THE FLOWER PALACE'S SECRET

Chapter 49: Letting You Go

There were many things that made Shen Yanzhia dislike her own decisions. Consort Duan's words were like a sword that had two sides. The first side certainly justified all the speculation and added meaning to his hard work with Lin Zian for almost three seasons. The second side made Shen Yanzhia have to feel pain and objection more than anything, as she had to let go of everything she had and go as far as possible.

The source of his greatest pain was Lin Zian and the Queen Mother. Two very meaningful people in his life he had to leave behind. Shen Yanzhia could not deny her own words. If he did not leave, Consort Duan would definitely not be silent. The woman would definitely come back to harm Lin Zian and his sister-in-law's crown.

Shen Yanzhia repeatedly explained with tears and asked Lin Zian to let herself go. Something like this can't be regretted anymore. One must sacrifice for others. If one can defend the other, then that path will open.

Today was his last day in the Qin residence. Since morning, Shen Yanzhia had been busy tidying up all the clothes and items she needed. Lin Zian who was not willing to go chose to confine himself in the Eastern Pavilion.

"Miss, are you going to be gone long? Why are your luggage so many?" tan'er asked while helping Shen Yanzhia.

Shen Yanzhia deliberately did not tell her servant where and how long he was going. Shen Yanzhia only said that she wanted to visit the entire temple on the Ling mainland by herself. He doesn't want to involve anyone anymore. Shen Yanzhia did not want her closest people to be in danger of knowing she was leaving after making a deal with Consort Duan.

"Tan'er, you're a good girl. If it's time to get married, get married."

"Miss, what are you saying?"

"Tan'er, please give this letter to Lin Zian. I'm sure he doesn't want to see me."

"good. Miss, I'm going with you!"

"No, Tan'er. Stay right here. I need you to keep an eye on this residence as long as I'm gone."

After clearing up all her needs, Shen Yanzhia enjoyed the rest of her day by taking a walk around the garden of the Qin residence palace. She will surely miss this place.

Shen Yanzhia will definitely miss the fragrant flowers that bloom beautifully in this garden. Shen Yanzhia would definitely miss how much fun it would be to catch koi fish in a lotus pond. Shen Yanzhia would definitely miss the calmness as she spent time in the library and gazebo of the Qin residence.

Shen Yanzhia will miss Tan'er. Shen Yanzhia would miss Prince Yun, Mo Ran, Zhi Hao'er, and Ru Xiaolan. Shen Yanzhia would definitely miss Princess Duanmu who was already like her own sister. Moreover, Shen Yanzhia would miss Lin Zian.

Satisfied looking at his surroundings, Shen Yanzhia decided to return to the Western Pavilion. In this last place, Shen Yanzhia wanted to enjoy some alone time so that her entire turmoil could be reduced. Without meeting anyone, without being disturbed.

Meanwhile, Lin Zian who did not accept Shen Yanzhia's unilateral decision remained confined to the Eastern Pavilion until nightfall. All the food and drink that Xu Chi delivered was completely unaffected.

Lin Zian was not willing if he had to lose Shen Yanzhia. It takes years for him to have someone he loves. If he cannot hold it tightly, he can go crazy again. Lin Zian did not want to let go of the woman until at any time.

If he could bargain, it would be better if he was the only one to leave. With his departure, Lin Yang's crown would remain safe and Shen Yanzhia could continue to stay in Rouwu. Lin Zian preferred living in seclusion rather than having to let Shen Yanzhia go.

But, what Consort Duan wanted was the departure of Shen Yanzhia, not the departure of her. The deal that was so detrimental it can't be changed anymore now. His stubborn wife could neither resist nor resist. He could only give up and accept all the consequences.

Lin Zian touched a letter that Tan'er sent this afternoon. The letter smelled of fragrance. With hesitation, Lin Zian began to read letter after letter neatly written inside his paper.

"sorry. I can't do anything. Zian, even if I leave, you must not return to the battlefield for whatever reason. Please, don't tell the Queen Mother and my family and anyone about my departure. Don't tell Princess Duanmu and my friends. If our destinies are connected, there will be a time when we meet again."

The lines in the letter tore apart Lin Zian's heart. Why are women so selfish? Didn't their feelings just blossom? Didn't the wedding night just pass a few days ago? Didn't that woman's lips on her lips still feel warm? Why did the woman have to leave?

The man dashed out of the Eastern Pavilion towards the Western Pavilion. His heart was racing when he did not find the person he loved there. His clothes were no longer there. The usual jewelry and money stored in the drawer of the study table is also absent. Lin Zian was getting panicked.

"Wangye?"

Tan'er appeared from behind the entrance.

"Where is wangfei?"

"Wangfei has been gone since. Wangye, what is this?"

Lin Zian did not answer Tan'er's question. He immediately ran towards the gate. Darling, Shen Yanzhia's delivery carriage is no longer there.

Behind Lin Zian, Tan'er was already standing while holding a paper.

"When did he leave?"

"When the sun has just set."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Nubi had yelled many times, but wangye did not want to go out."

Lin Zian shouted in frustration.

"Wangye, what paper is this? Miss gave it to me before she left. But, I can't read it," Tan'er asked as he showed the paper in his hand. Lin Zian snatched the paper.

"The act of your liberation. You're a free man now."

"Why is Miss doing this? Does he not want me anymore?"

Tan'er's tears can't be contained. The servant girl cried loudly, lamenting her fate which was liberated by Shen Yanzhia whom she already considered her own brother. Tan'er could not imagine what his life and the life of Shen Yanzhia would be like. The employer will surely struggle and live in loneliness.

Some servants brought Tan'er back into the upper residence of Lin Zian. Meanwhile, he was staring at the moon in front of the gate. His broken heart was getting broken.

"You saved everyone. But I can't protect you. Zhi'er, do I deserve to be your husband?"

That night moon accompanied Lin Zian who was dissolved in pain. The light was gloomy as if it knew that the creature beneath it was grieving.

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