The Heart (Nadira)

Episode 74

Time continues to roll does not feel now the age of marriage Alby and Nadira has entered the third year. This morning, I don't know why Alby's just having his own breakfast. Unlike usual who was always accompanied by Dira. Alby had been waiting for Dira to come down, but in fact had not come down as well.

Finally Alby decided to catch up with Dira who was still in the room.

" dear...You fret-"

Alby's words were restrained because he did not see Dira in the room.

" Dear..honey, are you in the bathroom? "

Alby knocked on the bathroom door but there was no answer. Alby turned the door handle, and it was unlocked.

" Dear..."

Alby saw Dira pecking in front of the sink, in front of him there is a small container and a pregnancy test kit. Alby went into the bathroom. As Alby touched Dira's shoulder, Alby felt the shoulder shake, and Dira's head lowered.

" Dear..kamu why?"

Dira said nothing, he still held the pregnancy test kit in his hand. Alby took it and smiled sweetly.

" It's okay, honey. Not yet our sustenance. Don't be a pessimist, don't."

Alby said as he turned Dira to face him, only a sobbing sounded from Dira's lips. Alby lifted Dira's chin, to look at her. Alby rubbed the tears dripping down Dira's cheek with his thumb. Then he hugged her, and Dira's sobs were heard in Alby's ears.

For three years they have been married, but the seed of love has not yet been present to complete their story. The sound of crying babies who have long missed both, never present too. Some ways already done by Alby and Dira. Starting from starting a healthy lifestyle, eating nutritious food, reducing Dira activities in boutiques that now have several branches. Until doing honeymoon and go to romantic places to pass their wishes. Even checking with a doctor has been done, but until now there have been no satisfactory results.

Dira was still crying in Alby's arms. Right now it was the only thing that could calm him down. The support of her husband and family is the biggest thing she needs right now. Alby leads Dira to sit on the edge of the bed, a T-shirt that Alby wears on his chest looks wet because of Dira's tears.

Alby deliberately allowed Dira to cry, allowing herself to vent the emotions in her heart. Once in the sense of Dira quite calm. Alby also took a glass filled with water on the nightstand.

" Drink first."

Alby thrust the glass at Dira, and Dira drank it a mouthful.

Alby said as he carried Dira into his arms. Then kissed the head of Dira covered with hijab.

" But I want to be like all the other women, Mom. Who conceives, gives birth, breastfeeds and cares for her children. I feel useless as a wife or as a daughter-in-law."

Said Dira in between her sobs.

" Ssttt.you can't talk like that. The child is God's absolute right. He - that's who set it up. We're not. You still remember what the doctor said. We're both healthy, baby, no problem whatsoever. We are just told to be patient. Not yesterday, Mr. Ustadz also said, all of that has been God who rules it, sustenance, death, soul mate. So I don't want you to blame too much, Mama and Papa never sue. Love you the same. I don't want to see you sad anymore. "

Dira just nodded his head. Dira also looked at Alby's face who smiled gently at him.

" Thank you, thank you for being patient with me."

" Mom should thank you. Already want to survive. Thank you, Love you."

Say Alby while******* Dira's lips. Dira pushed Alby's chest.

" Why...."

Dira showed the door of the room with his chin. The door to the room is still open. Alby laughed too.

" If the door is closed, will you?"

He said while pulling down his eyebrows.

" God......"

Said Dira while running towards the bathroom. And Alby laughed at his wife's behavior.

" I love you Nadira Sofia. You are forever and irreplaceable, today tomorrow and forever."

Alby whispered a little in the room. Then rub the corner of his eye.