The Heart of Poor Women

Don't Want to Go Back

Rafa can not do much, forcing will be fatal later, until he decided to stay until Atika can he persuaded to go home.

Previously Rafa told the Gods, so that his men would return, and only needed a few people, including Gods.

Mila's grandmother who saw Rafa was so frustrated, met Rafa who was still sitting in the backyard.

"Let Atika calm down first, it is not good to make pregnant women in pressure" said Grandma Mila, who sits next to Rafa.

"I don't understand what Atika thinks Nek, all of her words confuse me" said Rafa, who repeatedly breathed in violently.

"If grandma guessed, it seems Atika misunderstood, because when she got here, grandma had asked what made her sad, and Atika only replied, if she was just you toying with, and tricking her, and the rest he did not tell anything anymore" Grandma Mila explained.

"Toying and cheating?? what does it mean, Grandma?? asked Rafa who was getting confused.

" I don't know, Grandma doesn't know exactly what Atika means, but according to Grandma Atika's words like dealing with infidelity, have you ever played with fire behind Atika?? ask Grandma to know.

"I've never cheated or played crazy Nek, I'm not the type of man who likes to change women, and that's not the type of a Pratama" Rafa said, reassuring the Grandmother.

"But according to Grandma, this misunderstanding has something to do with infidelity, or Atika has seen you with women, and so misunderstood" said Grandma Mila again, so that Rafa remembers.

Rafa also remembered, if before Atika left, her mommy said Atika came out with the Art, and went shopping, and went shopping, and at that time the proof of credit card spending marks used by Atika was clearly visible when entering the notification on his phone.

Rafa, who remembers something, picks up his phone, checks back a message a few days ago, and when he checks, Rafa realizes that the shopping center is at Atika's shopping center, coinciding with where he and Sonia Luwu were, and thinking that perhaps Atika saw them at that time, Atika deserved to speak so, saying that there was something more worthy of her, Rafa's inner being, Rafa's inner being, until Rafa's breath became heavier, what if he explained to Atika, Atika will believe??

"For where?? do you remember anything? Ask Grandma Mila.

" Yes Nek, and grandmother may be right, Atika misunderstood because of a woman, maybe at that time Atika saw me along with a woman, but believe me grandma, Grandma, that woman was my little friend who had just come from abroad, and we did meet, and right then my relationship with Atika was a little unkind, and seeing that, I did, Atika so think no-no, to decide to leave the house.

"That means the problem, you have found, talk carefully with Atika, and convince him that what he saw is not necessarily in accordance with what Atika thinks, and it is clear this is a misunderstanding" said grandma Mila, so that everything is done well.

"Of course, Nek, I'm going to talk about this with Atika, but it might be a bit difficult, because Atika is a bit stubborn Nek, but Rafa will try to convince Atika, he said, if necessary Rafa will ask Sonia to come here to explain the truth" Rafa assured Grandma Mila.

"Whatever it is, what Grandma obviously wants you and Atika to make up as they are, that's all Grandma wants, nothing more. Grandma is even grateful that Atika gets a man as good as you, because remembering Atika who is far from the word happy before, and seeing her with the current state, Grandma was quite relieved, she said, because Atika is not in the wrong person, and every problem must have a solution, grandma believes you can definitely convince Atika" to support Rafa.

"Thank you, Nek, I believe in Rafa"

Grandma smiled softly, responding to Rafa's words, then she left, leaving Rafa, thinking it was better to prepare food because it was late afternoon.

Rafa enters the house, his gaze fixed on the closed room, and he believes his wife is in there.

Slowly Rafa walked towards the room where Atika was, and carefully, Rafa opened the door, seeing the figure of his wife curled up asleep on the bed, exhausted from crying.

Rafa also approached Atika, sitting next to Atika's bed, looking at Atika who looked pale and thin.

Rafa's hand raised stroked softly Atika's hair, so that the owner was not disturbed and woke up.

His mind returned to Atika who said she was "trash picked up" even the word "divorce" also ringed in his ears, making Rafa feel tightness in his chest, he really didn't want that word he heard anymore.

Atika who sensed movement, opened her eyes slowly, as her consciousness returned, Atika saw clearly who was nearby at this moment.

"Mas knows you think a no-no about mas right?? said Rafa while sliding slowly Atika's face to look at him.

" Whatever.!! the answer from Atika.

"What you see, not necessarily true dear" said Rafa spoke as softly as possible, so that his wife was comfortable and not afraid.

"By not coming home for a week, arguing that I have feelings for Jhon, it turns out that I have betrayed my own?? atika said, venting her heart, while turning her back to Rafa, not wanting her husband to see her so pitiful at this time, even her tears came back.

" Mas did not deliberately go home, because mas want us to cool down first, and mas left at that time not because mas think you have feelings for Jhon, Jhon, but because mas do not accept if you say mas see you only as pity and you liken yourself as "Junk", making mas inexhaustible why you can say it, though mas is so struggling to have you" said Rafa who also issued his unek-unek.

Atika did not answer Rafa's words, she just cried sobbing, for some reason at this time she does not want to be close to her husband, her heart still hurts, because a week was left, she said, but instead she saw her husband having fun with a beautiful woman.

"And you need to remember, I don't want you to say the word "divorce" next time, and if you want it, until whenever it won't happen, it doesn't happen, besides death that separates us" said Rafa who really dislikes that one word.

"If there is no match anymore, certainly will not be able to survive right?? sahut Atika, his heart is getting sick saying that.

" Just because of the quarrel at that time, you can immediately conclude there is no match with us anymore?? rafa asked increasingly did not understand the way his wife's mind.

"Do you really want us to separate?? asked Rafa wanting to know what Atika meant.

" If it's the best way, I'll give up" Atika spoke as if resigned.

"Don't talk that you regret yourself" Rafa said, knowing his wife said it was because of a misunderstanding.

"I will not regret that if God can grant my request, I want to stay with my mother at this time" said Atika who wanted her death and met her mother.

"What do you say, Atika, do you realize that you are talking, you do not remember this time in your womb there is our child, do you not think of that?? Rafa was increasingly inexhaustible, hearing the words of his wife, who had digress in his opinion.

" Then I can go, and if I think I'm going to come home, it's not going to happen, because my place is not there, but where I belong" said Atika who did not want to discuss anything more, instead drove her husband from there.

"Until any time you won't go, if you want to stay here, then we will stay here too" Rafa said.

"You don't have the right to stay here, and I don't want you here, so leave" again and again Atika expels Rafa, and it hurts Rafa a lot.

"I thought you understood my circumstances and feelings, I came looking for you, but this is what I got?? even my mommy came to the hospital thinking about you, did you have the heart to destroy the feelings of a mother who loved you so much as her own daughter, even she just wanted to always give you happiness" said Rafa who felt pain and tightness in his chest.

Atika who heard the expression of her husband, increasingly sobbing, her mind immediately turned to Felix mother-in-law. What her husband said was true, because Felix loved her so much, even like his own daughter, but Atika still felt pain in her heart, so she could not think clearly at this time.

"Well, if you still don't want to come home, I'm no longer forcing you, and I'm sorry if you've interrupted your time, and you should leave, because it's useless if we end up just fighting, and I'm sorry if I'm sorry, if you think it's better, I won't force you" after saying that, Rafa comes out of Atika's room, and it looks like he decided to just leave, letting Atika choose the way.

Atika who saw the departure of her husband, her tears broke, felt pain in her heart, heard the narration of Rafa, but on the other hand she hated and hurt, because it was like in deceit and in play, because his thinking is too plain.

Next...

Up again yes Sob, hopefully still faithful ya🙏🙏🙏