
Along the way, Lu’er helped prop up Qin Ruojiu to return to Fengyi Palace.
In the dark sky was clearly visible stars that twinkled and bright moonlight and warm. The gentle breeze blowing from outside the window carried a gentle scent that made people drunk.
Qin Ruojiu was leaning against her wooden chair while thinking about the bloody scene that had happened just now. Until now he has not recovered. The scene that happened back then really made him worry about Kang Yin.
If it were not for his sudden presence, Kang Yin would definitely not have been injured. Were it not to protect himself, Kang Yin would not be what he is today either. The thought of her being the source of the problem that made Kang Yin suffer made Qin Ruojiu's heart feel not so calm.
Lu’er who was beside him noticed that something was wrong with Madam. Then he asked worriedly, “Mistress, it's been quite a night. Bagusan rest on the mattress only!”
“You just go!” Qin Ruojiu answered him with a flat tone of voice and felt hollow. Inside that quiet room, the voice Qin Ruojiu spoke felt so cold. His voice sounded like a voice coming from within the abyss. Lu’er who heard the voice also felt a little afraid.
Lu’er was silent for a while then raised his head and was about to say something. But before he could speak, Qin Ruojiu had already cut him off first and said, “I want to be alone.”
The queen looked completely shocked this time. Not only him, even Lu’er and Xiao Huan who saw him were surprised. After they reached the palace, Xiao Huan had already gone straight home first. The reason why Lu’er was still staying here was because he was afraid of anything happening with the Queen.
Now that the Queen is okay, she wants to be alone. Lu’er knew that if he still survived here, he was also useless at all. Then he did not talk much and immediately turned his body to leave the room.
Now he felt very tired and his mood was also very messy. But he couldn't fall asleep. Because, the injured Kang Yin was still so clearly visible in his memory. The drops of blood flowing out from Kang Yin's body looked like a pair of eyes were glaring at him. The gaze made him feel unsettled and unable to fall asleep.
He leaned against the pillar of his chair limply in the quiet night. Other than the sound of his heartbeat he heard nothing more. Right, he was worried about the man. Because other than that man, there was no one else who really cared and cared for him inside the palace.
He knew, the man who truly loved himself like Kang Yin was second to none. Although he had to die, even though he had to endure such a heavy suffering, in Kang Yin's heart there was only himself.
Qin Ruojiu did not know how to accept that feeling. Qin Ruojiu simply did not want to make Kang Yin hurt. But, he continued to hurt Kang Yin. He has his brother-in-law, this is a reality that cannot be changed. If God can reorganize his life, he really hopes for God to let him meet a good person like Kang Yin. But unfortunately, the person he married was a heartless demon.
Remembering his brother, Qin Ruojiu's mind kept popping up the image of his cold and heartless brother and his attitude that looked so tempted and obsessed when he saw Li Qing's painting earlier. His heart suddenly hurt, he felt tight until he seemed unable to breathe.
Right, he can't lie to anyone else. He liked the man, not knowing since when the position in his heart was already dominated by the man.
Whether it was her cold and cruel side or her gentle and considerate self. Anyway inside his brain it was filled with the man's face. He clearly knew his own heart.
Not knowing how long it had been, Qin Ruojiu who was leaning on the wooden chair pillar fell asleep.