The Empress Behind the Veil
Chapter 205 There is a Feeling of Wanting to Cry
Obviously she was a very dignified Queen in their country, but she instead made a very shameful thing in public. Qin Ruojiu found it difficult to calm her heart. When he remembered that, Qin Ruojiu's eyes began to turn red and he suddenly had a feeling of wanting to cry. She was born inside the palace and even though she was the head concubine, but she never hurt anyone else. He just wanted to get a decent place and live his life safely and peacefully. But unfortunately they keep looking for ways to complicate it again and again. Such days made him feel like he was walking on thin ice. He felt all this time he had never felt so tired and his heart was very difficult to calm down. Then, he looked for an excuse to get out of the dinner. Then Lu’er propped him up and took him out.
Lu’er and Xiaohuan accompanied him out of the hall room.
That night was cold and quiet.
Under the bright moonlight, Qin Ruojiu sat on a rock for a short break. The wine he drank had a very strong alcohol content.
His entire body still felt uncomfortable.
“Mistress, you why?” Lu’er who was beside him knew at this moment Qin Ruojiu's heart feelings were very chaotic. At that time he did not know what to say, so he only asked softly.
Qin Ruojiu shook her head. He only felt a deep bitter and sad taste to the point of not knowing how to explain it. He could only harbor and bury all this bitter taste he felt in his heart. His life journey inside the palace was still very long, but he hoped that all of this could be quickly completed. He's already on the verge of destruction.
“Mistress, if you feel sad, you can tell us. Don't get buried in your heart, it's not good!” Seeing Qin Ruojiu like that, Lu’er instead became even more worried.
At this time Xiaohuan raised his lips and said in a resentful and angry tone, That “Concubine Su Zhener is really very cruel. How dare he use an opportunity like this to attack Madam. He's really very cruel!”
Lu’er knew Xiaohuan wanted to help defend the Madam, but he who had stayed for a long time in the palace knew that these words were extremely dangerous. Then he said softly, “Xiaohuan, lower your voice. Words like this should not be carelessly said. If anyone else hears it, who can save you!”
“But ... Su Zhener is really overstepping. Why could he do such a thing to Madam. She's who, she's just a little concubine. Madam the Queen!” The more he spoke, Xiaohuan felt increasingly sad. Actually from the beginning he could not stand it, Madam had been bullied by them often, but Madam always chose to be patient and accept it. But these people really don't know they're lucky. They even thought the Madam was easy to bully and now their behavior really has crossed the line.
Moreover, with such a gentle and patient attitude of the Madam, she was definitely unlikely to win against Su Zhener. She was a very kind woman, no matter if it was good or evil, she would not want to hurt the lives of others.
“Already, you guys don't fuss anymore, you all go back first. Let me be alone.” Qin Ruojiu knew what they were doing was all for his good. Unfortunately, he himself is useless. He could not allow himself to live peacefully within the palace and could not allow himself to be angry. Since her father once reminded her, being a Queen she should not be arrogant and rash, otherwise she would end up pitiful.
“Mrs ...”
Lu’er was surprised, he did not know what Qin Ruojiu was thinking.
Qin Ruojiu smiled flatly at the two of them and said, “You two go back first. Let me sit here alone. Soon I will be back.” too
“But ...”
“Already, Lu’er, you don't have to worry. You bring Xiaohuan back first, otherwise this child will carelessly talk again.” In order for the two of them not to worry about him, he deliberately joked with them.
Seeing the Madam laughing, Lu’er and Xiaohuan immediately felt relieved. Then they immediately nodded their heads and said, “Then Madam be careful well. If there's anything, call us. Let us wait for you in the pavilion!”
“Alright!”
After Lu’er and Xiaohuan left, Qin Ruojiu became alone under the moonlight.
