father pulled Soraya's wrist.
Soraya just stared at Bu Ningsih and Mbah Marmi
expect help.
Bu Ningsih and Mbah Marmi just silently looked at Soraya pulled forcibly by the person who claimed to be Soraya's biological father.
they can't do anything.
just crying is a symbol of sadness.
bruuuuuuuuuukkkkkkkk.........,
Soraya turned to the attractive man.
soraya's mouth gaped to see the cardboard containing her clothes had been thrown in the trash.
to Soraya's surprise, she was immediately forced into the car.
Soraya was terrified sitting on the back bench looking.
two men of my age who have been sitting sweet in the front seat.
" this is the granny you mean......????? beautiful too, still seals......?????"
the man who pulled Soraya just nodded.
Soraya grew increasingly frightened when the man sitting behind the wheel kept staring at her through the rearview mirror.
his gaze seemed to strip Soraya.
repeatedly Soraya shuddered in horror.
*******
miles and miles, the car drove, it drove,
Soraya doesn't know where she's going.
dizziness, nausea that's how he feels
understand this is the first time for Soraya to ride a car, drunk vehicles naturally.....?????
over time the contents in his stomach thrashed
hooooeekk........
hoooeekkk......
Soraya wants to vomit
" heeeeeeeeyyyyyyyy don't throw up in my car......?????
just now those words were thrown out
joooooooooooorrrrrrr...............
Soraya has spewed all her entrails, until it hit the clothes she is wearing today
" the bottom of the village an. so I want to invite you to find a good job, later you can buy a car, g kampung an kayak now"
Soraya did not respond to their words
dizziness, weakness, nausea that felt.
he just closed his eyes tight
I hope his body condition is better.
********
one hour two hours
the car did not stop
the clock shows two o'clock in the afternoon
I have not prayed dhuhur.......
" can you stop by the nearest mosque or musholla?????
I have not prayed dhuhur sir...... "
he said to remove the silence.
" just go later"
that's their speech
tp to magrib even the car does not stop.
it's gruesome.......
that's what Soraya saw when her pretty eyes rolled out the window.
the car took them to the streets in the middle of the forest
the trees are big and tall as a sight
shrub jg neatly arranged on the side of the road
" where am I going.....????"
the question kept swirling in his mind
there was no way he asked the two men directly in front of him, because it was not an answer but a clash that he definitely got.
the car that took them stopped in front of a magnificent house in the middle of the forest
a high gate surrounded the house.
adds a sense of horror, and mystical
two sexy-clothed women welcomed our arrival
" Shy,....... Mela.... You take care of him".....
he said while looking at Soraya.
people named Desy and Mela come closer.
they look disgusted to see the vomit in Soraya.
Desy and Mela bring Soraya in
the view of Soraya
a house this big in the middle of the forest, looks lonely and creepy
there were only two men carrying Soraya and two girls dressed in sexy clothes.
at the door of the room, they stopped
a woman named Mela handed Soraya a dress
Soraya looks surprised ,
a red pliers top and a matching mini skirt that is more polite in children's TK
" g any other clothes....?????"
tanyanya handed the shirt back to Mela
" here in the middle of the forest, far from the clothing store, there is no Hp signal. Anyway it's night. tomorrow we just go out of the forest to buy clothes"
desy answered Soraya's question to Mela.
Mela just stared panted
" hemmmmmm....... do you have mekena......?????
I haven't prayed......."
they both look flabbergasted
confused what to answer
" emmmmmm.
it was washed this afternoon, not yet dry still soaked.
mending you enter gi. immediately take a shower, later I will come again to deliver food"
Soraya remained silent
it was strange to hear Desy's explanation
byuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrr.......
"ups sorry g on purpose"
Mela covered her mouth a sign she regretted having doused Soraya with a pot of water.
Desy stared hard at Mela
Mela Just grips shoulders indifferently no matter
" have entered, rather than the wind"
Desy pushed Soraya into the room and shut the door immediately
it didn't take long for Soraya to take a shower
he is forced to wear sexy clothes given by Mela and Desy.
tok tok.....
the door was knocked several times
he saw that Desy was standing at the door, carrying a tray of rice and side dishes, water and warm tea
" eat first and rest"
Soraya just nodded while accepting the tray that Desy offered
Soraya put the tray on the nightstand
after closing the door
he immediately wrapped his body in a thick blanket on a king-size bed
whether it's the Shah or not
Soraya continues to pray, from dhuhur, ashar, magrib and isyak.
after the prayer, Soraya drank only warm tea, because her stomach was still wide enough to be forced to eat rice
drowsiness, tired of not feeling well that Soraya currently feels, immediately able to bring himself into the dream
