The Heart of Poor Women

Felix's Grief

It's been a few days Rafa who can not answer from his cell phone call, even now the cell phone is not active Celi, making Rafa more upset, until he decided to contact his momy.

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Felix's cell phone in his hand rang, Felix saw Rafa contact him, so Felix was hesitant to lift, but Aliando called for his wife to lift up and speak calmly so that Rafa would not be suspicious.

"Hello dear, said Felix who felt his chest hurt.

" Hello mom, is momy again in the parlour??

"No, momy again in the house dear, said Felix with his hands began to tremble.

"Mom, is Celi with momy?? from yesterday I called but ngak picked up, and now the phone is not even active, is Celi okay mom?? rafa asked in a voice that sounded frustrated in Felix's ear.

Felix also dropped his tears, could not bear to hear the voice of his son, who was so worried about Celi, but who cared for his son, had betrayed him and went somewhere.

Aliando, who saw his wife crying, put one finger on her lips, intending not to let out sobs, for Rafa could be suspicious.

Felix wiped away her tears, after seeing the gesture from her husband.

" Celi is fine, baby, his phone is left at his house, and Celi is carrying the children of the house on an excursion with Nana as well, said Felix lying, his heart aches to say that to his daughter, imagine how devastated his son was when he found out the truth.

"Haah, just a cell phone he can forget, even though Rafa misses him very much, said Rafa sounded a little upset.

" Don't be upset baby, anyway you stay another day there, and of course you will meet with Celi when he returns, said Felix who again shed tears, because he had lied to his son.

"Well, momy's right, Rafa's coming back tomorrow, and what did Rafa ask you to do?? Rafa asks about the plan that wants to apply for Celi when he returns later.

Felix was increasingly unable to bear the words of Rafa from across the phone, his chest throbbing pain, his tears melted rapidly, so that even Aliando could not bear, he said, looking at his wife who was as strong as possible to sound her sobs and clench her chest.

" How's mom?? ask Rafa again because Felix has not answered Rafa's question.

"Sss is a pity, Felix said in a choked voice, until Rafa felt strange with his momy voice.

"Why momy sounded hesitant, and it seemed like a strange momy voice, said Rafa who began to suspect.

" No dear, momy was drinking while talking, said Celi who continued to lie.

Rafa, who was sure, no longer asked, and only said that he would return home soon because he was impatient to propose to the lover.

"Yes, Rafa closed yes mom, momy take care of health, and do not be too tired, because this child does not want momy sick on my happy day, said Rafa happy.

" Yes dear, Felix said, then the call was interrupted.

Felix's cry broke, since he had been holding it, he could not imagine how devastated Rafa felt, when he returned home later.

Yayuk who was there also cried bitterly, he felt bad and guilty, because his daughter had hurt the feeling of the gentle woman, he really felt ashamed, she felt ashamed, because his daughter not only hurt one person, but there are some who are hurt including Yayuk.

"Dad, what we will explain to Rafa, momy will not be able, dad, said Felix crying bitterly in the arms of her husband.

" Dady also does not know mom, Rafa will be crazy if you know everything, but without us explaining it, with the letter that Celi left for Rafa, will answer and explain the question, he said, aliando, who no longer knows, said anything, he would prepare his batteries, a time when Rafa would be angry and slumped.

Yayuk, who felt it was no longer important to be there, said goodbye after saying all the great apologies, with the behavior of his daughter, who had disappointed and hurt the feelings of Widodo's family.

While in other places, Celi who has been a day in a remote village in the country, contemplating his actions that can already be said as a heartless man.

As he stared at his cell phone located on a small table in his room, he picked up the phone, saw some photos of his time with Rafa, for a second he smiled as he looked at Rafa's handsome face, where the photo was taken secretly.

But that smile also faded as a shadow flashed through his mind, the face he hated at this moment, which had already left him shattered unceremoniously, and left a mark that he was hard to forget.

Celi who remembers Refan's face, grasping his phone tightly, he hates that face, a face he never thought would do things that make him destroyed and embarrassed, even he was disgusted with his body, he said, which he always used to call dirty.

Is that how you do that to the woman you love??

That love of yours even hurt me, destroying me.!!

It is not love, that does not shepherd me along with the man who has filled my heart.!!

You think by doing that to me, then I'll come back to you??

Celi shouted to himself in the little house, weeping for his destruction, and cursing Refan in every sob.

Ever since Felix received the letter that Celi left behind, and had lied to his son Rafa, Felix had been quiet.

Felix pondered inside his room, repeatedly he let out a long sigh, in his mind thinking as if fate did not stop toying with his life.

I used to suffer so much, living my days full of ridicule, humiliation, even vile accusations, that God gave a helping hand through, my two leaders, who so loved me, also my sisters, so much, until the Lord gave me another helping hand through a noble heart, giving me an Orphanage, which I never could have imagined.

Until I still have to fight to give birth to the fruit of my love, who bet with my life, and I raise it with both hands, hoping that my son will never experience the things I have experienced.

But it seems like God still wants to see how capable I am to live and pass through, even if the fate changes, it will not guarantee us escape from the trials and trials of life.

Your all-knowing Lord, what is good and bad, if I ever commit a great sin, just punish me Lord, not my son, even if I have to atone for that sin with my life, but not my son.! weeping Felix in silence.

What game is God, I never ask for more, I only ask for the happiness that You have provided for me, is not it enough that I used to feel the pain?? Should my son also feel like I'm going through??

While Felix was conscious of his inner grievances, as if to blame the creator, Felix wept in silence, contemplating the course of his life over and over again, having to swallow the bitter pill his daughter was experiencing.

Next.

Don't forget the trail, guys.

Hail Arthor.