The Fuck Man Cindy Milen

Making Sure That Everything Is Done ...

...STILL POV CINDY......

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" What's up, hm ? " he asked again with an intonation of a voice that sounded very soft in my ears

" Ak— "

" Sit down first" said Renal, cutting my speech as he led me to the sofa and sitting my body there .

I also looked at Renal at a glance who was now sitting beside me while looking at me with a question mark , I lowered my gaze while squeezing my palm as if I was strengthening myself to speak honestly to Renal.

" I just met Hugo "I said slowly as I kept my eyes down, right now I really don't dare to look at that man.

" Why are you lying, Cindy ? " Renal asked so sharply that it made me even more afraid to look at the man

" I just don't want you to make a Renal fuss, I have to finish everything with Hugo "saw slowly and still keep my head down

" What are you talking about ? " Ask for a moment with a tone of voice that slightly returned to normal

" He said, 'he loves me "my voice was slow and even very slow while daring to look at Renal

" I'm sorry Renal for lying earlier, I just want everything explained Renal "My neighbor by continuing to look at Renal who is now frowning towards me

" so ? " His question was brief asking for an explanation from me

" I don't love her Renal, I just love you "my words are serious and I see Renal showing her a little smile and pulling my body closer to her.

" Good, I'll make sure he's away and won't even be seen between us" said Renal full of seriousness as he clasped my fingers

" Don't Renal" I said for a moment

" Why ? " Tanya Renal while looking in wonder at me

" He's good to me and Rain, Renal " I said softly and instantly I heard an indistinct murmur from the man's mouth along with the sound of lightning increasingly showing a loud sound as if they were in contact with each other

" Renal, do you have an umbrella ? " ask me for a moment to make Renal frown again at me

" For what ? " Tanya Renal while keeping her body away from me.

" I want to see Hugo, could have been him "

" No, you're not going there Cindy, I won't allow it" Renal said, cutting off my speech in an annoyed voice

" I just want to see it, Renal "I said slowly

I just feel a little worried about the state of the man because the current rain is very heavy .

" You want to give that guy some more hope? , Don't Cindy just ignore him" Renal said

" Renal please, Hugo and Mona have been very good with me "my words again a little pleading until I heard the sound of sighs of resignation from Renal's mouth

I saw the man leave from before me and made me feel confused by Renal's current attitude but a few seconds later the man came back to me carrying two umbrellas in his hand .

We got down and walked out of the apartment building and I could see Hugo still there . I saw the man sitting on the outside bench without paying attention to his body which is now wet because of the rain .

Seen some people running around while covering his body to avoid the rain but not with Hugo, the man just fell silent while letting all his body wet to look very clear . I've obviously hurt her, not . I thought, looking with pity at the man .

Instantly I felt a warm pull on my hand and now our feet were crossing the street and stopping right in front of Hugo .

I stuck an umbrella over Hugo's head so as not to make the man wet . And as if it were realized something Hugo immediately set his gaze up and looked at me with his empty gaze and a smile filled with pain .

" You're back ? " Say Hugo

" Cih, who said he's back for you . It's better that you go home and don't expect something you won't be able to have Hugo because Cindy is mine , so never even think of having it "renal said flatly but implied seriousness on his face

When I was about to make a sound again suddenly Renal had pulled me away from Hugo and left him just like that .

I kept staring at Hugo as I made sure the man was holding the umbrella I gave him until I felt Renal's hand taking me closer to him so that my body and body would not be wet with rainwater .

" It's over, isn't it ? " Tanya Renal immediately made me look at the man

" Hm "sahutku softly reply to his words

Instantly I was not sure that everything would really end today . when I saw Hugo's fist just now I was afraid that the man could have ruined everything . and somehow I feel this isn't the end but I feel like it's just the beginning, the beginning of everything .

I once again looked back at where Hugo was and made our gazes meet again , and I saw Hugo standing with the umbrella I gave him, waving his hand at me .

The breeze of the wind hit my facial skin so it felt so cold but because my feeling was not because it made me feel nothing, at this time I really feel afraid .

I turned my face towards Renal who was just speechless and did not show any expression there .

" i hope I won't lose Renal this time "I said in my heart as I continued to look at the man

I clenched my hand against Renal's palm until it made the owner look at me and stop his steps .

Honestly at this time my fear came back gnawing at my heart and feelings, I was really afraid of losing Renal . I'm afraid it wasn't Renal who left me but I was the one who was going to leave that man .

Instantly I felt a warm sweep in my lips the rain stubble that had soaked my head, and what I was thinking at the moment just came out in my mind . Instantly I felt a gentle sweep on my lips that was getting so deep that I almost ran out of breath .

Not long before Renal immediately stopped his kiss after feeling I would run out of breath because of it, and we also looked at each other with fused eyebrows .

" Cindy, this time you have to promise me "he said quietly without changing our current position

" What do you want me to promise ? " My ask gently covered all the turmoil of my heart in front of the man

In fact we paid no heed to the rain that was soaking up both of us at the moment, nor did we heed the few riders and the few pairs of eyes that were watching us interestfully there , right now I am only focusing on Renal who is looking at me with her gentle gaze .

" Please promise not to leave me Cindy, this time you must promise not to leave me " said Renal with a voice that sounded slightly vibrating to make my heart feel like it was sliced when he saw the gaze of his eyes that looked slightly red as if he was holding back a cry

" Renal, I promise you, I won't leave you "I promise to convince the man down I won't leave him

To be honest at this time I was afraid, I was afraid that I would renege on that promise, because our current position is no longer the same . Right now there's someone who wants me so much that it scares me that I'm the one who's going to go and renege on the promise we've made .

I was afraid . what I was afraid of became a reality, I did not want to leave Renal even if I had the chance to avenge me on him, a grudge so that the man could feel the pain of being abandoned , but I don't want that which I want right now to be on Renal's side for a long time .

But Hugo's presence made me really afraid, if one day I was the one who left Renal and reneged on our promise .

" I won't leave you Renal "I said again while continuing to reassure the man and also reassuring myself