The Heart of Poor Women

Quarrelling.

Atika sat pensively on the balcony of her room, still thinking about her husband's words with God earlier.

Rafa who had just come out of his study went to his room, thinking Atika was still in the living room, along with the others.

Seeing no one in Rafa's room was sure that Atika was still in the living room.

But accidentally Rafa looks towards the balcony, was shocked when he saw Atika there.

Atika who also saw Rafa, moved from her seat, this time Atika did not care anymore with her husband's cold attitude, any way Atika had to talk to Rafa, no matter how Atika had to talk to Rafa, because Atika does not want her husband to be a killer, considering their conversation was in the workspace.

Rafa returns to pretending, being cold, flat and indifferent, and busy with his phone sitting on the sofa.

Atika went into the room, and sat down beside Rafa, he was round, and had to talk about it to her husband.

"Bas.!

"Bas.!!

"Bas.! I know I was wrong, and I received the punishment you made, but until when did you inhabit me and act flat, cold like this.!! Her chest was tight, even tears had spilled as she spoke, because how many times Atika called her husband, there was no answer in the slightest.

"If you've realized it's good.!

"I realize, if my mistakes can not be forgiven, mas can throw me, I will surrender.!!

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Rafa never thought Atika could talk like that, her heart pounding strongly, hearing the words from Atika's mouth, making Rafa so ignited.

" dump?? do you consider yourself trash.!!

"I'm not saying I'm trash, but because I realize you're picking me up to be a woman of some degree.!

Atika's words increasingly make Rafa angry, from the sentence of garbage, to the sentence of picking up, making s

rafa's blood was boiling, it turned out that his wife judged herself as low, but Rafa himself never thought of getting there.

" Now tell me what you want.!! I don't want to argue with you.!!

"For a week I have accepted your cold and flat attitude towards me, and I am aware of my mistakes, but if I cannot forgive my mistakes, I cannot forgive them, I accept whatever decision you make, because I can't live like this.!! atika's cry broke.

"It is only then that you say it, if you are already unable, I will not hinder you, if that is your will, the decision is in your hands, I will never throw you out, but if you are the one who wants to leave, I will not forbid.!! Like a big spear in Rafa's chest, spewing his words at Atika.

Atika did not answer anything else, only her tears were proof of her sadness at this time.

Actually Atika wants her husband to know, that Atika can not stand constantly in the body of her husband, but because of emotions, Atika said things that make Rafa ignited, because of her emotions, and it's like pouring oil into a fire that's already raging, and it's getting worse.

"Let's talk about this wish of yours to momy, dady and dad, because they also have the right to know, so that they hear themselves, this is purely your wish, and I don't cast you out or throw you out, like you said it.!!

"I didn't expect, you can talk like that, and I'm so disappointed in you.!!

" I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was too emotional just now, because you didn't care about my call.!

"Do you know how he feels fear left behind by the people we love?? I was shaken when I saw you were unconscious, and full of wounds.! I even have trouble breathing, bad thoughts loom over me.!! I feel like my world is breaking down and ending, if you don't survive.!! Did I misbehave you, who did not appreciate her husband's anxiety, left without anyone, and ran away from the Villa, feeling constrained.!!

Rafa also took out all of his uncles, which had been stuck for a week, and now Rafa is satisfied, has said it all to Atika.

Atika was crying, her chest was tight to hear her husband's words, how selfish she was, had spoken harshly to her husband, who was so worried about her situation. Atika also understood, why her husband was still cold to her, it was because her husband still could not forget the incident, where when he was found that night.

"Mas, I'm sorry, I hurt your feelings, and don't appreciate your anxiety, and your fear, I'm selfish, I accept whatever your decision is, I won't dispute anything that's your decision.!

Begged, clenched her palms together, that her husband might forgive his guilt, and promised not to repeat it again, and obey whatever his decision was.

"I'm letting you stay here, because I want you to feel your happiness, enjoy your new life, but my trust, you don't appreciate it in the least.

" If you don't find it soon, don't know what happened that night, and so lightly you tell me to throw you out.!!

"If you are worth nothing in my life, I will not seek your existence.!!

"I'm almost crazy, because the doctor said the fetus in your womb is almost not helped.!!

Rafa who held back his tears since then, finally collapsed also his defense, felt very tight, because his wife was so easy to throw a sentence that hurt his feelings, as if there was no more sense between them.

Atika who saw her husband crying, moved from her seat, hugged Rafa from behind, regretting having said the words that made her husband fragile.

"Mas, I'm sorry, for hurting your feelings with my words, I was stupid, couldn't see how much love and affection you had for me mas, crying on Rafa's back, she said, until wetting Rafa's shirt.

" I know my attitude makes you sick and depressed, and I suffer, but it is for your own good that it does not happen again.

"Yes mas I understand, sorry because I was angry for no reason, and already made mas disappointed and hurt.

Rafa turned his back, looking into Atika's eyes deeply, wiping away the remaining tears from Atika's cheeks.

" Please promise not to act rashly like that again, I am your husband that you must obey and obey, everything I do is for your happiness, and live peacefully with our little family, he said, and we'll age together, in grief, we'll go through it together, and whatever misunderstandings in our household, I don't want to hear the word "Divorce" from your mouth, because that speech is prayer.!!

"I promise you, I'll listen to whatever you say, I'm sorry, I forgot your great love for me.

Rafa nodded, kissing Atika's forehead deeply, holding her tightly, his heart was relieved, because Atika could understand everything, and could accept her mistake and realize all her carelessness, which was too innocent, considering everyone was good, he said, and have no ill intentions for anyone.

Next.

Don't forget the trail guys.

Regards Arthor🙏🙏🙏