the illusion of love?

Hospital

Author Pov's

On the way home Faraz realized something was left behind. It stopped by the side of the road. It turned out that the little diary belonged to Zea, honestly Faraz was curious about its contents. But he knows the limits. Banged the steering wheel of the car turned the direction back. Fortunately it did not get stuck, so he quickly arrived at the place earlier.

His right hand waved towards Zea, wanting to call out to her but was undone because it seemed like Zea was willing to meet someone.

Faraz knew the man, he was a friend of Zea in these four years, intertwined like a common friend but anyone could definitely see there was great meaning in it. It's hard to believe they're still so close. Faraz took a deep breath and slammed the rough car door.

He turned the engine back on, and turned around. Faraz thought about them, what they were talking about, and how close they are at the moment. During this time Faraz did not bother about Zea want to be friends with anyone. But hearing Zea mention Victor's initials, it made his blood boil. Of jealousy? Either Faraz doesn't understand.

"Ah shit!" as he then turned around again to the restaurant, he could not let his brain continue to be curious.

After tidying his car in the parking lot, the man walked towards the restaurant. His heart felt that something bad was happening, Surely the restaurant was in a crowd of people. He urged to go inside.

"Ze wake up Ze!," Vino shook Zea's cheeks many times – times, but there was no response.

"Zee?" Faraz panicked to see Zea lying limp in Vino's arm. He rushes to open his jacket and covers his skirt. The girl had trouble breathing, so Faraz quickly took over her body and laid her on the floor.

"What did he eat?!." Her bluff on Vino who looks panicked and confused.

"Eat what!." He said louder.

"Su-sushi shrimp." Vino stuttered.

"Oh shit!."

Faraz again checked his pulse, trying to hear the roar of his breath, sign – vital signs decreased, his heart rhythm beat faster and shorter. Zea is anaphylactic patient since childhood, his body can not accept dzat contained in marine animals. Anaphylactic shock must be treated on the spot, the time will not be enough to be rushed to the hospital. If not treated immediately, people with anaphylaxis will experience kidney failure as well as brain damage and even death.

"Whenever this injection is me, so that you remember wherever you are, there I protect you,"

The memory appeared suddenly – arrived, the sentence was an inducement so that Zea would bring the liquid with her every day. Hopefully Zea will still want to keep it in the bag. Faraz flipped the bag until it was scattered. The medicine fell out of the bag. He opened a little Zea skirt covered in his jacket.

"I'm sorry Zea."

In the injection the fluid through the thigh. Why thighs? because adrenaline must be injected directly into the vein, there is no time to open the blazer that wraps his arm. Male – the man pressed Zea's chest as deep as 5 cm, then looked up his chin, no CPR device, he gave breathing through the mouth, no sign of awareness, he again pressed his chest.

The sound of an ambulance was loud screeching, some medical personnel down rushed to carry Zea's body, just before being moved to the gurney Right index finger moving, Faraz was a little relieved because his breathing had returned even though he was still weak. They put oxygen in his mouth.

Faraz stared intently at Vino's bead. "Our business is not finished!."

"Zea wakes up Ze!," Faraz tries to resuscitate the girl upon arrival at the hospital, but the results are nil.

"Get Jo the doctor. Hurry along!" the ER nurse ran to find the doctor.

"Take a check of his vitals, do a blood test and an electrocardiogram. Hurry!," he'll impact the nurse.

Nurses in the ER terpogoh-pogoh running Faraz instructions. Everyone was astonished, and wondered what was going on, because the situation seemed so tense.

"Who is Far?" asked Dr. Jo who was walking in a hurry to see him.

"Zea Jo, help her, presumption of anaphylactic diagnosis." Highlight Faraz's anxious eyes, expectantly at the doctor in front of him.

"Lo sit down first. Breathe-set. If you arrive – arrived my receipt is also a hassle," joked Doctor Jo while patting Faraz's shoulder. And a little run to Zea's gurney.

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Doctor Jo finished the examination, Faraz rushed to him.

"Where is jo?."

"The rash in the mouth is already visible, I hope not until the throat, the pulse is still weak. Fortunately, first aid is not too late. If it's a minute late. I'm not sure he's-." Doctor Jo sighed for a moment, "But calm down he has missed a critical moment. If things get better, we can move to the treatment room."

"Thank you Jo,"

"Same – same."

Faraz again confirmed Zea's condition, he rubbed his hair slowly. Seeing Zea stiffen like this his heart broke. There were many things Faraz wanted to tell the girl, though he hesitated whether or not he could admit it.

"Don't scare me Ze" he said softly, wiping the corner of his watery eyes.

Faraz promised never to let Zea feel this way again. But today he realized, he failed to keep his promise.

Zea Pov's

My eyes blinked a few times, there was only a white mist in front of me slowly the fog went away and I found a speck of light there, like waking up from a long sleep. That's how I feel. "Where am I," this room is empty. In front of me was only a white wall. At the end was a door that was the same color as the wall.

