THE HEART IS BROKEN

IT TURNS OUT YOU

"Darling, your car I wear yes" said Rama when I was preparing to go to campus.

"Certainly? How am I going to the campus? Motorcycle use?" reply objection.

"Ga baby, I will take you to campus, continue later if I want to go home I pick you up" explained Rama.

"Oh that. Okay, if that's what you're going to do now" I said.

"Every princess" answered Rama to the terrace of the house.

Rama drove towards my campus. Only about thirty minutes, because Sunday morning the streets are still quiet. I had to go to college this morning, because there was a new BEM election agenda. We have to make a selection.

"Oh yeah, how do you want to use a car? Usually I don't want to", I ask.

"Yes, because you want to go to the Minas area there is a party catering job there" replied Rama.

"Oh that" I said briefly.

I say goodbye and get out of the car,

"Darling, snapping.. Don't be so dekete same temen guy huh. I don't like it" said Rama.

"Dear, believe me" answered me and passed.

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At exactly 18:00 Wib, Rama arrived at the campus, I was waiting for Rama to come with Airin and Andre.

"Honey, we're eating out with Andre and Airin" I said as I got into the car.

Rama did not answer, he just nodded his head. I called Airin who was in Andre's car.

"Rin, my husband wants to go together" I said on the phone.

"Sip okay.. Launched to the planned resto yes" replied Airin.

Along the way Rama did not utter a word, silent, silent,

"What's so dear to her? Really tired, huh?" my many.

"Yes", answered Rama briefly.

"Oohs.. Later until my house incandescent yes", I bargained with Rama.

"OK" Rama only answered briefly without looking at me.

I tried to melt the atmosphere in a car that was so quiet with various silly stories, but not also change the mood of Rama who looks badmood tonight. What happened to my husband?

During the dinner with Andre and Airin, Rama did not talk much. Rama is difficult to mix with people he just met. Sometimes he commented. After all, our discussion was only about the campus and the activities that had taken place this afternoon, Rama could not enter into our story. We talked for two hours, joked, and we decided to go home.

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"Darling, why are you so quiet?" I asked when Rama finished his bath.

"Let's go, I'm disappointed in you" replied Rama.

"Why disappointed? What am I doing?" I was amazed by Rama's reply. As I recall, I did nothing wrong.

"You know best what you are doing behind me" replied Rama.

"Why are you doing the same thing with men all day?" rama asked started to get emotional.

"I don't know Rama. I swear, I swear.

"I saw from yesterday afternoon, you were boning with men, going nowhere. Back and forth." Rama held back the anger.

"Oh, that's my little brother, who works in the store, we go to the store, make a photocopied file", I answered briefly and casually.

"Lantas, should you be that close? After that you take pictures with all your boyfriends, as if they embrace your shoulders, YOU JOKE, LAUGH SANA SANA HERE WITH THEM", the voice of Rama began to rise.

I was silent to hear Rama raise his voice. I'm not the kind of woman who likes to be hardened.

"Rama, are you jealous?" much

"WHAT DID I PESEN TO YOU THIS MORNING?! BEFORE YOU GO TO COLLEGE!!! hardik Rama is back.

"Yes I know, you said don't get too close to men, you don't like" I still held back my emotions from letting go, because I still remembered that he was my husband.

"CONTINUE WHAT YOU DO!! I DON'T LIKE THE WORDS I'M BEING DENIED!" Rama rebuked once again

"Rama!! Keep your tone of voice! I've explained, long before I knew you, my boyfriend was a lot. And I also explained I have nothing to do with them just as friends, after all, you why the hell? blind jealousy erratic gini!" I started to get emotional.

"Oh so it turns out, the woman I married is a CHEAP woman WHO IS EASY TO TOUCH BY MEN", the tone of Rama is getting higher.

I peaked at Rama's words, heartbroken at the painful words of the husband I loved.

"RAMA!!! KEEP YOUR TALK!! I'M NOT AS BAD AS YOU THINK!! I'M YOUR WIFE RAMA. UNTIL YOUR HEART SAYS THAT WORD TO ME!! WHAT WOMAN DO YOU THINK I AM!!" My emotions were peaking, I snapped Rama.

Rama couldn't hold back the emotion of hearing me snap at him,

"I DON'T LIKE ANY WOMAN WHO SNAPPED AT ME!! he subconsciously placed his hand on my smooth face.

THE PLAAAAK..!!! A slap landed right on my right cheek, until I sat on the bed. I was silent, tears coming without me noticing. I rubbed the cheek that Rama slapped. The corner of my lips feels sore. There's a blister there.

"Ma... Until your heart comes to me. Just because of your blind jealousy" I said in a hoarse voice holding back the cries, tears dripping down my hot cheeks due to Rama's slap.

Rama Khilaf, he saw me who just sat on the edge of the bed while packing tears that poured. Rama sat in front of me.

"Honey, I'm sorry, I'm emotional" said Rama softened, behind my head.

I'm evasive, I don't want to be persuaded. I clap Rama's hand. Many times Rama tried to persuade me. Rama's emotions began to roll back. He held it tightly to my hand, until the yellow hand turned red.

"I don't like to be denied, especially if it's a girl. You're my wife, and you have to come along" she said, taking off my hand with one powerful blow, until I lay in bed, and went out of the room.

I was crying, tears were pouring down my bed, my body was shaken by sobs. My heart really hurts. Rama was the first person who made me fall in love, and the first person who really hurt me so badly. All this time I only knew Rama's friendly attitude, but never knew how Rama behaved when his emotions peaked.

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Rama sat on the porch, still imagined by her rough hand slapping me. The daydream drifted far away somewhere. There was a hint of regret in his heart, having been rude to me. He was well aware of course I had never been subjected to harsh treatment from any man, even though I had a stepfather. But why was it that now in his hands he had to feel pain? rama murmured in his heart.

Rama wept for his rude actions. Regret his attitude that is unable to hold back emotions when anger peaked. In his heart he can only promise himself that he will never repeat it again

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