
After Lili came out of Rian's room, Celi saw Lili bari just wipe her tears, and Celi already knew what made Lili sad.
Celi also hugged Lili, trying to calm Lili, did not want to ask, because Celi believed that at this time Lili only needed friends as her back.
"He hates me Cel, Lili said in her sobs.
" Rian is not so, said Celi replied Lili.
"Why not be honest hm?? ask Celi again.
" I can't Cel, I'm afraid that what happened to my sister, will happen to me again, I don't want to make father and mother experience the same sadness, even mother's fear, she said, always reminding me not to be like my brother, said Lili beragis poignantly imagine how her beloved brother would die just because of the status is not worth it, until the man she loved betrayed her, he said, unable to accept the fact that her brother ended his life and only left the last message with a letter, explaining that he was useless, had embarrassed the family, just because love blinded the eyes of his heart, her sister even gave her precious things to get pregnant out of wedlock.
At the time her brother Lili told the man when the brother contained his seed, which in the brother was a rejection and did not admit the fetus he was carrying.
It was the insults that her brother got, that the man said "He would never admit to a fetus from a poor woman, even more painful, the man said that the fetus was the result of another man, the other man, the woman said, and accused the brother of peddling his body to a rich man.
That makes Lili, unable to accept Rian, even her father and mother who are traumatized by the fate of her brother, always tell Lili not to get in touch with men who are far from their social caste, he said, because in general, the rich look one eye at the poor and always think down.
Lili also did not want to make her father and mother disappointed, because it automatically reminded them of the fateful incident that befell her brother.
What power Lili, he can not lie his feelings to Rian, but he also did not want his father and mother disappointed because it had felt so painful.
In front of the eyes of his father and mother, they saw the body of the brother in his bedroom, even they had to leave the house, just not always shadowing the events of the past.
Lili, who was so sad, asked Celi to accompany her to calm down, to a place that always made them comfortable when there were problems.
The murmur of the waves showed its waves, rolling towards the shore.
Lili stared at the waves as if she felt like a roll of the waves, when it was on the edge then the sea water would be drawn back to the bottom of the sea.
That's how Lili feels now, when she wants to set her heart, but she seems interested like the current of sea water to the past experienced by her brother, making him unable to make a clear decision on his relationship with Rian.
Lili knew the decision she made was the wrong one.
Karean not everyone is the same, even when he sees the seriousness of Rian, he believes Rian is not like the bre*****k man his sister had ever known.
Lili can only resign where fate will lead her, but she cannot deny that she also loves Rian very much.
It did not feel the afternoon, Celi was still faithfully accompanying Lili on the beach.
As a friend of Celi should be able to be Lili's back, because Celi also considers Lili as his sister.
When Celi wants to take Lili home, her phone rings, the name on the screen shows Rafa Calling.
Celi also lifted the pangilan from Rafa.
"Halo Fa, said Celi a little away from Lili who was sitting on the beach.
" Where are you?? asked Rafa, because he did not find Celi at Cafe Rian.
"I'm somewhere else said Celi.
" Somewhere how do you mean?? rafa asked confused, because Celi did not tell the name of the place.
"I'm with Lili again, she has a problem, later I will tell you, go home first, because Lili is still reluctant to move, said Celi explained.
" Alright, don't stay there too long, and hurry home, be careful on the road.
"Yes, we will go home soon, do not worry, I close first, said Celi and ended the call.
When Rafa just finished bathing, he heard the sound of the motorbike driven by Celi and Lili.
Rafa also looks through the glass window of his boarding house, when Celi and Lili enter their boarding room.
Rafa who was impatient to know, what was the problem Lili, planning after eating her dinner, he will visit the room of the boarding house Celi and Lili.
The knock on the door, made Celi undo his intentions when he wanted to talk to Lili.
Celi walked to the door, and opened it.
When the door opened wide, Rafa appeared standing in front of the door of the boarding room.
" Go in, said Celi let Rafa in, and at a glance he looked at Lili who was sitting pensively on the edge of his bed because, the door of the room was wide open.
"You said you were going somewhere, what's the matter? Rafa asked as he sat on the wooden chair that was in the room of the Celi and Lili boarding house.
"To the beach on O road, said Celi told.
" It's just a matter of feeling, between Lili and Rian, Celi said again.
"You mean, Lili and Rian they have a special relationship?? ask Rafa who doesn't understand.
" Can't be said special, because Lili has not received the real Rian, but they both know between their feelings for each other, said Celi again.
"If they have the same feeling, why not just be honest? rafa said he was getting curious.
" Sometimes because of something, someone has to sacrifice his feelings, because he does not want to disappoint or hurt the hearts of those we care about, and it happens to Lili and Rian, said Celi.
"Did Rian have another woman, and Lili's feeling clapped one hand?? ask Rafa Again, who has not been able to digest what Celi said.
" No, Rian is a very nice guy, it's just that the problem is in Lili.
"Rian has expressed his feelings many times, even repeatedly rejected, Rian did not despair, he always tried and gave space to Lili, because he did not want Lili to feel forced.
" However, Rian's waiting is not as sincere as his love for Lili, because Lili can not accept Rian, because of fear and trauma of events in Lili's past.
"Lili also had the same feelings for Rian, but because he did not want to make his father and mother disappointed because of the dark past, which befell his brother Lili, but because he did not want to make his father and mother disappointed because of the dark past, to prohibit Lili from connecting with men who are not equal in social status, because the man who is not responsible until his brother Lili died ended his life by suicide.
Rafa was stunned by Celi's story, in addition to Lili's cheerfulness, it turns out that a lot of sorrow is stored, maybe with him behaving so, it can start something so heavy in his memory.
Rafa was concerned for Lili who was so strong, even willing to sacrifice her feelings.
"Have Rian met Lili's parents?? ask Rafa again.
" No, Rian did not dare to go too far, because Lili could not accept, and Rian also appreciated Lili, did not want to make Lili hate him, said Celi
"I'll try to talk to Rian tomorrow, and hopefully there's a way out.
" Well, we support them, so as not to hurt each other's feelings, and before it's too late, said Celi who agreed with Rafa.
"Sleep,, accompany Lili, it's late, Rafa told Celi and gently stroked Celi's head, and again the small touch made Celi like so in love and in notice, he said, and make Celi's feelings warm will be a small treatment from Rafa, and of course it also makes the name Rafa began to fill the heart and feelings of Celi.
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