
I stepped on the sidewalk to a stop near the school, I wanted to go home and take it all out and fall asleep, and when I woke up I wanted everything to be gone.
It seems like I have to leave this school and live a new life.
"I want to talk for a moment" someone pulled my wrist, who else if not the creature that had torn apart my pride just now.
I threw out his grip, no matter how strong it was, at least I was able to do it.
"I know you're so mad at me, I don't know how to make you believe anything." His voice was a bit trembling, I smiled wryly, maybe he was just anxious, anxious about losing a bet and being required to return his friends money, he said, then he would persuade me not to get angry and help him in that insane bet.
I didn't care, I kept my steps to get to the stop before I missed the bus.
He stopped my steps, his body was left a barrier wall between me and the dark blue stop that was there.
"I admit I'm a coward." He held my shoulder, I was tired, tired of holding back the tears that wanted to come out.
Not because of Aldo, but because of this evangelization and the burden that always makes my heart and logic feel drained.
I don't care, I tried to break through that barrier wall, and he still didn't want to let me.
"I fell in love with you from the beginning. Ever since I gave you back that splattered purse, I loved you just like that, I don't know what my friends would say if I was always with you, and that bet was just my excuse, my reason for being with you, I'm sorry I'll end the bet, but this time please listen to me." His voice sounded sincere from within, but who knew? This persuader is good at theatrics. And one more thing, I'm not gonna get stuck.
I ran to leave him because a bus was in front of the bus stop, he was holding me back,
"I will take you home" then I will refuse even a thousand reasons he uttered, though his words outweigh the beauty of the words of the Persian philosophers.
"Naumi..??" He screamed again, and again I didn't care.
And something else that makes me tired, the black sports bike again, do not forget the black jacket that covers the emblem on his shirt, SNI standard helmet with black glass that protects his face.
Always there, across the complex gate, among street vendors. And it's still there, making me nervous every time I go home from school, not giving me a chance to figure out who he is and his identity.
I don't know what the plan is, so far he hasn't done anything bad to me, just been there, and always has been there, she said, looking at me from a distance and letting me go behind the komlpeks gate towards a simple wooden fence.
From a distance there was the sound of the exhaust of his sports bike, he left when I was approaching my residence, although the sound was not very clear, and left a trace of smoke, he said, where the gray color is difficult to guess, and when the guess was started, the particles were melted and bound by oxygen.
*****
And since then someone forgot to move my previous data into alternate storage to be saved back to the new device.
I forgot something, this music box, I forgot to return it, I meant to go back to that place after the teacher's room, but something made me forget the list I had made.
If I want to meet Alfath, I just come to that place, I don't know how, every time I'm there, he always comes after me, I don't understand, even when that afternoon I took Aldo there, Alfath suddenly existed. At that time, the school was empty and there were no activities.
I accidentally stared at the bottom of the closet, next to my bed, where I kept the box, the box that contained both living and inanimate objects, tulips are withered because they can no longer perform photosynthesis, and the inanimate object is still intact with its condition, like that, 7 Find a paperboard with any fields like irregular puzzle, puzzle?
I wrinkled my forehead, though,
One good word.
I opened the closet lid, it looked a little dark in there, I grabbed it and saved it from the darkness.
As I slowly picked up one by one, all the flowers had withered, and some of them had already begun to rot, it seemed like I had to remove them from this box before the petals and stems had been eaten away by bacteria.
These pink papers scattered on my marunku red sheets, there was a side that did look cut with scissors and rather neat. While the other parts are only torn manually using the hands.
I tried to match the parts that should have been fused before someone tore them apart, I found 2 parts that were somewhat round, sideways that sloped down and formed a taper at the very bottom, and this puzzle is done. Someone purposely shaped it like a heart shape. At least find this paper already has its identity with the shape he shows, does not the amor form symbolize the sign of love? So this amor is just a dead thing. He can't talk to me about who the owner is.
I remember the words that came out of Aldo's mouth when he stopped me after school, is it possible that Aldo did all this?
I put all these things in the box and dropped them in a small trash can under my window, there's no point in me keeping this thing that, if it's really from him. He was good at theatrics, good at making people believe, and good at trampling from behind.
*****
This morning is back like the morning a few days ago, I'm not going to school, but soon I will also move after the Olympics, at least I go to school just to take care of my move, anyway, then ask for help papa to find a new school.
Actually I'm still confused. It's not the right time, because a few more months will be a general replay, and after that class increase, it's unfortunate indeed. But the circumstances at school forced me, pulling me by force so that I wouldn't be there again.
*****
I haven't been to school for a week, everything I've prepared. For the Olympics, the Olympics that maybe if I win it will be the one history I left in that school before I moved.