The Extraordinary Handsome Devil

A broken heart

In the middle of the sound of plates clashing spoon and fork. Mama– Arion's voice sounded so loud, breaking the silence in the dining room. "A, are you still in touch with Jessica?" Tanya Mama– Arion who is usually called by her fellow actresses Jeng Allea.

Arion is still tight-lipped. He seemed to enjoy his morning breakfast without wanting to be disturbed. 

Allea looked at her son who was across the dining table cynically because of his words. "Mama's friend accidentally saw you who nganter Jessica again. Worse yet Mama's friend saw Jessica was drunk. You can't deny it anymore because Mama was sent her picture too" Allea said with a long sigh and then fell silent for a moment before continuing.

"Are you forgetting that mistake? Do you need to remind me again so you don't forget?" 

Allea who saw Arion still silent as if not provoked by his words, finally made a sound again.

"Your marriage must be annulled because she's pregnant with someone else's child which means she's cheating on you, Arion. Fortunately, Mama took the initiative to check Jessica's health condition in the hospital before the wedding. And urged him to be honest when he found out. If not, you don't know what happened next." Allea was silent at the reaction of her son who started to harden his jaw. Allea is like the bodo period with that reaction. "Maybe you'll cover it up and accept the child in Jessica's belly with a chest that's not your child." He continued again as if it was not enough to corner his son.

"Mama didn't think love made smart people turn stupid. From the beginning, Mama did not agree if she was your partner. It turns out that a mother's feeling is rich. After all, any woman wants to be married on the terms of asking for shares. Mama used to be not that rich." - pouted Allea demeaning.

Allea continued to babble out all the grunts and opinions she had. 

Arion stopped his eating. The stomach that was hungry suddenly full. The cup was hot not playing then he put the spoon and fork with a loud bang, causing a loud enough sound. As much as he could, he resisted the extreme annoyance.

"I'm just anter home, Mom. It was probably Daniel who could not, but he could no longer. So I'm the anter. Is that called having a relationship?" Terang Arion explained.

Allea clucked as if she did not like the child's answer. "That's your reason. Do you want to reverse her again after hearing that she miscarried?"

"Mom-" When Arion wants to defend, his words must be stopped by the Papa.

Aksa who had chosen to be silent with the iPad in her hand finally made a sound that made the mother and child finally speechless.

Aksa let out a long sigh and then took the coffee cup that was already available on the table and sipped it. Silent for a while.

"Honey, instead we have agreed not to discuss the events that have passed. After all, Arion would need some time to forget the person he once was in his heart. And it's certainly not easy."

When Aksa finished saying that Allea turned to Aksa– her husband. They look at each other. Locking each other's gazes for a while until finally Allea nodded in understanding.

Arion took a deep breath filling the chest cavities that were very tight. Arion admits that Papa's words are true and he doesn't want to deny them.

Arion stood up and then pushed back the dining chair to make a squealing sound. "Bah, I left first," he said, who immediately stepped away leaving his parents in an uproar. Forgetting the manners that Allea always taught 

Arion doesn't know why he can't hate Jessica who has obviously cut a deep wound. Gave bruises all over his body and left a big hole in his heart that somehow heals. Arion is aware that life must keep going and reality does not always go as expected.

In this heartbreak Arion realized that opening a new sheet is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. It takes great effort to forget the beautiful memories that have long been lodged in his head and heart. Now he understands sometimes God meets us with someone not for a companion but as a life experience.

I don't know how long people can heal from a broken heart? 1 Week, 2 weeks or 1 month. In fact, time alone does not know the answer to that statement. Because time cannot heal the wounds of heartbreak if it opens the person himself who struggles and makes peace with himself.

In the end, Arion vents anger, disappointment, heartache that is very deep in negative things. Give up the commitment he built for himself when he saw his friends doing free se_ks. At that time Arion held firmly that he must be virgin to the wife he married later and keep the woman he loved not to break her chastity.

And in the end he laughs at the commitment itself. Because for her right now there was no woman who was still guarding her virginity in the middle of a big city like this. If anything, he would pay a very high price for virginity. But in fact until this moment what he asked could not be fulfilled by the pimps of his subscription.