
My name is Arkadewi Fajarina.The third child of 4 brothers.First my mother once told me because I was named Arka.Due doctor where my mother checked the womb said if the ultrasound results showed the sex of the child conceived by the mother was a boy god said, I was born a woman.
Both my parents were not disappointed.You boys or girls are the same.
Among the four of us, in the end I was the most among my brothers.
The most naughty.The most stupid.Most unruly.And the most nyebelin said my sister.The most dilapidated is the point.But my life is still I enjoy like whatever the assessment of people against me.
After all I live for food on my mother's father, not the peopleðð.
My first sister is a girl and married.Second brother works as a factory worker in Solo.My sister is two years younger than me.But because I used to go on strike school so I postponed school one year.And now I am also my only sister difference of one level.
Because of his watered brain he can go to school in the city, while I?Yeah, that's enough school in the village.
I myself live in the city of Boyolali.To be exact Musuk.Ya sub-district, Boyolali city is famous for its pure cow milk.But darling, I am not doyan.Heheheh...
All my sisters are women.
My first brother is good at making money, compared to the upside with me who usually spend money.My second brother is very beautiful.Contrary to me who is ordinary.Sedang my sister is very smart, and again very contrary to me who huh is quite stupid.
But all I respond to with 'bodo period', I live an important life happy.It's like that my life principle.
Among me, Althaf, Asen and Azka again I am the most stupid.But at least not alone.Althaf sometimes even worse than the values of his lessons.Si Asen, not to be asked.Otaknya dilute once, as thin as flowing water.
But it's not all a problem for us.They don't mind our different achievements either.
He whose brain is very diluted and always a general champion of parallel was not even ashamed to befriend one genk with me even though sometimes he often get teasing.I am proud, I am proud,while many people were astonished by him for choosing to befriend us, he was busy defending us.
At first we were friends only two with Althaf, then the beginning of class X Azka invited us to be friends, it was the three of us.I, Althaf and Azka.Then one day Asen asked to join us.Entah, be with us,with Asen we take it for granted.
Many disciples were jealous of our friendship and cohesiveness.
The figure of an older brother that I did not get at home I got from my three friends who are both crazy.Although crazy, but with them I can share various life problems that sometimes I can not tell my family.
Until my originally colorful life about my three friends changed because of a man who disturbed my life, my friendship with my three friends and disturbed my peace of mind.
I hate him, I hate him so much.
He said love to me.Float the words dear to me, and seduce me with his death sentences.
Here's the rot he's.I think he's sincere to me, in fact he doesn't want to admit our closeness in the real world.
I was also too stupid to believe his appeal.
All three of my wonderful friends also knew this, for there was nothing I could hide from them.
Because I was in love with him, so I could obey what he wanted just like that.Even when he did not want our relationship known to many people on the grounds 'he was not ready to get the scorn of many people'.
Very.Bissy.I thought.
At the school we were dating, like people don't know each other.Because love can make us stupid, I've done it.
Sometimes I feel upset and angry with this play, at school I always eat the heart to see it familiar with other students.
As of this moment, I saw him sitting with the female students of his class laughing freely.Once he stole a glance at me.
âAlready Ar!See those eyes until you want out.âTegur Althaf my best friend.But not to comfort me, ekh he even mocked me.
âHahahah...lagian be a sissy guy really.â.Sahut Azka also pumps.
âHeh the stove is softened.Such a cry ya see friend Lo heartache gini?Basic friends savage.âOmelcu.
âUuu skait heart huh?I want to eat?âAsen asked.I, Althaf and Azka immediately looked at Asen.Sometimes this child is very unclear.
Pleetakq
âAduh...KDRT nih.âThe omel.
âLagian,gue heartache not laper.âReply annoyed.
âLah, usually elo if angry or heartbroken eat it like a bulldozer Ar.âAlthaf.
âEh yes also yes.Kuy lah Sen,tractir me!âMy answer.
That's how our friendship is.Sometimes it likes absurd.
Dikantin, we eat while continuing to joke.Actually I realize with the gaze of many pairs of eyes against me.Stare degrading exactly.Due I feel uncomfortable, but long-time accustomed too.
âLo feel at home such an unhealthy relationship?âAsk Asen suddenly.
âKamsut Lo?âMy answer.
âI mean ogeb not kamsut.By the real way.Kek boy just learned to talk Lo.â,Sahut Azka.I just saw it for a moment and no longer care.
âLo equally courting children only dihp loh Ar.Buktinya in the real world, you guys berkegur aja never.âObviously Asen.
My relationship with a man named Arga has even been running for almost 2 months, but until now it is still only kek gini.
Hearing Asen's words I think about my relationship with Arga.If he really loves me sincerely he should not be ashamed if it is to be scorned by many people.
I myself am also confused, why the hell do they like to look me one eye.Aoa because I am not as perfect as them?So holy are they.
âNot to think too heavy is Ar!âAdvice Azka.âWhy?âMy jawanku is good at English.
âPrincipately match Lo speaking English.â
âWhich language is Al?âTanyaku.
âLanguage planet.Hahaha..â.His laughter instantly exploded after my taunting.
âDamn it!âReply annoyed.
âWoy,Why did you say I didn't have to think about children?âMy toot.
âIf you think about this problem to excess, mother's love at home ntar cooking kudu add a lot.âSxka's coming with my tease.
âAnjay...fucking friends lo all.âThey laughed even harder.
In our friendship, there is no pain even though sometimes mocked to outrageous.
In the middle of our joke, my phone reads a sign that a message is coming in.
The name Arga is there.
âWuidih, my SMS mbeb nih.âSindir Azka with a loud voice, his eyes occasionally glanced towards Arga who was eating bagan with his friends.
âDarling, don't get too close dong with your friend!âAlthaf has entered into an impromptu drama created by Azka.
âI don't like to see you are too familiar with your friends.âAsen was no less crazy with Azka and Althaf.As for me, I was just a spectator of the unimportant drama.
The students who were in the canteen had started to look at our table.Not a few of them started to whisper.
âI love you.âAzka said while kneeling beside me.Of course I jumped a little because of that.
âPlease stay away from them!I pouted.âNow it's Asen's turn.
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