The Deepest Regrets of a Husband

Forgive

"There's a lot of things we have to talk about Din. We were separated for almost two months. So, we have a lot to talk about. There are a lot of things we have to discuss. And I want our problems to be solved quickly. I want our relationship to improve. I want to erase all the pain in your heart towards me. Allow me to prove it to you. I am serious in my words. I want to fix everything Nandini." Gabriel said with a face full of seriousness.

"Then what about Mama Mas. My mom changed too. After what did Mama do to our relationship now Mas already know? Does your mom feel guilty? Ask Nandini to know.

"You know for yourself what kind of nature Mama is. My mother has not liked you before. It's hard for me to make Mom accept you. I can't change the nature of my mom who doesn't like you all this time. Even though you try to be nice. It also can't change Mama's perception of you. About Mama, I don't know what to say. But the important thing for Mas right now is you Din. I don't care about Mama."

"But after all, Mama is Mas's mother. You have to consider your feelings too. I don't want to be the cause of a child's and mother's broken relationship. I do not want to be stamped as the cause of Mas being ungodly because Mas defends me more. And this is what my fear is. I don't know how our relationship is going to go forward and it will be like. If mama as the one who gave birth to you still opposes our relationship."

Gabriel then got up from his seat from the bed. And then he walked towards Nandini who was sitting in front of the dressing table.

After being close in front of Nandini. Gabriel then grabs Nandini's hand and he grasps it with both hands. Then Gabriel placed Nandini's palm on his chest. So that Nandini can feel the heartbeat of the man who is still her husband.

"Let me be relieved. I want to hear from your own lips. I asked you Nandini. Have you forgiven me. For all the mistakes I've made to you. I'm sorry for all the wrongs and misunderstandings and acts of violence I've done to you. Do you forgive all my mistakes. Please answer with honesty, dear. So that I know your heart and how you feel about me right now."

Look at the husband's face so intensely. Nandini could no longer dodge nor could she deny what was in her true heart.

"I've forgiven all of Mas El's mistakes. Despite all the mistakes and misunderstandings. I've forgiven you. But if I can be honest. The disappointment is still there and deep in my heart. Disappointed because I could easily believe Mom's words. And also accused me of cheating when I didn't do that. I was disappointed that I didn't trust me. About the physical violence that Mas has done to me I can't forget."

"I'm sorry, honey. I was totally blind then. I was blinded by the jealousy that exploded inside me. Not only was I jealous but I also did not accept what had happened at that moment. I promised you Nandini. The physical violence I once committed against you I will never repeat. I swear and swear. I will not commit any violence against you. Please give me a chance to prove it."

Nandini who was still staring at the face of the husband with an intense look was powerless to not speak. The face of the husband has managed to melt his heart. Nandini then nodded her head.

"I forgive you Mas. I'm sorry for you. But to get back together again. Give me some time to think about it." replied Nandini while looking down with her soft voice.

After hearing for himself if he had been pardoned by Nandini. Gabriel immediately grabbed Nandini's body and then he hugged her tightly.

"Thank you dear. Thank you for forgiving me."