The Heart-Bitter

Julia's Memories

That night Andri said goodbye to his wife to return to the office for the duty of guard back up his partner.. Though he had an appointment with Citra to go to the cinema. Julia had long seen something change from Andri who she knew all this time, she decided to investigate, it happened that one of her co-workers was living not far from where Andri worked. Of course this is very useful, because from across the street alone can be seen who is in charge of guard at the office andri.Every time Andri said overtime he just contact his friend It turns out to be true Julia allegations, Julia, Andri is not in place. He also contacted Andri but all his calls were not answered.

Julia recalls the beginning of her relationship with Andri. Andri is not Julia's boyfriend. Julia while still in High School is the school flower, the most popular girl in school. Beautiful, and the son of a wealthy owner of the largest vehicle spare part company in Jakarta. Julia's boyfriend named Guntur, also the son of a rich man who is eager to race wild with his luxury motor sport. They are indeed a compatible couple, both like Prince Charles and Princess Diana in young, beautiful, handsome, style, fashionable and have anything that became the dream of young people at that time.

Andri is just the son of a motorcycle shop owner, everyday after school helps his father in the workshop. Andri's skill makes him friendly with Thunder. Initially started because Guntur and Julia want to go home from school but it turns out the Thunder motor can not be turned on. Andri who also wants to go home takes his bike in the parking lot sees them and offers help.

"Can't light up yet? Can I help you try to turn it on?"

"Who are you?"

"Andri, I work in my father's motorcycle shop after school. "

"Yes, from now on don't want a flame, full gasoline, can you? This is an expensive sports bike, not a motorcycle that you usually hold!"

Andri just kept quiet he took out some keys from his bike. In his heart he mocked Thunder " Motor yes motor stupid, want expensive, want cheap still just the contents of the engine motor, indeed using the engine of the ship? You rich fool. Wkwkwk." He smiled mockingly but quickly removed his smile as he stepped back towards their notor. Shortly after being utak-atik Thunder motor can finally light up.

Andri can actually turn it on in five minutes but he does not tire of looking at Julia who sits in front of him while pouting impatiently.

Furthermore Andri like being a personal mechanic Guntur, Guntur and Julia often come to the workshop to serve his motorbike or even just to chat and chat. Often Andri is called to set his bike in the wild racecourse at night, of course Julia is also there, and with her skills she can be accepted to hang out in their jet set environment, he said, but the self-conscious Andri knows his limits, after his work is done, he just 'say hello' for a while and then went home. Andri is quite familiar with Julia, although he knows Julia makes a boundary with Andri, but Andri does not care, he does not beg there, he does not care about their status there. Andri is still Andri, he cannot be touched, this is what attracts Julia.

A few months later, that day the school celebrated the graduation of Andri generation in a building in Jakarta, finished the event Andri back home. In the early hours of the morning he called Guntur and asked Andri to pick him up at one of the hotels near the farewell building earlier. Andri departed because of the sound of Thunder like a heavy drunk, and sure enough, when he reached the hotel room, Andri gasped in surprise. There Julia, he found Thunder and Julia lying naked, both of them drunk and finally khilaf to the point of being unable to withstand the turmoil of his youth. Andri rushed to cover their bodies with a blanket, then he looked for warm water so that both of them would immediately wake up and be able to go home. Andri wakes up and forces them to drink warm water, until they repeatedly vomit out what he eats and drinks. Julia looks very embarrassed caught wet by Andri in plain keaddan, she was busy looking for her clothes, but her head is very heavy, Andrilah who finally helps put on all her clothes, Julia's face increasingly red.

Half an hour later they were already in front of the hotel, Guntur still forced to bring his motor home, Andri tried to hold back because Thunder was still drunk. He did not want to hear Andri's direction, he still believes he is still aware enough to bring his bike home, he just left Julia to Andri to be driven home. It's finally final. Andri drove Julia home, Thunder home alone. Andri and Julia survived until home, Thunder was killed on the road hit by a truck that was the king of the streets at night.

Julia suffered from mild depression after she learned Thunder was gone, especially they had sex and worried about getting pregnant because they did not use security at that time. Julia's concerns were proven, a month later, Julia was declared positively pregnant. It was you who came at that time when Julia was almost desperate and intent on suicide, encouraging and motivating her to stay alive. Both parents were very angry and embarrassed and did not hesitate to drive Julia, Andrilah who came to face her parents, claimed she was the father of the baby in Julia's stomach and ready to take responsibility.

And this is where they are now, married without the blessing of Julia's parents, only Andri's parents who are still supportive come to this house. Julia stroked the hair of her son who was sound asleep, she was not Andri's biological child, but Andri loved her like her own biological child. Andri does not distinguish his affection for his son with his younger sister who is indeed Andri's biological child. Andri never even brought her a word.

Julia's tears came. Andri has sacrificed a lot for her to love her sincerely, she is willing to work day and night for Julia and her son. He even forced Julia to go to college again in order to build the future, the capital of the High School diploma will not sell everywhere. He is willing to look for additional tuition fees Julia and her children's milk, what do the neighboring motor services, so the building, become a driver, be a driver, anything that makes money that can be done by Andri during his holidays.

He had never loved Andri, for him Andri was only the savior of his life but still did not deserve his love. He was even determined when things improved and his parents were willing to accept it again he would leave Andri and his son.

His attitude had always been felt by Andri, but Andri did not care, he still carried out his duties and responsibilities as a father. Andri kept trying to get her love. He remembers when their first night after marriage was simple at Andri's parents' house.he didn't touch me, he just said

"I know you don't love me, I won't beg or force you to love me, but I will try to get your love no matter how long it takes."

He should not be jealous and not feel like this when he knows Andri is playing behind him. But strangely the more Andri moved away from him the more he missed him and didn't want Andri to leave his side. Is this what you call love?.