the illusion of love?

The healed upset

"Assalamu a'laikum Ze"

"Walaikumsalam mas, so come here? help me find the data source for my script."

"Sorry Ze, I can't keep my promise. Doctor Marcel still needs my help here."

"Oh, yasudah"

"I'm sorry, yeah"

"Yes." Yeah."

Tet

The phone connection was cut off, there was nothing else I needed to discuss. Again and again doctor Marcel became an excuse. I've never been this sensitive before. This went on after I found out Marcel's doctor was a woman.

When's yunya? how stature. Yesterday at the time of the controls I accidentally saw Mas Faraz and the doctor walking together, and a nurse called the woman as Doctor Marcel. The parasite? don't ask. I usually wait for half an inch. It's just that the hijab in her head makes her more beautiful and authoritative.

I type Ida's name on the mobile screen

"Centong, tomorrow I'll be at the top. I'm ready again."

"Well, donk" replied Ida.

I've been used to no one all this time. Time yes just to the library for my own material I like this. So I decided to keep going without Faraz, with the yellow hodie and the white pants matching my shoes I walked out. My Schoopy motor seems to have shouted. The road ! The road!

**

"Spss Spss, where the hell is it?"

"I'm stupid, this is the place of the novel" I grumbled.

"Hey Ze,"

"Eh Mirna how are you Mir?"

This is Mirna my college friend, she's smart and other talented majors with me, she's a chemist, which I heard she works at one of the private companies researching inorganic chemistry. He also won a Nobel Prize and had the opportunity to study abroad for a week. We weren't too close, just say hello, but today it seems like I'm interested in having a quick chat with him.

"Well, how's your script going?"

I only showed a wry smile towards him, he laughed. "hahahaha, I have not passed the test for sure," I nodded and sat between the benches aligned with the shelves, he also sat in front of me.

"Ze, have you ever liked people?,"

"Early, why? you like guys, huh?" godaku's. Mirna smiled her cheeks blushing. "Yes Ze, but I'm confused"

"Why?" manya.

"She's been like a kaka to me, I'm afraid."

"Fear of rejection?,"

Mirna nodded gently. The reflection of my laughter blared until Mirna shut my mouth. "Sorry sorry, anyways where there are guys who can refuse you Mir, there's-there's just"

"I'm the one covered by Ze, just this time I also vent the problem of men to friends. My job is hard to be able to chat or anything, my focus is full to the things I'm researching."

I thought for a moment, it's hard to be a chemist, once moaning, the lab can fire. Not all guys ask for news all the time. Yeah except the old freak hiks.

"ih even grimace, I'm serious." Mirna woke up my daydream.

"You know him?"

"Well, if not how I like it."

"Don't you, I mean you know how rich it is?."

"Know a little,"

"You sure you didn't like him, you find out how rich people are, don't get people wrong. Know what a psychopath is trying?"

"Ah you Ze, make me afraid. How's that Abis?"

"Ungkapin, nowadays do not have to be a guy who talks first. Girls can too. All that matters is one Mir. Find a guy who accepts and understands our hobbies and jobs, many people are willing to accept but do not want to understand Mir."

"Oh yeah? keep continuing?" ask Mirna

"Either I am also confused, sometimes comfortable in the attention, sometimes rich garbage is considered unimportant. There's a lot I don't know about him."

"Keep you still want to wait for him?"

"I'm crazy, don't. While drowning drink water aja. hehe. Just wait, open your heart to others. Once his grandson, the director of the salt warehouse, didn't he? how can I refuse." I chanted.

"Hadehh, long time Ze kanya waiting for stars to change shape first."

"haha"

Our conversation was getting more exciting this afternoon, Mirna was not as quiet as what came to my head. He's innocent and funny. We exchanged phone numbers, and today I'm upset that Faraz got paid by Mirna who accompanied me.

Clifft

The sound of my phone reads, there is a message from Mas Faraz "Still on the bus?"

"Still, this is coming home."

"Wait another 10 minutes when I get there,"

He's fighting for a job just to pick up? ah time yes. Thought.

Not long after my phone rang, I said goodbye to Mirna. And rushed to the front yard. Faraz was on his bike. "Have you waited a long time?" my many.

"Not yet, for you?" Faraz offers chocolate flavored ice cream. He still remembers my favorite. "Bribery for a promise that Mas cancel?" Faraz laughing.

"Yuk came home," I just wanted to take the helmet off the bike, Faraz's hand ahead of me. He put a helmet on my head, Lord, my heart..

the dug dug dug!

"Ze, your heart is beating, why am I handsome?"

"You don't beat dead donk,"

"Don't die yet, Ze, I'm not ready."

"Not ready for what?"

"It's not ready to take your body, it's on a motorbike."

"Bodo very" I said.

"So not come home?" my question is, Faraz even leaned on his bike. He looked at me intensely while smiling to himself. I was embarrassed, embarrassed to bother because of his smile. I can lower my self-esteem.

" Yaudah if it doesn't happen, I go in again" I answered almost turning my legs.

"Jaudah ayok ayok." he persuaded.

On the way home the atmosphere of silence, Faraz is not as usual, usually he always chirping and commenting on things around him. Maybe he's tired.

"Ze, is there time tomorrow?"

"emmm, tomorrow I'm going to the top with Ida and Arni."

"Three only?"

"No, we're leaving with office friends."

"I'm not invited, though,"

"When invited?." I asked.

"Now, anyway,"

"Why?"

"Because it's cold, and I haven't been able to hug you, yet,"

It can't be for now, but what can it be for the time to come? can we be confident and cuddle all the time I want? can I hope that the soul mate God has prepared is you. Can you tell me to slip your name in every do'a do'i?