The Empress Behind the Veil

Chapter 178 Look at my Eyes

“You talk, look me in the eye! Kang Yin clasped Qin Ruojiu's shoulder and told her to look into her eyes.

Inside Kang Yin's clear eyes was a deep longing and deep concern for him. Inside there was endless pain.

After a while, Qin Ruojiu just said softly, “Why are you doing like this?”

“I just hope not to let myself regret it again. I want to fight one last time for myself. For these twenty years I've only lived my life like an undead. As long as the Emperor's father and mother ask for it, I will do my best to make them happy. After the mother and father of the emperor died, I now only live for my brother. I will try to fulfill everything he asks and help him. Even though I can't help her, I will also still obey her.”

After hearing what Kang Yin said, Qin Ruojiu's nose began to feel tight and she felt sorry for the ninth Prince. But finally, he tried to vent himself and asked, “Why don't you want to live like you used to?” Even though his former life was just like a puppet, but life was much better than his hostile self now. Now he tortures himself to the point of being nothing like a human. This makes others unable to see it.

Kang Yin smiled coldly. Inside his eyes looks a very sad eye gaze, “Indeed you still don't know? Even though my life is suffering now, at least I know that I am alive. My lonely heart will be moved and keep beating when I see you. Because of you, I know I'm not dead.”

After hearing what he said, Qin Ruojiu panicked and immediately raised her head and was about to say something. But just then, Kang Yin had already directly pulled her into his arms and hugged her tightly.

After entering into his arms, Qin Ruojiu could smell Kang Yin's fragrant and gentle body scent. He could also clearly hear the sound of Kang Yin's heartbeat beating fast. The hot air that was exhaled out of his nose could also be clearly felt on his neck. Back then, Qin Ruojiu felt this state of affairs was extremely dangerous for him. Then he immediately pushed her and said hurriedly, “Ninth Prince, let go of me, release me.”

Back then, Kang Yin completely ignored the rejection Qin Ruojiu had made and just hugged her tightly. He did not care at all about the blow Qin Ruojiu gave him. He laughed coldly and closed his eyes and said in a low tone, “Ruojiu, you know not? How many times have I wished I could hold you tightly like this in my arms. But, since I know you are not happy, I can only continue to imagine. I often dream of you in my sleep and at that time I can only see you sleeping beside him and smiling at me then we play musical instruments together.”

“Ninth Prince, you do not do this, if you look at others, the Emperor will definitely not let you go.” Qin Ruojiu looked at him with a frightened look. He knew the danger he was going to face. If only Emperor Zhaolie had seen his current brutality, perhaps Emperor Zhaolie would not only not have let go of himself, perhaps even then even if Kang Yin was his own younger brother would have been in trouble as well.

Kang Yin didn't even care and said, “You know not? The place in my dream is as beautiful as heaven. There is a flower garden that blooms throughout the year. You sit in the middle of that flower garden in a white dress and play your ketchup. While I stand behind you and play my serule to the rhythm of the music you play. At that moment, in this world it was as if only the two of us remained. We seem to be the luckiest people in the world ..”