The Fuck Man Cindy Milen

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I saw Hugo shaking his head as he clenched his hands together as if he was holding back his anger that was about to explode . Hugo looked at me with a disappointed, sad and angry look that had now become one .

" You still trust that guy Cindy, after what he's done to you and Rain ?! " ask Hugo with an angry expression while raising his voice an octave to make

the visitors looked at us with interest

I who saw Hugo's attitude was upset and was about to stand up to leave the man but suddenly Hugo held my hand firmly to display a blue bruise there.

" It's none of your business, Hugo" I said angrily as I endured the pain that lay in my arm at this time

" He hurt you Cindy, he even left you "he said again, making me frown while looking hard at the man

To be honest, I was wondering how Hugo knew everything about me and Renal, and I never told him anything about Hugo investigating my life and Rain, I thought .

" It was Hugo once, now he'll stay by my side "I'm sure

Yes, I am confident and will continue to convince myself that Renal will remain by my side, I will continue to try to believe that Renal will not leave me again . Instantly I saw Hugo who laughed dislikefully and stared intently at me

" Are you sure? , he has left you and it is impossible that he will never leave you again , Cindy "he said provoking my thoughts to leave me speechless

Instantly there was something in my heart that confirmed the man's words but I immediately brushed it aside strongly and continued to reassure my heart that Renal would never leave me again . I kept saying that phrase many times in my heart and mind like a mantra to make me confident and believe that Renal would be with me forever.

" He won't leave me "My words are full of confidence while looking deeply at Hugo

And I slowly let go of the check on my hand and I smiled gently at him, I couldn't hurt anyone as well as Hugo, even though I was a little annoyed by his attitude.

" You don't understand Hugo" I said in a soft voice

" I don't know where you know everything from, but please let me with the step I chose this time , if indeed I was hurt again maybe we are not meant to be together but I just want to try it once again, Hugo "my word again explained gently

I saw Hugo just looking at me with his eyes filled with pain but I had to do this . I don't want to make that guy keep wishing on me .

" I love you Cindy, can you learn to love me like you learned to take Renal back ? . We're the same Cindy, I just want you to be fair, I want you to see me as the one who loves you too , I want to at least make you happy a little bit . can you treat me and Renal the same ? " huglo said quietly and sounded hopeful

" I love you Cindy, whatever I'll do to make you love me" she said

" That includes hurting me ? " I asked directly and Hugo shook his head weakly while looking back at me

" I can't hurt you Cindy, but I don't want to hurt my heart either" Hugo said, causing me to breathe out slowly

" I just want you to learn to love me Cindy . We're not the same, but can you give me a chance like Renal got from you ? " Remain.

I shook my head slowly as I stood up and left the man, but I asked Hugo again .

" Where do you know all that, Hugo ? . How do you know about me, Renal and Rain ? " I asked who was curious since

" Ken, he's my cousin's brother, Ken told me long before I knew you Cindy, I already know your story but not with your face . And about Renal I know when the paper you dumped in my car just like that , when we were about to deliver a bunch of Roses to the man's apartment and when I saw you with him that's where I knew you weren't just the Boss and subordinates of the past but more than that . and at that time I knew the stupid feeling I had was love . I love you Cindy" Hugo explained at length

But I did not answer or ask anything more to the man, I immediately left Hugo after hearing all of it. This world is indeed very narrow, is not it ? .

Without waiting for anything else to be removed from Hugo's mouth, I immediately left him with coffee that I did not touch in the slightest . I walked out of the cafe with a drizzle that has now gone down this night .

When I was walking suddenly my hand was held back by someone who was none other than Hugo, and immediately I felt a warm embrace in my body , his embrace was very tight as if he did not want to escape . I felt like a promising embrace of sincerity and when I felt that hug suddenly my heart was beating a little but I immediately let go of that hug violently .

" I don't love you, Hugo" I said firmly explaining everything and immediately left the man with a slight run towards the apartment building that was in front of me before Hugo held me back

I also set my breath before opening the door of Renal's apartment and after feeling calm I immediately opened the door with the keycard I brought , but I was a little surprised when I saw Renal who was now standing straight in front of the door waiting for my return , immediately I hugged the man's body very tightly as if Renal would disappear if I let go of the hug.

" Hey, what's up ? " Tanya Renal was confused yet I just shook my head in response

Instantly the sound of lightning echoed and heavy rain began to fall, yet I still continued to hug the man's body , I'm still a little scared if I have to speak honestly with Renal because I know very well what the temperament of that man is.

" Dear "Call Renal softly and gently

I also puffed my head with the condition of me who was still hugging Renal's body while venturing to look at Renal who was now looking at me with a worried look .

As soon as I felt a warm sweep against me and I saw Renal smiling gently at me to make me feel guilty for lying to that man .

" should I be honest with whom I met ? " I said in my heart as I looked at the man who had been waiting for my arrival

" What's up, hm ? " he asked again with an intonation of a voice that sounded very soft in my ears

" Ak— "