
At night, after dinner, Dira enters Hanan's room. His son was sitting at his desk. Dira sat next to Hanan.
" Not done, son."
" One more, Ma."
Dira also waited for Hanan to finish doing his duty. Dira notices Hanan who starts putting books into her school bag.
" Dear, my mother asked Hanan. What can?"
" What do you want to ask, Mom?"
Dira was silent for a moment, then stared at Hanan's face intensely. Same face as Alby.
" Are Hanan happy with Papa?"
Hanan nodded with sparkling eyes. Dira smiled gently, and rubbed Hanan's hair.
" What is Hanan's wish?"
" Hanan wants to be like Hanan's friends. Who has complete parents. There is a mom and dad in one house. Every day Hanan can exchange stories with Papa and Mama."
His heart felt pinched again.
" If Mama couldn't realize Hanan's dream, would Hanan be angry with her?"
Dira asked Hanan again. Hanan looked towards Dira, and looked at Dira's face.
" Mama's happy? When there's no Papa next to Mama?"
"Hm.it..."
" Ma, Hanan loves mom too papa, Hanan also wants Mama to be happy. Hanan won't be mad at Mama or Papa."
" Ma, Hanan can meet with papa every day that is a dream Hanan. But if you can't, meet every weekend Hanan happy. Mama don't be sad anymore. Hanan often sees my mother crying. Sorry Hanan ma."
Dira held back her tears from breaking in front of Hanan. But this time, his tears did not want to be invited to compromise, Dira tears just spilled.
" I'm sorry Mama, honey. Egoist mama separates you from your papa. Sorry mom, son."
Dira and Hanan embrace each other. Dira wiped her tears. Then kiss Hanan's forehead. Trying to give a sweet smile to this son.
" Hanan is sleeping. Let's not have bad luck tomorrow."
Hanan nodded and went up to his bed. Dira came out of Hanan's room. And entered his room. The crying broke. Hanan can be that wise.
Dira immediately wiped away her tears, as her phone rang. One name came out there. Zaidan called out, that's how the writing looked.
" Ashalamalaikum, Dan."
" Waalaikumsalam, Ra. You cry?"
Zaidan immediately railed against Dira with many questions. Dira told me what he had just experienced.
" I didn't know, Dan. Hanan could be wiser to face this than I am. I was wrong here, too, Dan. Haven't had time to hear an explanation from Mas Alby, I went away just to dodge."
" Right now, all the decisions are in your hands, Ra. And my statement at that time, I'm still waiting for an answer. Please give us some reassurance, Ra."
After saying that sentence. Zaidan closed his call without greeting.
Dira was determined, this matter was enough to get here. Dira will soon decide which one to choose. But before solidifying his heart, Dira will ask the Owner for guidance.
" I have to get this over with, I don't want to hang two men's lives. I'm tired."