The Die Inside

Chapter 5: Confession

The break bell has read, I put the book in the bag, because I've had breakfast, I decided to go to the cafeteria to buy some snacks like Bread.

I walked down the stairs and through a long hallway connected to the cafeteria room, where many students were eating or just gathering, I walked without regard to Them even though They were staring and talking about Me.

I moved to one of the stands that sold bread and took and paid for it, after I finished I went back to the classroom through the hallway, I had a chance to see the vending machine and decided to stop by and buy a drink, vending machines are quite far from the crowd and not many students who pass by it makes me comfortable to come to the vending machine.

When I finished buying and taking the drink, I was distorted by the existence of 2 students and schoolgirls in a place like This.

I who did not want to deal with this kind of thing decided to leave but My body refused to leave so I listened to Their conversation.

"Anu, I've been liking you for a long time can we date?" said the student

"I'm sorry I can't accept Your statement because I already have a woman I like" the student replied

"So sorry to bother you thank you for answering my feelings" the student said, leaving the boy

I who listened to the statement just quietly tendered on the wall while thinking of Something.

'Revelation yes, I'm no stranger to that sort of thing, have I ever felt it?, I don't remember'

The statement of love is only a mortal thing, when You express Your feelings there are only two choices that exist: pain or Happiness.

I'm too dizzy to think about love statements or anything like that, I've long turned off my emotions for everything.

After I finished I went back to class to eat the bread and drinks I bought earlier, I went back to class and sat on the bench, while opening the plastic bread I also open the phone to see if there is a notification or something from the apk of my novel.

I still haven't gotten a notification from the usual novel comment I got, I tried not to think about it and went on to read some of the novels I've read, I've read, I read some novels while eating the bread I bought.

After the meal I threw my bread and drink outside, at the same time the bell rang and I continued my study in the Classroom.

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The clock indicates the time to go home, the bell rings indicating the learning activities are completed.

I tidied up the book and immediately walked out, I walked out of the classroom and walked down, as I walked down I saw a student who was silent on the wall near the Exit.

I tried to pretend I didn't see it and tried to get through it, but I failed, I was arrested when I tried to leave, Ira held My hand which made Me stop, after holding my hand He did not utter a word.

I started to dislike the views of the people around me, trying to ask Ira.

"What?" ask me briefly

"Can we talk for a minute" captivate him

I pulled Ira to a place where I saw a student and a schoolgirl expressing her feelings, I thought this was a safe place and away from the other students.

I immediately asked Ira what He was holding Me and what He Wanted.

"So what do you want now?" ask me in a low tone

"I just want to apologize one more time" He replied with a lowered head

"Is that you?, can I go now?" reply to me in a low tone

I'm fed up with all the crap of turning around and trying to leave but getting blocked again by it.

"Yuu I Like You, I Like You from Us Elementary School, Can We go together?" Ira said while holding my hand

My brain suddenly stimulated a long-lost memory, I remember that back in the 7th grade of Junior High I once had a declaration of love, but it was just a challenge from the stupid game.

I immediately turned to her while letting out an expression I could not recognize, I was silent for a moment until I returned to My consciousness.

"I'm sorry, if you want to apologize to me it's too late now, sorry, if you declare that you like Me it's too late and never will be" answer I raise my tone

"If you've got nothing to talk about I'll go" I'm talking

I left Ira frozen and went to the exit, when I wanted to leave I found that My phone was left in class, I climbed the stairs and walked to the Classroom.

When I made the door I found one of the students in my class who still hadn't come home He just sat down holding his Cell Phone.

I moved into the classroom and not paying any attention to her whereabouts at all, I lowered my head to check under the table and found My Left Behind cell phone.

I took the phone and stood up, and at the same time the girl stopped staring at her phone and stretched her body, I who was distorted by her movements stared at her for a moment.

When I looked at him He returned My gaze with a very sharp gaze as if He did not want to be noticed or Sort of.

I was a little surprised and tried to turn away, I decided to get out of the situation, when I wanted to go My phone vibrated to bring up the Notification.

I saw the notification, immediately opened it I got a comment notification from someone I'm waiting for is My reader.

I muttered repeating the words in the comment 'I am really looking forward to the continuation of the story huh?' and walking out, as I passed her the student said 1 word that made Ku Shocked.

"Yu..ta?" he said slowly but still heard

I who was shocked by the word turned to him and was a little speechless, Yuta is my pen name in the Novel app.

I looked at her once again but a little differently, I saw her who was half embarrassed and shocked because of the words I uttered.

After a moment of silence, He suddenly stood up from his seat and walked away, I who was confused and shocked was still silent for a moment in the Classroom.

Seriate.