The Heart (Nadira)

episode 119

" I know everything. Mama told me. And I feel so ashamed. You shouldn't, you want to obey your mother's wishes. I'm ashamed of Bee."

Syifa's tears dripped. Alby approached Syifa who was sitting on the bed. Alby clasped Syifa's hand.

" No need to talk about it anymore. Let it go."

" Be...have you gone mad..Where is your love? When Dira let us go for me, you chose Dira, it was proof that you loved her so much."

" I'm ashamed to say I love her, because I just hurt her. Not just this time, even at the beginning of the marriage I hurt her."

" You're crazy, Bee. I don't need your mercy, I don't want to. I shouldn't have been among you Bee. Moreover, there is your child candidate. You could have divorced Dira when she was pregnant. I'm getting dwarfed in front of Dira, Bee."

" It was not you who was present, but I who presented you. I'm the wrong one here. Please, don't blame yourself again, Fa."

Syifa and Alby were silent with tears still dripping in their eyes. Alby regrets his stupidity, and Syifa regrets his decision to accept Alby. Even to the point of asking for her right as a wife, asking for a real inner living Alby always avoids whenever Syifa asks for it.

But that night, out of nowhere, Syifa again asked for a living that was delayed Alby. And I don't know what was on Alby's mind until he gave the living to Syifa. Although when doing unification, Alby felt different when he first did with Dira first. Alby easily made a union with Syifa. Even Syifa did not seem to endure the pain, as Dira had felt before.

" Have a rest, I'll be here waiting for you."

Alby helps Syifa to lie down. Then Alby took the flat object that was stored in his pants pocket. He saw the photo that made the wallpaper of the thing.

" I'm sorry, I'm too cowardly." Alby muttering.

At the company Pak Vishnu and Aya seem to be holding a meeting. After a few hours, the meeting was now finished, leaving Pak Vishnu and his daughter.

" Where are you going, son?"

" Aya wants to attend a friend's wedding, Aya. And it's out of town. Yes, you can, Pa.."

Aya tried to seduce her father, since setting foot in the company owned by her father, Aya rarely asked for leave or the like.

" hm..Alright...Where is your friend? How long were you there for a week?"

Aya looked a little nervous. There's no way he said he was going to Bandung, to Dira's house.

" In Yogyakarta, Pa. Yes Temen Aya there.."

Mr. Vishnu seemed to raise his eyebrows, looking at Aya who was a little nervous. Not usually Aya will answer like that.

" Yes, if you think we should not tell Dira this? Papa feels guilty, because Dira suffered from your brother's actions. Whatever Alby's reason, he's still wrong. He shouldn't have hurt Dira. Pity then marry, huuhhh..What reason is that?"

" I don't know, Pa. Aya also did not end up thinking with Kak Al. Leaving such a good wife, for the sake of the past which is not necessarily good for her."

Aya paused her speech, and her gaze turned on the outside of the window that displayed a view of tall buildings.

" Sister Dira is the gentle woman Aya once knew. Little Dira never complained. Aya deeply regrets the attitude of Kak Al who betrayed Kak Dira. Aya feels Al, very stupid. Destroying the dream of brother Dira, to realize the dream of the former. Got no brain, Al's sister?"

Aya spoke with emotion. She had long since held back emotions towards her brother. But he was detained, because Aya felt this was not his realm.