
Losing Ave was the worst experience of my life, even in my mind it never crossed my mind.
Indeed I was too stupid to be lulled into the seduction of the girl.My regret increased when I found out the main reason the girl approached me.
Yes, the girl just wanted revenge on Ave through me.
She is Ave's former underclassman, whose older sister was decided by her boyfriend at school because her older sister's boyfriend liked Ave.
Until after breaking up with her boyfriend, the girl's brother became depressed.And the girl promised to make Ave's life ruined, by approaching me.
I seemed to be made to forget Ave's struggle all this time.Only in the period of two months have I destroyed everything.
Now, I really lost Ave.She left me.Deciding the engagement rope and wedding plans that were even in sight.
My family was very disappointed in me.More papa, he was very disappointed in me.To throw me out of the house.
I accepted they kicked me out of the house, because I deserved it.
Then, the Ave family was no less disappointed in me as well.
One more, my friend Agra.He even beat me up and here I end up here.
After yesterday the day after I was beaten by Agra until battered even unconscious, now I have to rest in the hospital.Ck.
Naturally, I hurt his only sister so pitifully.Just also if he was angry.
Luckily, my mom was still willing to take care of me, even though I realized her attitude was very different.
I remember two months ago the girl named Isma started to approach me.
I don't know why I'm usually cold to other women can be tempted by it.
I should have realized it from the beginning.
Especially when he vociferously said if he just accepted to be the second.Or as long as Ave has not got a letter to move his co.
I was lulled, and betrayed Ave.
I was like throwing a diamond just for the sake of gravel on the side of the road.
The true stupidity.
Now I've lost touch and everything that connects me to Ave.
My number is blocked.Social media is all unfollowed and certainly blocked.His family also does not want to tell me the whereabouts of Ave.
Time continued to pass, it did not feel like two months, we should have taken care of the need to get married.But again, the rice has become porridge, it cannot be changed.
So is the fate of my love for Ave.
It's run aground and it's hard to get everything back.Or won't even be able to.
Even without Ave, I still try to continue my life.Although it feels very heavy.Difficult, not easy and hurtful.
I've been trying to find Ave to come directly to Surabaya.But nil, the hospital keeps everything a secret and a piece of information I don't get.
“What should I go to Jakarta to ask questions with Agra.Aish but I'm not sure I can still survive from him.Can this time I sent to keeneraka.Not only hospital.”Mumbles.
“Sabodo teuing lah.Peduli is very much the same that I will dapet.Ave more important for my life.”Finally resolved.
I already do not care what things I will get later if I meet with Agra again, at this time my priority is only to get sorry from Ave.And if it can certainly restore our relationship.
I'm sure, for people of the class Agra looking for the existence of Ave is not a difficult thing.Don't with money everything can be done in an instant?
Setreah took a very tiring journey, I finally reached the capital.
Through Enggar I got their address.Even the address of his office.
Since it's still working hours I decided to go to his office first.
Hose nearly an hour finally I have arrived in front of the office Agra.Gedung berlantai some towering and looks extraordinary, he has now been successful.Even his company is also large.I'm happy for it.
I then went to the receptionist.That is about the existence of Agra's room.
It's just right if there is a misunderstanding between me and the receptionist.Agra is not an ordinary person, so it's natural not just anyone can meet him.
Lucky Enggar passed by and realized my existence.From quite a distance, I knew he hissed annoyed at seeing me.
“Rita, he's a friend sir Agra.”Enggar.
I was quite amazed when Enggar called Agra with the frills of 'sir'.But it's my need to come here not for that.
I followed Enggar's steps behind him.Agra's room was on the top floor.
“Sono Lo in!I do not want to be a witness to the murder of entar.Agra if angry beuh, lioness mo lahiran also lost.”He said, I snorted at Enggar's words.
“Gue still plate.Belom turn.”The answer.
“This is me belokin.”He immediately fell silent and protected his future assets.
“Canda.Leh.”Saying again.
Then without knocking on the door I immediately opened the door of Agra's room.
“Lo from anywhere nggar?From Antarctica lo?”It turns out he was not aware if the incoming is not Enggar, but me.
“Cold Gra there,gue mah ogah there.”My reply was.When he put his head up.
His eyes were perfectly round when he learned of my arrival.
“Still living Lo?”Ask sarkis.
I'm silent.In this position it feels very uncomfortable.Even breathing feels difficult.
I feel like the oxygen supply in this room is being inhaled by Agra.
“What's Lo here?”From his extremely cold tone of speech, it was seen that he did not like my arrival.
“Gue want to have a presence..”.
“About knowing.”My words weren't even finished yet but he was cut off.
“Gra please.You know me?”Please him.
“Lo want to be in this room where there is a murder?I'm sick of seeing lo.Otak Lo's face where the hell is Sha?Can you cheat on my sister.What's wrong with her?Where is his lack?Not enough sacrifice for him all this time?”Ask Agra.
“My light is too stupid because it has been lulled by the girl's sedition.”I'm obviously shrivelling.
“Reason you've been like rice for days.Basi.”He said ketus.I sighed.Persuading Agra is not easy.If not forced never to persuade Agra.Zonk the results.
“Sono you go!I don't think I have a sister-in-law like lo.”Remove it again.”My sister is happy with everyone else.”Say again.
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It was like being struck by lightning in the middle of hearing that statement.
Whahuh?Be happy?With someone else?So Ave has got my replacement?That fast?Even my regret has not gone away.But he already has my replacement?
It's the definition of the feeling I'm feeling right now.
“Lo if ngibul which is about Gra.”Say someone from the door.See, 'That's coming in.
“Ck.Lo also beg*k terribly Sha believe it was a talk Agra if Afsheen was happy with another guy.Even though I did not get very close.But I know what kind of love him keelo.”He said while pointing at my forehead with his index finger.
“So it can't be that fast he lupain elo.”I breathed a sigh of relief.I think it is true if Agra's words are true, it is only a joke.
“But he believes Loh Nggar.That means he does not believe the same feelings Afsheen.”Agra Sahut.
From the look of his eyes it is seen if he is holding back emotions.
“Sha,Lo go home!Free you want to wait here until cat leafan also will not be told.”Said Enggar again.I can only shake my head.Although what Enggar said is true.
“Lo go home, allow yourself Lo so better.Renungin error lo!If you are the same as my brother is a match, my brother is married in the end will be the same elo.
I emphasize, the question will not tell Lo, until God himself brings you together.
Although I know his heart is broken.But he is rearranging his life.
Lo don't be selfish.Everything happens because of your stupidity, so you nyesel was free.”Agra panjang.
“Lo out of my room!Before I could do something you never imagined.”Agra Strict.
This time I can't argue anymore.With a slow walk I walk.
Here, in front of the door of Agra's room I sat down in a doldrums.Never imagined in my mind I would go through this time.The time where I lost my future.
I sat right in front of the door.Crying and scrambling my hair frustrated.I don't care about the strange gazes of the Agra employees.
“Sorry you are blocking people who want to enter.”I heard Barito's voice reprimanding me.
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