the illusion of love?
Crying out
"Sorry to interrupt," Vino slightly stayed away from my bed lips. Gave Faraz room to check my temperature. My little heart did not want Faraz to misunderstand the incident, but I could not say anything, my tongue was confused.
"Can we talk?, wait for me outside." Said calmly. Vino nodded as he took the bag of padlock and said goodbye to me, until finally his back turned away unseen.
What would Faraz say? Easy – hopefully not something that can cause a commotion.
"The more you eat, the better your condition will improve." He said tidying up my porridge plate. I'd love to explain what happened, but does it matter to her? "Before_"
"It's okay–apa, maybe your appetite increases if a close friend who feeds you."
God at least listen to my explanation. That's not what Maz is. Why is it so hard to say that. Finish tidying the dishes and putting them on a small table. He again covered me with a white cloth that 3 days accompanied me.
Why didn't he rub my head as usual when he was leaving? He always says "It's just for a minute" but this isn't, is he angry? I can't see the emotion on his face. The face was created to always be calm. At least say two words that you are jealous Mas, don't make me guess like this.
"Mass?"
My call halted his steps, I sighed for a while, regulating emotions with Faraz's answer to my question. "Why are you so good to me?." As the second Faraz turned his body, he smiled impeccably. "As long as you're in Jakarta you're my responsibility, that's my promise to your mother."
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"Not satisfied with ngracunin Zea?." Faraz's sarcasm, although relaxed but stiff throat he can not hide. Faraz only tried a little so that his anger did not overflow.
The – men in front of him were just staring at him pushy, meaningless blank stares.
"Lo pantes on me, I'm wrong."
"Why? Because you didn't know Zea had an acute allergy? you realize no. Zea almost died to eat what you sodorin to her."
Vino can only be silent, what Faraz said is true, Vino never knew Zea's medical history for 4 years. The girl is hard to guess, exactly like her who always plays all right.
"Back Zea! I don't know exactly your closeness. But I don't want him to get hurt again." Faraz said casually.
"Biarin Zea who mutusin, he wants to be friends with my rich loser or the same rich coward lo."
Faraz began to lose control, he lifted Vino's collar with his hard hands. "What did you say?, coward?!." Faraz did not accept. On what basis did he say that even they did not know each other.
Vino took Faraz's hand off and confirmed his shirt, "Kalo lo is not present among us, my relationship with Zea may be closer now Far." Saying Vino is relaxing.
Faraz could hardly believe the words. Vino who according to Zea is a haughty guy who is insensitive, never cares about his feelings. And Vino who gives hope to all women. Now the – male clearly said that sentence in front of him.
Faraz chuckled, smiling cynically. "So this prince that Zea used to crave, is sorry?."
The man in white breathed a deep breath, and sat down on the chair right next to him. Ask in the heart. Does he really regret wasting Zea's feelings? Wasn't that his choice, even long before Zea took a heart out on him.
"Gue.." The sentence hangs. It leaves a deep meaning. "Gue couldn't be as fast as you protecting him Far. All I can do is diem, diem above all my feelings."
He moved back from his chair, walked over to Faraz, "We don't know each other, but I know you. You're more honest than Zea's hurt from now on. I have known Zea for a long time. All I know is there's no apology for a lie." Whisper and walk away.
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The ZEa POV
Why are my tears dripping? My heart is bleeding, why is it so painful. Bemoan. It was as if these salty tears were dousing the nano wounds in my heart. I should have been conscious a long time ago and not hung a rope of hope on his boat.
I sobbed in the 5-meter room. Maybe God is jealous because again I hope in man. And not on HIM. Aren't I a Scorpio girl? Strong and tough girl, why am I sobbing like this. I've even felt blinded by love, a love I haven't touched.
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This morning the scorching sun crept into the room, I squirm. Since yesterday afternoon I haven't seen Faraz again. What's wrong with him. Is every male–he is always cruel like this? Make us soar into the sky and then slowly throw into the earth.
My eyes caught something on the table, carrot porridge? Hold still. There's a piece of paper in there. "Well yeah, before you go home meet me in the ER." I breathe out slowly. Do not get it because of this piece of writing. I forgot my position, and got carried away again. Wasn't yesterday clear. Whatever he did was a promise to my mother.
It is not good to let the heart continue to be sad. Scorpio girls are always strong and tough. Okay Fighting!
It's delicious this porridge, this bowl is clean with no waste. It's me who's hungry or it's because it's delicious.
"Good morning, brother,"
I looked in shock, almost the bowl in my hand fell off.
"Ngagetin by sus,"
Sr. Luna smiled, "I knocked on the door. But Kaka is again engrossed in a muter–muter bowl."
"Oh, sorry sus. I have tumben breakfast. It's good porridge or I'm hungry." My word.
Sr. Luna chuckled small while plucking out my infusion plan, tidying up the hose–the hose on her small tray. "That's not the porridge from the hospital, Faraz brought it from home." Sr. Luna explained.
Huh right – man again, Oh God can not just a day without his goodness.
"Thank you, sus,"
Sr. Luna resigned herself. Before leaving he explained all the administrative matters were done. I almost forgot that nothing is free in this world, let alone Jakarta. Maenstream city with the nickname stepmother.
"Who paid my bill?."
"Sorry, I'm just saying that. Others are beyond my authority."
"Then my medicine?"
"Next Kaka can ask Faraz."
I snorted in annoyance. Is that Mas Faraz? I walked slowly to the ER, as he requested, actually I wondered why he asked me to the ER, did he volunteer there?, or was Doctor Marcell there?, what good it was to be Faraz, what a, he doesn't have to waste a lot of money to study like me. Simply being a confidant he can learn many sciences, and practice it himself. Why am I, am I envious?
I should be proud. I am a Scorpio girl who can have and achieve anything with my own efforts. It's not appropriate to complain for a rare girl like me. If you're a Scorpio girl like me, I just want to say. "You can do anything!", have many hobbies and dreams. That's a natural thing. Long thinking, independent you also have. Use it to achieve all goals. Because the skill of Scorpio girls is not just entangling the opposite sex with just the look of the eye. You are destined to be useful to others. Don't forget about it.
As long as I preach this afternoon in the hospital hallway, maybe people will look at me like a madman, no probelm this is one way I entertain myself.
