
This is the 8th day after the day I was expected to give birth.
One week ago the doctor who handled me told me to wait patiently for a week.And it's the 8th day.
At 09:00 me and Althaf went to the clinic to check back.Accomplished there, said the doctor registration officer will arrive later around 13.
We were forced to just take the queue number and then go back home.
At 13:00 am I can't wait to check my contents.
When I arrived at the clinic it had begun the examination.Fortunate not to reach my queue number.
Long enough to wait, it was finally my turn.
A middle-aged doctor and a nurse were in the room.
I was asked to sleep on the patient's bed.Suster was smearing gel on my stomach.Then the doctor moved the device that has been connected to the monitor in front of my eyes.
Shortly after that the nurse wiped the gel that stuck to my stomach, I and Althaf were asked to sit in the front seat of the doctor.
"The water of his fertility has reduced a lot huh mbak?"She said very casually, As my face turned to surprise.
"This must be born soon.The placenta has also experienced calcification.The amniotic fluid has changed, fear later the baby can be poisoned by drinking the amniotic fluid."Further.
JEDUERRRR
I gasped at the explanation.There was a deep fear filling my mind
Then we went home.On the way there was no chatter at all.I still cry, fear if something happens to our two twins.
Arriving at home I immediately contacted both my parents.Give me the news and ask for the best advice.
And my first brother suggested that we go to the hospital that afternoon.
Just alone with Althaf, she put in all the preparations to give birth to the car kebagasi.
Quite far between the house with the hospital that I piluh to give birth.Since the hospital I choose is different from the clinic where I usually give birth.
At the hospital, Althaf studied all his syatat2 alone.I myself was asked to sit in front of the examination room once the registration was completed.
I sent Verdian a message asking him for a prayer.
'Per I want lahiran.Udah late 8 days from HPL'
Pretty long Verdian just replied to that message.
Verdians
'The strong lo.Sorry can not come.Again busy managing my wedding preparations.'
'Hopefully smooth.Should not go through the window of the child lo entar.'
'Gue doain from here '
Reply from Verdisn.I smiled reading the message.
Before long my name was called.In that room I was asked a question that banyak.
After a few minutes Althaf and I were asked to sign a bunch of papers, which I don't know what they were.
After that, one of the nurses will attach an infusion hose to my hand.Honestly, stepping on an adult I am indeed very afraid of syringes
Let those who like to mock me for fear of needles, but in fact I always tense up every time I see a syringe.
Long enough to wait.Ba'da maghrib I just moved into the delivery room.
To wait whether there will be signs or reactions I will give birth or not.
I was placed in one of the rooms which fortunately on my left right side was separated by a wall with other rooms.Not just a curtain.
Then came the nurse who put a tool wrapped around my stomach that I myself did not really understand the function of the tool.All I caught from the explanation of the nurse was, just,the tool serves to find out the baby's heartbeat in my stomach.If not wrong more or less like that.
At the hospital, all I went through was alone with Althaf.Kelargaku also Althaf family has been told.The distance of Boyolali-Bandung that makes them will only arrive tomorrow.
Last night I slept very uncomfortable.Replace tilted right and left.Sedang Althaf he slept on the floor with a carpet from the house.
Next day
At 04:05 I was awake.I was not comfortable sleeping makes me wake up early.
Then I called Althaf to straighten up the carpet he was wearing.
15 Minutes into effect, entered a woman who was either a doctor's assistant or just a nurse.He re-attached a device to detect my baby's heartbeat.
"I'm out brag buying yak coffee.Suffled this eyes."Althaf Permit.
"Don't take it long."My answer.
He nodded and kissed me for a moment before walking away.
At 05.09 the device was removed.Enter a woman who may he be a doctor's assistant.Since he is more dexterous than the previous woman.
He was dressed in green.He checked me.Shortly, not more than 3 minutes.
I faintly heard the conversation of those who served in the maternity room with the doctor who handled me through my consultation
One sentence that got me down and scared the hell out of me.
'His heart rate is unstable doc.Even weakened.'
I heard it when I was alone.It's getting upset that Althaf never came back.
By half 6 Althaf had just returned.Kupasang face as sorry as possible so that he was sensitive if I was upset.
"Where the hell is that?I know I need elo."My misery.
Then entered the woman who had put my stomach tool.
"Will it be from now on?"Speaks kindly.
"You have to be operated on.Your twin son."Say again.
I still don't care if I have to be raised.
"Huh?"That's all that came out of my mouth, I'm like a fool who doesn't understand anything.
"Half these 7 huh mbak?The doctor said to be born soon."Evidently.
As if understanding my surprise, he then explained what the cesar's operation was like.
"Quiet down!Later on for the stomach down in the back.So it does not hurt at all.Most stomach feels like being pushed alone."Clearly again.
"Not drugged all mbak?"I just smiled kindly.
"If drugged all later how will the dedeknya?"The answer still looks friendly.
"Can't you drink it?"Ask again.
"Don't!Fears later pas oprasi nausea tetus vomiting mbak."The answer is I just nodded obediently.
Shortly after, he kept going in and out repeatedly.
'Road ironing.'Thought.
He only asked what contraception I would use after giving birth.But I had no time to answer Althaf had interrupted first.
"Do not IUD mbak.If you want to have another child ntar long."The boys just smiled clumsily.
"Mas, even though IUD before 8 years if mas and mbak want to add momongan can be removed really."Clearly again.
Althaf is just O-Ria.
"Let's come with me!"Bring one more officer.
At 06:00 I was taken to the waiting room.I heard the doctor had arrived.In the rusng wait there was already one patient who also had to be operated.
Honestly, I was very envious when I saw the woman beside me continue to be accompanied by her husband, while I?Huh.Althaf is busy taking care of all the needs for me after the surgery later.
Before entering the operating room I was crying.This is the struggle of a mother for her child?
God.just gave birth to a child that must bet his life if it must be like this struggle.
My heart is speaking,
'Mom, please forgive Arka who has not been able to be a good son and daughter-in-law.'
I asked the sustet to call Althaf for a moment.
I saw him shed tears.
"You're strong Ar.You're strong."The first time an Althaf called me 'you'.
Then I was taken to the room of oprasi.There were so many lights.I continued to recite prayers as long as I was in the room.
After being transferred to the kematras before the surgery, I was seated.It turns out I will be injected on my back.
"Don't be surprised ya mbak.Casual and calm.Don't tense!Anyway relax aja.Let's one time directly succeed."Said the dope doctor.
Then I was put back to sleep.
It feels in the lower part of my stomach is missing the taste.Tak feels nothing.Digerakkanpun difficult.
Throughout the running operation I continued to hold the hand of the doctor who drugged me earlier.Barang for a second I did not let go.
Bodo very when he wanted to release my hand but still I held.
Before long the sound of a baby crying.Hearing that sound, the matakublolu water just like that.
"This is your son?Man and very handsome."Said one of the sisters who helped with the operation, I smiled at how red my son was.
I heard the sound of the second baby crying.
"Sama.It's also a man.Handsome too."Say one of the others.
I cried again when I saw the red baby.I cried happily.My sons.
Do you know what it's like to give birth only with a husband without any other companion?And it was left here and there.
It felt amazingly sad.Nothing was encouraging.Nothing calmed me.I could only cry, cry, and cry.
After I was transferred to the waiting room, there were already several women who had also done surgery.
While waiting for the dope to go away, I fell asleep.
My body feels crumpled all.I want to rest and sleep for a while.
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