The Indigo Love Story

The Part 16

Unless the hours of study are in progress, I don't know how to deal with them, they're all the same, no one understands or defends me, they're not wise people, they're not, and not parts of me.

*****

I sighed, leaning my body behind this library again, just here a place that made me calm, I'm not going down those trees anymore, I'm afraid something like this morning is happening again, I was just on the foundation, doing as the alfath usually does, leaning his back against the wall.

I closed my eyes for a moment, calmed my mind, my head hurt, my mother told me, after I amnesiac, the doctor said I should not think too hard because it would be fatal, but everything that happened to me was complex, everything suddenly came together. My mentality feels drained away.

Oh God..

That's all I can say, hopefully I'll be given the strength and things will be over and out of my life soon.

"You're not traumatized, are you?" the voice that always comes out of the blue, and I can confirm it's the Alfath, and my guess is correct.

"I don't like the atmosphere outside" I sighed again, inhaled oxygen for free, and exhaled it without anyone forbidding.

"Does it have anything to do with the aura?" alfath's question left me dumbfounded.

"The news reached your ears, right?" I lowered my head a little, and one more thing, I never understood why every time I was here, Alfath always came after me.

"One school knows it." He's throttling. "But I'm not surprised" he continued,

"Why?" this time he made me squeak again.

"What a shock to something we already know"

"What do you mean?" already known? Did Alfath know before, why he always said something without explanation.

"No" he shook his head.

"You don't have to be afraid of them, they're cowards." He continued speaking.

"Then why don't you treat me like they do?" I smiled wryly.

"It was a stupid deed, you're ditching again huh?"

"That shouldn't be you asking anymore." I was massaging my eel, it felt like something was frozen in there and it was painful.

"I don't understand what you were talking about in the UKS just now. Can you explain it? At least it can reduce the pain in my head." I hope he understands my situation and explains it to me.

Alfath approached, his face looking anxious, he sat down next to me, this time I could read his facial expression, why all of a sudden his frozen face was now somewhat melting, she said, does this place feel like hot lava by it.

She looked at me, with her eyes somewhat cute and tidied with tenderness there.

"Where should I start?" his voice was a little raucous, I didn't understand what was going on in him.

"Why has this place changed? Why did you find him? And how am I, too..." I stopped talking, suddenly his palms touched my cheeks to the back of my ears, he brought his body closer to me and kissed my forehead gently, then my eyes closed, I felt like there was a bond there, my whole body was convulsing and cold, but Alfath was a mysterious stranger I didn't know very well, and something was wet.

Alfath was crying, his tears were falling down my eyebrows, the kiss was still not released, I felt like I could do nothing, cold and frozen, but there was warmth there.

And the instant he let go, I could say he was brash, but his tears made me undo the intention to protest and get angry at him.

"I'm sorry" He put his face away, Alfath's voice was shaking, he looked anxious, maybe he was afraid to make me angry, I kept my distance from him, I didn't know what to say.

I was still confused, he was no longer crying, his tears could be counted in a matter of fingers, I did not understand, and now I feel my heart rate is very fast, and my feelings get mixed up, he's a mysterious stranger, has done things for no reason or cause, with no strings attached in a relationship, didn't he say he had a lover? Then didn't she keep her lover's feelings from doing the treatment just now with another woman?

I did not say a word to him, I stood up and ran away leaving him, while Alfath looked stiff there, supporting his head with both palms.

*****

An egg broke in my uniform, someone accidentally threw it from behind. I was on the edge of the basketball court intending to be home soon.

Shortly after that someone threw it again, and there were grains of sand that also stuck there to hit the tip of my hair.

"Stop..!!" I shouted, I wanted to fight, but they were too many, while I was alone. But still, they continued the action and mocked me with the scorn they threw,

"The indigo kid deserves it"

"He's just gonna bring shit to our school"

They all cheered, and made me a doll that was trampled on.

My tears were dripping again, tears of anger, I knew indigo wasn't that bad, there was someone deliberately sabotaging it behind all this, and the author of the article, without the name of the host.

Then how can I go home dirty like this, mama will also be sad if I see my bad situation, I never tell this incident to mama, mama, I don't want to add to his mind's burden. I just told Fariz about the expert, the rest of the story is not about this bulian and insult.

"Stop bothering him!!" there was a voice behind me, those who were huddling me suddenly just stopped,

"Go from here!!" the order was heard again, I was still standing down, staring at the floor of the basketball court that was dirty with sand and egg shells near my feet.

"I'll take you to the laundry." a hand grabbed my wrist, and pulled it slowly. And he's the son of that donor again, why is there Aldo every time I accept that insult.

*****

We were in the school parking lot, Aldo opened his car door and let me in.

"I'm just going to mess up your car." I'm a little anxious because I'm troubling someone.

"It's okay, it'll be clean again, come on in.." Aldo stroked my shoulders slightly, and pushed me slowly to get into his private car.

He's pulling the car gas and we'll get out of here, I see things out of the closed windshield, this car is the center of attention from there, not because of the car, not because of the car, but because of the incident just now, because of the eggs and sand that stuck to my shirt, and because of that purplish blue.

And again he saved me, even though I was angry with him at the bar at the time, at least I owe him a favor and there is no reason not to forgive him.

Don't you know how bad I am...

With this situation, undue circumstances...

Circumstances that can get rid of me in an instant...

I want something real...

Not an unfinished question...

He opened the car door for me, I was still down, the incident just now was still in my mind, I came home late because of the incident at school, and I have to clean my clothes before I go home and tell my mom that I'm okay.

A pair of shoes were still there, waiting for my feet to come down from his car, his face was sympathetic, but still depicted the persuader.I blinked as I stabilized the fluid that protected the lining of my eyes. Just take a little bit of my body and get out of this car.

"Don't worry." this time he kinda understood how I was doing.

"I'm fine.." My men, holding onto both backpacks, I still lowered my head while Aldo closed the night blue door.