The Die Inside

Chapter 2: The Change

After I was sent home, My mother began to scold and beat me.

"CAN'T YOU BE NICE JUST ONCE" said the angry Mother

"YOU'RE ALWAYS JUST MAKING TROUBLE AND BRINGING TROUBLE INTO THE HOUSE"

"YOU USED TO MAKE TROUBLE AND NOW YOU'RE MAKING TROUBLE BACK"

"YOU'RE IN TARO WHERE'S MOM'S FACE IN FRONT OF THE CITIZENS HUH?"

"ONCE AGAIN YOU MAKE TROUBLE, GET OUT OF THE HOUSE"

After she finished scolding Me, Mom dragged me into the room and locked me up.

"IT'S LEGAL TO MAKE TROUBLE" he said, closing the door hard and locking it

I can only be silent while holding back My cry, for if I cry Mother will be even more Wrathful.

My day off, only I spent crouching in my room because I didn't dare to go out, all I did was stare out the window while writing in the novel application, she said,

sometimes I cry because I can't hold it.

The holidays are over now I am a 9th grade Junior High student, During the confinement period I began to lose my sense of trust and concern for the Surroundings.

I started my day with a look of indifference, even I started not caring anymore about all the Rantings My Mother let out, I walked towards school, I said, there all the disciples stared and even kept their distance from me as a result of the misunderstanding of that time.

"Eh he said he stole people's bags" said a student

"Isn't that a criminal act" the other student replied

"Say Time Elementary He did harassment Loh"

"Did not Octavia also be exposed to harassment by him?"

"Owh yeah Octavia used to be with him, right?"

"Yes"

"We better not get involved with him"

"Truely I feel disgust close to him"

I walk and do not care about all the ravings They make of Me.

I walked to the information board to find out where my class was, after finding it I walked towards the classroom through the hallway corridor, there They again talked about Me from behind and spread rumors that circulated.

I entered the classroom followed by an unpleasant gaze from the rest of the class, regardless of all those gazes, I went through 1 year left in my school with the rumor of Not Wearing.

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My Junior High School passed by, now I am a High School Student and I am starting a new life in the New School Year .

I who had finished wearing the uniform came out of the room and headed to the exit, there I was dismissed by the Changing Mother.

All my misunderstandings were finally exposed at the beginning of 9th grade in the 2nd semester.

The person who broke the glass pool was actually Amaya, said by one of the students who saw him doing it but He was too afraid to say.

SD Harassment is another Misconception Because He thinks I'm peeking at Him in the bathroom, I'm actually just passing by to coincide with the opening of the bathroom door by him, He who was shocked to see Me at the door shouted and exaggerated what had happened because He was panicking at that time.

The theft that occurred while I was with Octavia also revealed from the results of cctv footage showing that the thief threw his bag to Me.

And all the rumors that were going around started to unfold that it wasn't true, as Mom and My Sister were shocked by the truth that it was They cried out in regret while apologizing.

"Pardon the Mother who scolded and beat You"

"I'm sorry Mom blamed Dad's death for you"

"I'm sorry I didn't protect you"

"I'm sorry I didn't listen to all your explanations"

"I'm sorry I didn't believe you"

"It's okay Mom, I don't believe in Mom either, all I believe in is Dad and nothing else" I replied with a fake smile

"I will study hard in my High School and graduate immediately, so I can avenge all my mistakes and get out of here because that's what I wanted from before" said Ku calmly

After hearing a statement from Me Mother fell down because she did not believe that her son had changed due to His own God.

[Return to the Present Time]

"Ah Yuu, you look like you fit into that high school uniform" he said in a choking tone

"Thank you" I said and left immediately

I came out the door, but my sister screamed to stop me.

"Wait for Sis" call Amara

"Can I go with You?, although different schools at least the direction of our school is the same, right?" say Him

"No thank you You'll be late, better Mom deliver You" I replied I closed the door

I'm walking to the bus stop, I'm off to school on the upcoming bus at about 06:30

The direction of My house to school is quite far away that makes Me have to take the bus, after until I immediately board the Bus ready to Depart.

I immediately sat on the chair and pulled out the earphones and put them on, I've gotten used to wearing earphones when I was in 9th grade Junior High, only Music is able to calm myself down which is sometimes unstable.

I use it to banish all the noise produced by people around Me, which makes Me comfortable because I don't have to listen to all their useless chatter.

After a long journey, the bus stopped at a stop near the school, I got off the bus along with the students who were at school with Ku.

I walked towards the school gate followed by the students who had just come from all directions.

After entering I attended the admission ceremony of the new students delivered by the headmaster Directly.

After I finished giving a long enough speech I walked to the Information board that was shared by many students of the new school year, the crowd made Me remember events that I did not want to Remember.

I waited for the crowd to begin to decrease little by little, sitting down I heard the music that I had heard earlier.

When everything started to go, I stood up and looked at my self-data and looked for the class I was going to enter.

After seeing her I walked to the designated class, I entered the class and chose a seat that suited Me, in the classroom all the students were acquainted with each other, and I was able to meet each other, but I am not interested in all these introductions and even the rumors that have been revealed are still attached to Me as if it were a Curse.

Everyone began to whisper to each other as I began to sit, I did not care about all of Their words.

Seriate.