The Empress Behind the Veil
Chapter 85 I Know He's Not Mine
Looking at his forced smile and the sad look in his eyes, Qin Ruojiu knew that he was trying to look strong in front of him. Qin Ruojiu calmed him down and said, “But Yuanran, I know you must be very sad. Even if your child is no longer there, you should think openly. You are still young, in the future you can still give birth to children for the Emperor.”
Zhao Yuanran who heard that did not speak for a moment. The look in his eyes seemed sad because he remembered his son who had not even been born into that world.
She said, “Since my father and mother were little, I always told me to believe in destiny. If something is destined for you, it is not necessary to pursue it, it will come to you alone. But if it is not ours, we will pursue it until after all, we still will not get it. The child is my flesh and blood, but we have no destiny to live as mother and child. So I know she's not mine.”
Qin Ruojiu felt sad after hearing what he said. Then he put his arm around Yuanran's shoulder and told him gently, “Not to think like that, just calm down. You can have another child. The emperor loves you so much. You don't be sad anymore.”
Zhao Yuanran rubbed his tears slowly and tried to smile. Then he shook his head and said, “There's good too. Now my son is gone, so the affection the Emperor gave me is more abundant. Now, every night the Emperor would meet me and sleep with me. He's more attentive than ever.”
“Really?” Qin Ruojiu who heard that also smiled coldly. That heartless and cold-blooded crazy man also had a gentle side? Was this because of love or because he felt indebted to Yuanran?
“True, the Emperor was very kind to me. But unfortunately, I've made it difficult for my brother. The Emperor blames you and inflicts such cruel torture on you.”
“I'm fine, it's nothing. As long as you are fine, that is enough for me!”
What could he say? Inside Emperor Zhaolie's eyes, he was even inferior to a slave. The Zhaolie Emperor hated him so much and always thought of even more cruel ways to torture him. So, it was actually the matter of Zhao Yuanran losing his son, just the reason that Emperor Zhaolie used to torture him alone.
“Kakak, you why? Why is your face so pale?” Zhao Yuanran looked at Qin Ruojiu's face and saw her face look so pale and her eyes were not so clear. Yuanran who saw that was worried and asked.
Qin Ruojiu shook her head. Thinking about the weirdness in his body these past few days
“It's okay, some days I'm not so healthy. I feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable. I feel nauseous, my stomach feels empty and I can't eat anything .”
As he spoke that, Lu’Er was walking in and grabbing snacks for them. When smelling the scent of that snack, Qin Ruojiu really felt unable to bear it and wanted to vomit. He also ran to the side.
Lu’Er who saw that was surprised and immediately put down the luggage and went to Qin Ruojiu. He embraced it slowly and asked worriedly, “Come, you why?”
Zhao Yuanran who saw that was confused and worried, then he walked to his side and asked, “Sister, did you eat wrong?”
Lu’Er who heard that also immediately replied, “No way, these two days the Empress only ate a little.”
“So now why is this so? Quickly call Physician Liu here!” Zhao Yuanran said in a slightly angry tone. Suddenly in his heart he also felt annoyed. He also did not understand the annoyance that was in his heart.
“Good, good ...” Lu’Er who saw Zhao Yuanran angry went to call the Physician.
Qin Ruojiu did not have time to hold back Lu’Er. Zhao Yuanran propped him up and helped him to sit on the bed.
“Kakak .. you ... Emperor ...”
“Yes? What's up?”Seeing that suddenly suspicious expression on Zhao Yuanran's face, Qin Ruojiu felt confused and looked at him.
Zhao Yuanran looked as if it was hard to say what he was about to say. Then he lowered his head and said, “If I say it, you don't get mad huh?”
Qin Ruojiu smiled gently and then said gently, “Tell me, I won't be angry. I already considered you as my own sister, how could I be angry with you?”
Zhao Yuanran's face looked uneasy, then he kept his head down and asked, “I want to ask, did the Emperor come here and make love to you?”
Hearing that, Qin Ruojiu was immediately pensive for a while then he replied flatly, “No.” Remembering the incident that night, he felt extremely humiliated. Kangyong tore his clothes. It was tantamount to smearing his dignity and insulting him. When he thought about this, he felt so sorry that he wanted to vomit.
Right, that's not making love, it's raping.
After hearing that “Not” answer from Qin Ruojiu that was so short, dense and clear, Zhao Yuanran could only feel relieved.
