
There is pain that feels slashing in the heart along with weak steps that bring a body that feels miserable. Shortness of breath felt in the chest, remembering Kellie's words to him this afternoon. He really felt hurt.
He never took anything from anyone else, let alone being the third person. And he was humiliated in public. It feels really painful.
Helaan heavy breath, mingling with the sea breeze in the afternoon. The woman stepped away from the shore. Shortly after arriving near the car he parked, Shazna stopped stepping and the woman reached for the phone in a bag.
Shazna frowned, as so many unanswered calls from Fattan and Aunt Dhea. There was guilt lingering in his heart when he did not activate the ringtone on his phone.
He who was about to get into the car immediately, undo his intentions. In the trick the number of the lover, but only a heavy sigh seemed . That number is inactive. Finally he ventured to contact the mother of his lover.
While waiting while sitting on the hood of the car, the call was answered. The enthusiastic voice of the woman answered the phone call from her.
" Dear hello, you finally called ", the sound of relief across the street made Shazna smile bitterly. There was a warm feeling in his heart. When I realized there was still someone worried about me.
" Yes Aunty, I'm sorry Shazna's phone was in silent so it's not listening when aunty calls", said soft Shazna.
" It's okay, baby, it's important you're okay. You called Fattan?", asked the woman across the street.
" It's Tant, but it's not active" Shazna said. He lowered his face, staring at the end of the shoe that was on the sand. There is a longing gelenyar that infiltrates in the chest. If only the man was here. Ah, it was very desirable for him to squander in his arms.
" I'm sorry Fattan, son, he's still too busy with his career to forget there are you who also need to be noticed", the soft voice greeted Shazna's ears.
If it may be selfish, he actually does not want any more parting. He wants his lover to always be bada for him, like this sat. When his heart was broken.
" Nothing Aunt, it's Fattan's job as a doctor", the real answer is not exactly what is in his heart. Because he really wants his lover to be present at this time. Giving a hug and whispering in her ear "it's okay, that's okay. There I am "
For a long time two women of different generations were talking to each other. Until the phone connection is decided, Aunt Dhea who welcomes the arrival of the husband.
Shazna looked around the area which by evening seemed to have some people there. Although not too crowded. Then the woman rushed into the car as the wind began to pierce the skin. The coldness invaded his body cells.
Shazna applied makeup on her face to disguise the veil. Then he picked up the glasses he used to wear at work. Once again he stared at the reflection in the mirror. After being convinced that his face did not reveal any tears, he got out of the car.
Shazna must have passed through the yard of the house that looked dim because of the lighting of the lights that were not too bright. Not until he was at the entrance, a stick on his wrist made him stop his steps.
Slightly jerked making himself reflect back. Shazna breathed deeply. Looking at the sad face that was staring at him full of longing.
" Gold", shazna cried out in despair.
" Why is this?" the word slid from Shazna's lips in protest at the man who was still glued to the hand that had not yet removed Shazna's wrist.
" I'm sorry Shaz, you must have been hurt by Kellie's words" said the man who was none other than Brandon. Shazna took off the hand of the ex who was still tightly grasping.
" We have agreed, to part ways well. If you don't want to see me hurt more than this. Please don't see me again" Shazna said pleading.
" But Shaz" Brandon seemed to object to the request of the woman who was still filling his whole heart.
" Please" Shazna's face made the man no longer wart. He could not turn on Shazna's request, however he was the one who could never maintain his love.
Shazna stepped in, leaving Brandon still stunned at the steps of the woman he could no longer reach.
Arriving inside the house, it looked lonely. It seems like the father has been resting in the room. He took a moment to see his father . It turns out that guy was asleep.
Shazna chatted with the nurse for a moment about anything related to her father, before she finally left and went home.
Shazna went into the room, a feeling of tiredness overrunning his whole soul and body. He sat in front of the dresser. His hands were outstretched and took a photo of the lover framed on the table.
" Tan, I need you" whispered Shazna, without realizing a drop of clear water was running down her cheek.