A moment later I realized, someone was sitting in a state of sleep beside me. That's Faraz, he must be tired from looking after me all night. I looked at his face, was it true that I really fell in love with him, That calm face that I always miss, can't I see this calm every morning?.

Although I had not fully recovered, I tried to move my left hand. If left too long kasian his body can not rest properly.

"Bag,"

He woke up, opened his eyes many – times, the back of his hand touched my forehead, "Thank God, your condition is improving." I smiled winking.

"How, what's sick?."

"My neck" I said softly.

Faraz smiled "It's okay, it'll get better, later,"

Faraz rubbed my cheek, the warmth of his hand radiating throughout the body. For sure right now, I'm in a very bad state. Pale and pathetic. Why would Faraz have to meet me in a situation like this a second time. My regrets.

His cold gaze split to the bottom of the heart. "Always beautiful," he said.

"Entertainment?."

Faraz laughed a little. "You're still sick, don't talk much yet."

I smiled nodding, though perhaps my smile was illegible as the height of my lips increased by 3 times.

"Good morning," said a doctor who arrived – to enter the room.

"So soon, I'll check it out."

Faraz shifted his position. Let the doctor stick the device that ran into his ear, on my chest. Doctor Jo also saw rashes–ruam that had been scattered in my body, especially the face.

"How's it?,"

The doctor who wore the name tag Johanes looked at Faras' eyes in relief, "Thank God his condition improved, while the time to eat and all the drugs can only be through infusion, because of the rash in the throat."

What's more sad than this? Never eat. Swallowing just hurts.

"Thank you doc,"

The doctor cupped his earlobe and brought it closer to Faraz. I don't know what that means. Then he laughed. "haaha sama–sama,"

Just when Doctor Jo left, there was someone knocking on the door. It turned out that Eitin and Arni were coming.

"O Allah Ze, how are you?"

"Lo used it again, it's obviously bad this way. Look at that face. What a puck." Sahut Arni's.

Eitin's gaze was like he was introgasi me, a pause for a second he laughed, "Lo's lips? Ahaha!"

Shit he realized it, and seeing her laughter was so annoying.

"arc. There's a flower here. emm of-." Arni seemed to want to hide that sentence from someone, but who?

"From child–anak." Ida completes.

Faraz raised his eyebrows doubtfully, I don't know exactly, but it looks like Faraz read something between the flowers. Squeezed the room bell with his left hand. A few seconds later a nurse appeared.

"Can you help Doc?,"

"Give this to Dr. Jo" he said, transferring the flowers to her.

"Okay doc,"

I just look at it weird, but I haven't had a chance to hold it, so unfair. Not just me. Both of my friends also cast the same gaze at him.

"Why?."

Arni and Eitin shook their heads.

"That's just an expression of gratitude to doctor Jo, wrong?." His eyes looked at the three of us in turn.

Because of Doctor Jo or is there something in that flower? That's all that came into my head. I'll ask Arni directly.

"Who said it was wrong, didn't Ar?."

"Yes, people are just that cake flower. But by the way – said the nurse called Mas Faraz the doctor?,"

Yes, why not think of me. The nurse called Faraz twice as doc. Faraz scratched his nape which was probably itching.

"That's the new nurse, can't tell which doctor's maid is the doctor." Evidently. "You can't go with Zea for a second? I have business."

"Can donk, anything for Zea we'll do!"

"Keep Mas Faraz too!," cletuk Eitin.

Unable to make a sound, I had to lift my left leg. So they realize I'm here.

"Kidding kali neng," teased Eitin.

Faraz chuckled, "Judah I came out first," before leaving Faraz rubbed my head. "Just for a minute." This is what I like most about him, every time Faraz rubbed my hair like there was an electric current that made my heart beat fast. Ah I really like.

Arni escorted Faraz out of the room, a few seconds he entered the sink and took over the position on the left. "There was a flower from Vino Ze" he whispered.

From the beginning I had expected it, Faraz couldn't have thrown away what should have been mine if there wasn't anything there. But why, is Faraz jealous? Or did he misunderstand and blame Vino for this incident? I hope it doesn't.

"Where?" lirih.

They exchanged glances to interpret the words I said just now, it has been 4 years we were friends when we interpreted things this small they could not.

Eitin scratched his hair, "You mean Vino?" I blinked my eyes.

"He is still in the office, he feels very guilty about the situation lo Ze, his work is just daydreaming. Every time I ask just don't answer papa."

"Yes, I'm very sad to see, the riotous culprit suddenly diem rich chicken homecoming." Add Eitin.

The riotous bias mentioned by Eitin is none other than Vino's attitude that likes fun, smart acting, and mimicking the style of people, his silly behavior can always liven up the atmosphere of the office. We believe the cemetery would be a market if there was him. Until there was one thing I realized no matter how I stringed words through a pen, I still could not describe the figure. So also with Faraz, I don't think there are words that can draw as bad or as good as their figure. I wish Vino could come to see me, at least I can explain this calamity is not his fault.