The Die Inside

Chapter 14: First name?

After walking for a few minutes, I reached the front of the house, I entered the house and directly climbed the stairs and walked into the Room.

I entered the room and closed the door slowly I stepped up and threw myself into my bed.

I still feel confused and surprised at the same time, all the feelings I feel mixed together make My brain slightly Dizzied.

「Flashback」

Akira's House.

"No need to strain Yuu too much" said Akira's father who was drinking coffee

"It's not just your mother and my wife who are friends, Me and Your father are close friends too, even the four of us are friends of High School" said the father

"We've been friends since High School, we've always been together, I know you've been under a lot of pressure from your mother because it's so her nature" said the father once again

"Mother Mu is a hardened person and has a fairly arrogant nature when she is depressed" said the father

"I know your mother's nature is bad but your father always reassured her and loved your mother very much" said the father

"However, I still can't believe that Yuu has died as a result of an accident" he said

「 Trivia With Samui」

In Japan if the woman is married to the man, then the surname/family name of the woman will follow the surname of the man

exemplification:

Yuu Arata, Yuu is taken from the name of the father and arata is his real name and if Yuu Arata is married, then the wife and child will follow the name of his father, Yuu.

"After knowing all the rumors that occurred was a fake, Your mother was very hit with the reality, He felt very guilty about You" said the father

"It's hard, but when you're an adult, at least you'll forgive your mother even if that's just a little bit of my advice" said the father

「 Time Now 」

I still remember the conversation that happened to Me with Akira's father, I still feel worried about all his words even more the desire of Akira that makes Me more mixed.

「 Flashback 」

Journey home.

"Yuu" call Akira

"Hem?" answer I look up at the sky

"A-" her reply stopped

"If you have anything to say just say it" said I reassured her

"Can we call each other na...name of each other?" ask the embarrassed Akira

"Eh?" said I was surprised

"Why do you ask for such a thing?" ask me one more time

"When you and Brother call each other by last name I feel like I lost to My Brother" He replied in deep embarrassment

"Pfft so you're jealous of your brother calling each other last names?" ask Me

"Bu-not that you know" she replied trying to hit me

"But wouldn't it be if we called each other last names, kids would think we had a special relationship?" ask me to Akira

"I know, but mom-don't we be friends?" the answer is very shameful

"Basic" said Akira who hit me while feeling ashamed

"I don't care if we call each other real names but I'd be embarrassed to do it in public you know?" reply me a little evasive

"True, it's embarrassing but we can call each other real names when we're alone You know like when we were in the food court" said Akira who was looking for an excuse

"Hum.., fine if it wants you Harumi" said Gw I was spontaneous

"Tun.wait A...I" he said broken in shock

"Why?" ask me I'm confused

"Why did you just call him?" ask Him

"Well, you say it doesn't matter if we're alone?" answer me who is trying to explain

"Mou" he said while hitting and pinching Ku

We came to an intersection, We paused for a moment and there was silence between Us, We felt awkward for each other.

"Ah if the bag-so until later" said Akira rather sad

I saw her dull face, I was confused what to say, I started to feel a little panicked seeing her face start to be a bit sad, I don't know how to Comfort her.

I returned from the content of My own mind, subconsciously I raised My hand and placed it over Akira's head, and He was a little surprised by My actions.

"Eh Yuu?" ask the surprised Akira

"Ah!, I'm sorry I didn't mean to do it" said Ku who pulled a hand from his head

"Yes, that's okay" she replied a little shyly

His face that was a bit dull and sad, started to turn a little smile, I feel happy about it.

"Well, see you soon" I said to Akira

"Ah yes, be careful on the road okay" he replied

"Well, you're Harumi too" I replied smilingly

Akira just shut up and turned his body and started walking, I didn't go home but just saw him walking further away, if it was safe I would walk straight to Go home.

「 Back to time now 」

After recovering, I stood up from the bed and tried to walk To the bathroom to wash my face, I washed my face and looked at my self-reflection in the mirror, there I began to feel that My expression was beginning to change, many things were happening to Me and could still continue.

I went back to the room and intended to sleep, but since I was a little sleepy I prepared a textbook for tomorrow and turned on my tablet, having finished preparing the textbooks, I read more, I opened the novel apk and saw when the last update was.

I started to re-read the previous chapter to make a follow-up story, I was a little bit out of focus on reading it because of Akira's continued thoughts.

After I finished reading I tried to create a storyline first, after getting the point I started writing narrative words and also dialogue, I wrote a few words and had time to write a block, I sighed while thinking if I should include a Heroin?.

"If I put in heroin who should I put in?" say I think for a moment

I slightly hit My face to restore My focus, I'm back to writing Novels.

after a few minutes passed I finished with my novel, time showed past midnight, I checked again if there was any writing that was typo and wrong, considered it was good I wrote the title for the latest chapter, I wrote the title for the latest chapter, sometimes I write the contents of a novel first and just search for the Title.

Finished writing the title I posted the chapter of my latest novel, I quit the apk of his novel and tried to open my sosmed.

It's getting tired Finally I decided to go back to bed to Rest.

Seriate.