The Former

DILEMMAS

Nindy is still silent, she is delving into her own feelings.

"How much longer will it take you to understand each of your feelings? Is seven years not enough for you. Should it be seven more years?" Said Dr. Yulia again.

"Please ask your heart, does Rafael really have no place there? Don't you have the same feelings as her?"

Dr. Yulia rubbed the tears that bathed her eyes, she was sad because her cousin's marriage had to be on the edge of the abyss. Dr. Yulia looked at Nindy, he knew that the beautiful woman who was also looking at him had a good heart so he would try to reunite the two hearts that had long been separated by their respective egos.

"I know you love each other, if not for sure you are currently in a religious court to arrange a divorce or maybe you are already divorced. But look, until now you are still legal as husband and wife and that means God still gives you the opportunity to fix this marriage".

Nindy looked at Dr. Yulia deeply, it must be admitted if her heart began to be touched to hear the words spoken by Dr. Yulia earlier.

"I hope you can make the best decision. I can only support whatever your decision is, you and Rafael are in this relationship".

After saying many things, Dr. Yulia decided to leave. He wanted to make room for Nindy to think clearly.

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Nindy stepped slowly, she was walking towards her apartment unit. But his footsteps stopped when he saw Sarah standing right in front of the door of his apartment.

"Gram!" Nindy was shocked to see Sarah.

Sarah looked at Nindy.

"Yet you come home too. I've been waiting here an hour" he replied.

"An hour!" Nindy surprised.

"What are you waiting for me for? And why don't you call me first if you want to come here".

"I was so angry with you that I couldn't hear your voice on the phone. That's why I decided to come see you in person" Sarah replied.

Nindy tried to guess what Sarah came to see him for because their relationship was not too close. They only know each other but are not acquaintances like a friend, more precisely they were rivals.

"We'd better talk inside" Nindy said.

"No need" Sarah said.

"We can talk here".

Nindy sighed, an aura of tension began to be felt.

"What do you want?" Ask Nindy without saying anything.

"I want! You asked me what I wanted? Heh!

If you want to know what I want, then I'll answer".

"I want to sow your par, plunge your hair and beat you to pieces. Pleased!".

Nindy glared, she was shocked when she heard Sarah's reply.

"Why? Are you scared" Sarah smiled cynically.

"I'm seriously asking Sarah, please don't play around. Today I have a lot of thoughts, so please don't add any more burden to my mind" Nindy replied.

"I know you're beautiful, but don't use your beauty to ensnare men".

"What do you mean?" Nindy Sela.

"Don't pretend to bego, I'm sure you know what I mean" Sarah said.

"You know, I hated you so much when you got Haikal, but I tried to get to the breast and accept everything by letting Haikal happy with you. Why are you hurting her heart now. Didn't you know that Haikal was so disappointed when he found out you were married and even today you are still the wife of people".

"Have you never thought about her feelings?" Sergei Sarah.

"Originally you know, I never lied to Haikal. Since the beginning I've said everything to Haikal and Haikal himself never objected to all my past" Nindy tried to defend herself.

"Well! Don't mind your word? You sure?" Reply Sarah.

"I've said that if I'm going to solve this problem as soon as possible and Haikal agrees, then what's the problem? Why should you interfere in my affairs!".

"Because I don't like you playing with Haikal's heart" Sarah replies.

"I've never played Haikal's heart" Nindy said.

"Do you think I believe that?" Sela Sarah again.

"This problem is happening beyond my control. Who would have thought if I had to be in such a complicated situation. I never even expected my status to be Rafael's wife when I filed for divorce seven years ago".

"Then why don't you go back to Rafael? You're still his rightful wife".

"My problems are not as simple as you think" Nindy said.

"You wouldn't be able to talk that easily if you were also in my current position".

"Do you think I like being in a complicated relationship like this? No Sarah, I don't want it either. Right now I am also trying to break away from this unhealthy relationship".

Sarah looked at Nindy deeply, she could see that Nindy was beginning to feel hopeless.

"You shouldn't have to complicate the matter, all you have to do is make a decision based on your conscience. You better ask your heart who do you love more, Mr Rafael or Mas Haikal?".

"If you really love Haikal then divorce Rafael immediately. But if the one you love is Mr. Rafael then decide Haikal's mas soon possible" Sarah said.

"You should know that you can never have both. Don't be greedy by wanting them all at once, do not try to play with the heart of men who love you because someday they will also be tired and decide to leave you".

Nindy fell silent, it was this situation that caused her a dilemma. Nindy has not been able to make a choice between the two men who are currently filling the niches of her heart. Husband and lover! Both have their own place in their hearts.

"Think of my words before you lose one of them or both".

After saying that Sarah immediately left, he did not want to follow the dizziness in the complicated maelstrom of romance. Sarah knew that the situation that occurred at this time was not as simple as she had thought before, because Haikal had explained everything to her. Sarah is just trying to open Nindy's mind so she can think clearly so she can make the best decision for the love triangle that is currently entangling her.

Nindy touched her chest that continued to pound very hard, she felt her heart also began to protest to her so that she could make a choice.

Today Nindy has been put in a dilemma by two women who meet and talk at length with her. One spoke of Raphael and asked him to accept the husband back while the other spoke of Haikal, the lover he had hurt.

To be honest at this time Nindy has not been able to make a choice because she does not want to hurt the two men. But Nindy realized that she could not let the matter continue to drag on like this. Whatever happens, he must make a choice as soon as possible. True what Sarah said earlier, sooner or later he will definitely lose one of the two or instead he will lose both men simultaneously.

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