
In solitude, Arka sits in a small garden located behind the house.Yang used to deliberately Althaf for his children.Sit alone on a long swing in the garden.
Imagining and lamenting every sin and mistake he has made and he consciously committed against Althaf, his husband all this time.
He knew if he was wrong, but he had also tried to remove the shadow of Dedy who sometimes still appeared in his mind.
If allowed, can he ask?Wondering how he could remove the shadow?He really wanted to do it.
Althaf is the only man he loves very much,Dedy is a man who much first fills the heart of Arka in a long time.Open a day two days a month two months.Or two months.Play more than 6 years.
Almost 6 years Arka survived to love Dedy even though it has been doubted for ever.And that means, 6 years more he loved Dedy.Since when Dedy was alive, Arka already loved him.
And now, if the shadow comes back, is it wrong Arka too?
Isn't it Dedy who had already lived in the corner of the heart space of Arka?
It's about the heart.About feelings that can't be regulated should be such.
He even realized, it would be very painful for Althaf to find out if his wife, the woman he loved could not completely eliminate the shadow of his past.
It has been since the residents of the house came out with the needs of each Ark sitting on the swing.
Honestly her heart was tired.So did her soul.Tired of guilt towards her husband.
If allowed to choose, he would prefer to lose the memory of everything instead of having to be tormented because of his guilt.
Too long sitting and thinking, making the head of Arka feel dizzy.
Unwilling to get out of that place he lay down and unconsciously closed his eyes.
On the other hand, Althaf is currently at home Alvi.Bersama Azka who he has told to come to Asen's house today.
After a long time there and a lot of talking about everything, Althaf finally told Arka about yesterday crying when he told his past to his children.
Alvi who at that time listened to Althaf's story deliberately silent first, whether they men can get an answer or not.And in fact there is no answer they found.
Seeing that Alvi smiled cynically.Lantas immediately replied when her husband just wanted to make a proposal.
"Have you ever thought what Arka used to hurt when she lost Dedy's sister?
He lost the person he loved while he was at his peak unfortunately towards that person.
He was abandoned when he first felt it felt like he was loved sincerely.When he had just been introduced to his parents Dedy.Then the more painful that night he had just been proposed.
Even Kak Dedy wanted Arka to answer him at school the next day, but he was left for good.Remember forever!"Sahut Alvi.Not yet how much he has cried.
"Do you know what Arka's efforts are like in forgetting her?
She even told me that she would rather die than be haunted by guilt for her son and husband.
Really the shadow of brother Dedy has been lost.He already has no taste.But indeed brother Dedy already lives in the corner of the heart space mbak Arka.Isn't he who first lived in the heart of mbak Arka?
Not that he meant to be selfish Al.Please understands him.
Which woman did not cry during this very sad time had to be told before her eyes.
Maybe if I'm in position Arka's another story."Alvi.
Althaf, Asen and Azka were silent.They responded to each of Alvi's utterances.
At home, Adam had just arrived after leaving Meidina's house.
He felt a little strange when he heard the voice of the person in the back.And he slowly approached.He was surprised when it turned out that the voice of the mother.
Arka kept calling Althaf's name in her sleep.Even she was crying too.
He tried to wake Arka but could not.He tried to call Althaf but there was no answer
"Shit.Where the hell is papa?"Umpat Adam
"Just like Adam nyari papa first."Adam Say.
His last hope is Dean.
"Where's dad's mom?"Ask Adam straight to the point.
"He's at Asen's house, Dam.What's up?"Answer Dean.
"Mother's home now, huh?Mama again not feeling well.Adam want to nyari papa first.Now ya buk!"Adam said, Without waiting for Dean's approval, he immediately turned off his phone.
Dean rushed to Arka's house.
Adam himself he went out of the house without using any footwear.He ran towards Asen's house.
He doesn't care about people's strange looks.
"Papa."Shouted Adam as soon as he arrived in front of Asen's house.He continued to bang on the door of Asen's house loudly.
Althaf and the others who heard Adam's cry immediately ran towards the door.
They were surprised to see Althaf who looked like he was running a marathon.
His face was filled with sweat.His breathing sounded dull.And the soles of his feet look bloody.
How not, he ran from his home to the house of Asen barefoot.Tak infrequently he stepped on a taper pebble.
"Mama, um."Adam said in the middle of his breath.
Althaf himself immediately ran home.His mind was filled with bad thoughts about his wife.
"Ka, like Adam after Althaf using the bike boy.Gue same bini I let use my bike."Asen.
As soon as he heard Asen's words, Adam was already sitting on the bike.
At home, when Althaf got home, Arka was aware accompanied by Dean who was sitting next to him.
It is clear if Arka after crying.
Althaf immediately approached his wife.Arka himself saw Althaf immediately run to embrace him.
Shedding her tears in the arms of her beloved husband.
"Why the hell?"Althaf asked.Arka shook her head.But her crying had not stopped.
"Al sorryin me.Hiks..hiks...Please don't stay with me for their sake.Hiks..hiks..I love you.I love you.I don't want to lose you."He said after he was satisfied to cry.It was also a hiccup.
"They're who?"Althaf was confused.
"The woman you chose over me."Honestly Arka.Althaf smiled widely.
Really, his wife looks so funny when she's scared.
"This althafmu is only yours.Ngak will be the shoulders of the heart.The children are already big too.Udah time to have a grandson of yes still want to nyari young leaves.
Even if they want to, I don't want to.Then be the same kids."Althaf answered.
He then kissed for a moment the lips of his wife.He does not care if currently around him there are children and also his friends.
"Lucky Afsheen belom go home.Can be stained to the eyes."Cirps Adam.
Althaf.
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