The Journey of Child Life Outside of Marriage

The Journey of Child Life Outside of Marriage
011 Family characters



my mom and I were in the store


after a long and difficult debate


finally I chose 4 shirts +depth , five including the one I am currently wearing


not good father and mother had come out duwit many to biyaya hospital yesterday


cook ane tega


take the opportunity when offered


and mom's oversized negligee shirt


don't ask, just calm down in the trash


his shirt is out there


can be a middle-class clothes down


according to the mothers the price is exorbitant very easy


but comfortable g curl


I don't know if PD was me from earlier


g nyadar, the clothes are perforated there just relax like on the beach


where g make Daleman again


O God of my aurot.....


all the way home, on the bike mom kept wondering


what my favorite food is or what I don't like


mom offered me various kinds of food


from the berkah , coconut milk all did not escape from the mother's speech


.and finally here we are


warung Nasi pecel middle rice paddy belongs to Mak wiji


it's cold, the breeze


its location in the middle of the rice field


bejubel


the average person who works in the fields


me and mom sit down with a mat


on our hands is pecel rice


long beans, toge, tree ketella leaves, mushrooms, sprinkled peanut sauce


plus green bean rempeyek and potato patties


hemmmmmmmm seductive


the plate is using banana leaves


not to forget the sweet iced tea is a complement


while eating my eyes are not bored staring around


green expanse of rice fields that stretch


fresh cool air is far from pollution and up to vehicle noise


mom told me ngalor ngidul


everything is told


including the ice man who irritated me this morning was Ilyas


son of the father and wife before


I'm just being a loyal listener


occasionally respond with a nodding smile.


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the bike went back after we finished the rice pecel


basic mothers from earlier story g da kelar


not tired of his mouth


hadeeehhhh....


I just got off the bike


sambarah was already shouting to welcome our arrival


" o Allah my Lord, stabbing ayu tenan"


sobah took me in


many neighbors are looking


wondered


what's the matter????


I'm ashamed of myself......


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time keeps turning, day after day too


it didn't feel like I was living in my new family's place for a week


there are a lot of things I just know


father who paced back and forth


plus acres of rice paddies that belonged to my father


to employ many people


every morning mom goes home


until the house keeps the shop


it was the only store in RT where we lived


most of the people are elderly and children


young girls prefer to travel to big cities to complain about their fate


there are also those who become TKW abroad to meet the cost of their family's economic needs


so for no reason the mother's house is dirty like unkempt


just went in to cook or go to the bathroom


" lek tumbas. ...." just buy snacks a thousand rupiah.


stay inside again


" lek tumbas ..." buy garem and so on.


most annoying when the buyer is children


their parents left them downstairs


The children were given 10 thousand dollars


buy it a thousand and a thousand back and forth


now buy a thousand snacks and given back an , after the snacks have bought again a thousand


and so on until the boy's money runs out


that's just one kid, five kids???? ten kids????


pegel, right, feet????


hence the cooking business is often done sewah


but if the cessation has already berikaf in the mosque kerasan bener,


do not inget laper thirst, there is only remembrance and reading the practices of Mbah yai pesantren cottage manager.


after my presence in this house


I'm the one who does everything


from cooking clean


the house that once resembled the warehouse of Alhamdulillah is now worth living in


often get protests from family


I'm worried about soy sauce


but I'm bodo time


a clean house is my goal


From there I can see their character


like the father and the solace, when anger is immediately evidenced by speech.


all the pieces were removed


from A to Z can not be denied can not volunteer.


after being satisfied to express emotions


go to avoid the scene


an hour later, back again


like nothing happened


hadehhhhh strange indeed.....


and do not dare to mention the matter earlier


the emotions will rise again


if you are angry the whole house didiemin, do not talk at all


" don't be confused, your mother is like that too, ntar is also good alone"


those are the words of father and sorrow when I see confusion because of didiemin mother


even though my anger is not the same


but still I am confused, usually mom ngalor story ngidul ngidul not stop-stop ni diem only


I finally got my mom, by the way


" Mom sorryin Soraya, if Soraya is wrong, ngerepotin mom, or irritate mom"


surely mom will cry as much as she wants while hugging me tightly


" no, nothing wrong"


and the anger disappeared back


if Ilyas, don't ask


like a running refrigerator, the cold is not curled


the warmth is just the same as the doang family


and I'm not considered at all


as if I didn't exist


O Allah be patient