The Die Inside

Chapter 3: My Mistake

My first day of school was spent just sitting and listening to the homeroom teacher who was giving information to New students.

After entering the class I just sat and looked out the window listening to the people who knew each other and greeted each other, I was not interested in all the socialization and just stared out the Window.

When everyone was talking to each other, they paused for a moment because of someone who entered the Class.

"Good children please be quiet and sit on your own benches" said someone who entered the class

"Include Me as your homeroom teacher, My name is Siti Zulfa & I'll be your homeroom teacher from this heart" she said

After introducing yourself, Bu Siti gave some information needed for the future.

I finished listening to the homeroom speak and continued to look out the window, in the interval I looked out, I felt the vibrations coming from my phone, I felt, I also grabbed my phone and saw the notification of the novel apk I've long had.

In the notification there is a comment message from the novel I wrote.

Fill message:

"Hi Thor, I'm always waiting for the update of the continuation of the novel that You made, the story that feels real to Me who read it, a lot of pain, traitors, false statements, and disbelief in the novel, there are so many feelings that I want to keep reading"

After reading the message, I felt a little connected to Me, even though I didn't know Who.

The day passed, now that it was time to go home, I walked to the exit and wanted to go home soon to write the continuation of the novel.

As I walked down the aisle someone called out to me from behind.

"Yuu" call someone

I who heard it paused for a moment and looked back.

When I turned around I found a girl student who ran up to me.

"Who?" ask me who doesn't know

He stopped and gasped for a run, when it was good He started talking.

"Did Yuu forget about me?" ask Him back

"No, I don't know You" answered Me flatly

"I'm Ira your friend" He replied

"Ira?, owh you're the one who accused me of bathroom abuse, right?" say me coldly

"Eh, that's not it, I mean it's a misunderstanding no, I was panicking at the time and couldn't think clearly" He replied

"Can't you forgive Me, we used to be friends, right?, We used to play together first" He said once again

"I heard the rumors that you had and I don't believe all those rumors, because I believe in You" he said

The last sentence that made My brain and body freeze, Believe, is the word that makes Me remember the past that I buried deeply, and He easily unravels all memories

That.

"Why?" say me in a low tone

"Hem?" reply to him who is confused

"Why are you saying that now, why don't you say that when I'm in trouble with you?" say me in a low tone

"Enough, please stay away from me, I don't want you to get in trouble because of me, I don't want to get in trouble anymore" I said quickly

"Excuse me" timpal Gw said while giving a fake smile

I who had started to not stand the conversation chose to leave and left her frozen in the hallway.

I just want to go home and update a novel I've written for a long time.

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[Our Pov]

I'm Ira, I'm an elementary school student who loves to be friends, I often play with my classmates especially Yuu, I often play with him and play with him is very fun, I'm very happy, I like Yuu because he's a good boy even though he's often alone and likes to be made fun of by other friends.

I heard that Yuu was a troubled child but after I played with him it was all a mere talk, He was actually a good boy and easily smiled, I also often see her body filled with rashes that I don't understand are caused by What.

I spent a lot of time with him, but all that changed when I accidentally found him in front of the toilet door, I who was shocked and panicked screamed to attract all the attention of the other students, when everyone asks what happened I unconsciously say that Yuu has peeked at me in the toilet.

All the children begin to interrogate Yuu who looks panicked because he does not know what happened.

After that incident Yuu was increasingly shunned by children at school and in bully verbally even they threw stones or other items to Yuu.

I actually felt sorry for Yuu's innocence, but my stupidity made Yuu suffer even more, I once wanted to apologize to Yuu.

"Yuu" call Ira

"I'm sorry for lying"

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you the truth"

"I was panicking and accidentally said that word"

"I beg your pardon"

I who tried to apologize to Yuu did not get a reply from him, only my back turned to Ku, even Yuu did not turn his head at all.

When I entered Junior High I started a new life and forgot about Yuu, I lived a normal life as a Junior High School Student, until I heard the news that there was a robbery that the culprit was an 8th grade Junior High School student, when I saw the news how surprised I saw Yuu Inside.

I fell silent and remembered all my mistakes towards Yuu in Elementary School and I finally understood where the mistakes I made were.

When I had become a High School student, I did not expect that I would meet with Yuu back after being separated for 3 years, I tried to find Yuu and apologize once again.

But after I met him, I was shocked to see him change, his dark Aura and his indifference towards the surroundings, making Him not the Yuu I know, I managed to find him and tried to apologize, but He answered with cold words that made Me a little frozen.

I finally came home feeling very sick, I don't know what to do, I can just go into the Room and fall into the bed, I'm starting to remember all Yuu said, I couldn't hold back all my sadness, I started crying I couldn't stop, I regretted everything I've done to Yuu.

Seriate.