The Heart-Bitter

Anxiety Andri and Citra

The night was very late, Citra was rolling on her bed while hugging a jumbo-sized panda doll, but her eyes could not be closed, Andri's figure was still reflected in her mind.

"It's weird, there has never been a male figure in this world that makes me so this way" Image mempatinatin. His tall and sturdy stature, his handsome and mysterious face actually makes Citra's heart like fried rice being stirred. Moreover, if you see him playing basketball, the heart of the image immediately melts, the aura of leadership is so felt, the emotions are stable, and it turns out Andri is so mature in every step and motion.

"Damn ! Where I'm tomorrow there's a morning lecture schedule, at this hour it's still hard to sleep!" The image of throwing his pandas at first, then he went from his bed to the kitchen, thinking Andri was making him thirsty.

"Not sleeping Image? The image jumped in shock when a voice greeted him.

"God! Mama, just surprise me!" What else is in the kitchen?" The image that was about to open the refrigerator turned to approach his mother who was making orange juice.

"Diddeliver! Asked even nanya back. hot once tonight, I thirsty. You can't sleep because of a guy? When are you gonna meet Mama?" Mama's image began to tease, Citra instead of taking her own water instead of drinking orange water from her mother's glass.

"What's mom?" Citra face blushing.

"You can't lie to your beautiful mother! I've seen you the last month so different, happy, serialized, smiling to yourself. Is that guy more handsome than Rico?"

"Rico?" The image flipped his thumb down while sneering, his mother laughed.

"Bring here, let Mama see what kind of guy makes my son so happy." He stroked Citra's hair.

"Either Ma, he's very pleasant, personally okay, but full of mystery." Image shrugs shoulders.

"What are the nights that take you home on a motorbike?"

"What does Mama mean? Because she's riding the bike not riding the car, you don't like it?"

"You don't misunderstand me, dear Dong, I mean Mama, she has seen what your house is like, you also go to college by car, many men are hesitant because of the big social differences. They will think your taste and lifestyle are different." Hearing the words of his mother Citra who had been pouting pairs of war faces immediately smiled.

"It seems so Ma, he's a freshman actually, but he's a little older than me, he used to raise money, just got to college. Now he's in college working."

"Especially the condition is like that, it means there is a responsibility that he shouldered, maybe his parents, maybe his sisters. Maybe the rest of the salary is not enough to just treat you to eat, the cost of college where you will be expensive. You have to be more aggressive."

"Ah Mama, I'm ashamed, I'm a girl."

"Well, why should I be ashamed? the times have changed, I'm afraid.than your guy taken away, how?" The mother held both cheeks Citra. With a sweet smile. The image agrees.

”Sleep now beautiful! You go to college in the morning, right? Mom kissed her daughter's forehead. Citra hugged her mama tightly and then took out her mama's orange airr.

"Enak! Thank you my mom is beautiful!" The image laughed, ran towards her room, the mother shook her head, looked at her empty glass and was forced to make it again.

Before lying down Citra took the phone, installed earphones and began to play her favorite songs. Before long he returned to bed, took a supine position, his eyes closed but his mouth murmured following the strains of song that flowed in his ears, before the dawn adhan then he could fall asleep.

This morning lecture Citra lived while continuing to evaporate widely, he did not care his friends protest continued, his drowsiness was not satisfied, just earlier he left among his papa driver and slept throughout the trip. He did not dare to bring his own car because his sleep last night was very short. Just before lunch his life recovered and he tried to contact Andri, but many times he tried his phone still not lifted.

"Where's the fucking guy? It's time for the afternoon break, there's no way there's still anyone in class!" Citra asked with annoyance into her heart.

Finally out of curiosity he walked towards Andri's faculty building, but he sighed in disappointment, Andri's class was empty and no one was there. He walked through the back garden, he saw the figure of Andri was sitting leaning on the bench of the park alone, he approached Andri, the closer he saw it turns Andri asleep.

Although a bit lower his self-esteem but Citra does not care, if the uproar comes he will use it to get to know more about the figure of Andri. There is no harm in women being more aggressive, especially after Andri's popularity exploded among girls as the star of the campus. His partner in the women's basketball team openly expressed his love for Andri when there was an image there that Andri rejected subtly, thankfully.

Seeing Andri asleep Citra did not have the heart to wake him, he took a sitting position next to Andri. From his position Citra saw Andri's phone on his shirt.

"As soon as he seemed, he slept so soundly that he didn't hear the sound of the phone." Impregnating image.

The image continued to stare at Andri, his mind filled with questions, but he decided to sit waiting until Andri woke up. Almost half an hour passed andri finally woke up, when he turned he was shocked to see Citra was sitting next to him.

"Surprised to wake up there's an angel from heaven beside you?" The image threw her sweet smile while flicking her sparkling black hair. "Seeing the scene just now Andri was amazed to swallow his saliva.

"I thought I was kuntilanak, because I was dreaming I was in hell."

"Damn it!" Direct image of pouting.

"Hahahahahahah" Andri laughed, You're more beautiful if you pout so."

"really? Then from now on I put a sullen face in front of you!"

"Haha.. Go ahead if you are not tired of having so manyun lips all day."

"Ah already! What do you do to sleep so hard? " Partra asked, this time with a serious face mimic. Got such a question Andri was confused whether to answer honestly or lie.

"I work as a security in the Bekasi area," Andri said honestly, he was not sure what he expected from Citra when he heard the answer, some of his heart hoped that Citra looked down on him and then went away, but some of him regretted telling the truth, but he did not see the change in the face of Citra.

"Next night of work, no holiday? When I go on holiday, I watch a new movie at the cinema! " Partra asked, smiling, Andri became excited, he saw the face of Citra fixed, but there was nothing strange there.

"My cut is over, I'm in the night shif from later in the afternoon." Andri tried to resist firmly.

"When are you on holiday?" The image again asked, this time his tone was filled with hope. Andri's feelings are getting more turbulent.

"Okay, I've got a lot more to do this week, too." Andri replied, this time his voice trembled without confidence. He has been so guilty of neglecting his family for the past week. He meant to make up for it by taking his wife and children out and going for a walk together. The image immediately stood up,

"Ooh, okay then."

his face clearly showed an expression like he had just lost a bet of tens of millions. He walked without looking away leaving Andri who was still confused looking at him.

They never walk alone in particular. Every time they meet or eat together, there are friends around them. Andri also did not believe his hearing when Citra asked him to watch the cinema. His determination to stay away from the image that from the beginning he had planned had evaporated just like that.

The charm of Citra has captivated and captivated her heart. White skin, long black hair, charming smile, intelligence, maturity, honest style and what it is can not be separated from his mind. Moreover, it has been seen by Andri that Citra really likes it. The image was so angry when Andri silenced it. The image always comes in every game and training, his eyes never loose to see the game Andri. Buy him basketball shoes, and finally Citra also fought for the campus to reward the men's basketball team for his achievements. They are suitable for each other because the communication is pleasant and open, although in some ways the taste may be different.

"What about tomorrow?" Andri shouted, it turned out that his lust won. The image stopped walking, he turned to look at Andri with the look of eyes as if ready to split the stomach of Andri.who looked at him expectantly, a few seconds later Citra threw her smile like a rose that had just burst open, he connected his ears and mouth with his thumb and pinky, then he turned back and stepped again, this time his footsteps were lighter.

Andri threw his body onto the park bench while patting his eel, his brain was now like a super tangled thread. The shadow of the intimacy she got last night from Julia that was so amazing was replayed by her brain.