The Fuck Man Cindy Milen

A Very Difficult Choice ....

...STILL POV CINDY .....

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I sighed and exhaled violently , it is really hard to convince Papa now, because I know that Papa is as stubborn as I am .

" Cindy loves her Pa" I said slowly and I'm sure Papa and Mama listened

" No, you don't love him, how can the man who ruined your life and your future be the one you love, Cindy" Papa said in a raised voice

" No Pa , Cindy really loves Renal . Can't Papa let us be happy? ? , At least forgive Renal pa "My words continue to convince Papa that papa can accept Renal and forgive him

" No, until whenever Papa won't accept a person like Renal in your life until anytime, Just get here Cindy Papa doesn't want to hear any more excuses . leave the man and never meet him again "he said aloud as he stood up from his seat and left me and Mama alone

" Ma "my words slowly called Mama while looking softly at her

" When have you met her, Cindy ? " Task Mama flat

" A few months ago Ma "Say me softly

" So you guys are living together now ? " Tanya Mama and I just nodded my head slowly in response

Mom sighed slowly and then exhaled .

" You shouldn't have done that Cindy, but it's your feeling, you did whatever you liked" said Mama with a disappointed look on her face

" Ma , Cindy loves Renal" I said softly

" Mama knows, but at least don't let your Papa down again enough this once she scolds you . We love you Cindy, we want you to get the best of it " mama said softly as she stood up and left me alone at the dinner table

I immediately thought of Mama's words, actually what Mama said was true there was her, this is the first time Papa scolded me . long ago when Papa found out that I was pregnant all Papa did was look at me with a disappointed look but not scold me even she gave her shoulder to me lean on .

" What should I do this time, Lord "I said in my heart with a mind that felt very chaotic

I stood up from my seat and cleaned the dinner table while washing some dirty dishes and went into my room and laid my body next to my angel .

" I'm sorry dear Mommy" I said softly and hugged Rain's small body into my arms

I just want my little angel to be happy but right now I'm really ahead with a very, very difficult choice for me , these two people are the ones I love so much .

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Now that I woke up feeling a subtle vibration beside me, I immediately picked up Renal's cell phone that the man gave me yesterday .

In order not to be caught I immediately came out of my room and headed to the bathroom to pick up the call . I see the atmosphere of my house is still a bit quiet, usually at this hour Papa is up to start his work.

" Hello" I said the first time I locked the bathroom door

" Thank God, I think the phone I gave you was taken by your father" Renal said in a statement

" No, Papa didn't do it, Renal "I said but there was no answer from there to make me a little afraid when I heard the sound of hasty footsteps

" Are you okay, Arsel ? " i asked when I heard Renal's voice running away from his cell phone

" Renal "Call me

" Renal "call me again and I hear a dull voice from the man

" Eum, sorry baby has made you worry, I'm fine" he said slowly

" What exactly are you doing ? " Tell me again with a voice that still sounds worried

" I'm fine Honey, you don't have to worry . Em , but it's good you check on Cindy, somehow I feel you're pregnant" Renal said instantly to make me speechless at the slightest move from my position

" Ham—il ? " Say me slowly in stammering

" Yes, during my time in Miami I had several morning sicks" Renal said, causing me to frown

" In this case I can't possibly get pregnant right, but it could be you . can you check on my dear ? " Say it again

" Re — "

" It's just the possibility of Cindy, Adrian said you could be really pregnant, because some people have a similar incident where the partner is experiencing Morning Sick or whatever it is" she said again

" Ak—uec . Shit . Adrian brought me Lap "he said again cut off when he wanted to connect his words and I heard Renal who was a little yelling at Adrian who might have been near the man

" Darling I've done it, yes, I love Cindy "he continued in a voice that sounded very alarming

" I also love you Renal "I said slowly and the phone was cut off

" Am I really pregnant again ? " I ask myself to stroke my queen's belly

At once I heard a knock on the door from out there and in a hurry I immediately hid Renal's phone and opened the door .

" Papa awake ? " I asked softly when I saw Papa who was standing at the door but there was no answer from Papa's mouth and as if it dawned on me to get out of the bathroom and let Papa into it , One thing I do know is that Papa is still mad at me.

I walked nonchalantly into my room and hid Renal's phone in my suitcase, and as soon as Renal's words rang in my head, when the man said I was hamill , Is that true? , I thought .

I kept thinking about it until I finally fell asleep and woke up when the Sun was very high

" Mommy "call Rain with her sleepy expression after I wake the child up

" Why, baby ? " I asked softly as I looked towards Rain who was currently in my arms

" Rain wants a warm bath" she asked

" Okay, if so Rain wait in the bathroom and Mommy will heat the water first for you "my words and Rain nodded slowly

I walked into the kitchen after lowering Rain in front of the bathroom and heating the water for the boy .

" Morning Ma" said I greet Mama who is currently struggling with her work

" Morning Nak "said Mama and I smiled a little at least Mama did not ignore me like Papa

" Papa's gone ? " Tanyaku mince words while taking water and then heating it

" Hm, Papa must finish his work "said Mama and just nodded

" Ma "Call me again while looking at Mama

" Hm "sahut Mama while returning my gaze

" Cindy dear Papa and Mama "Say me for a moment in a quiet voice