The Deepest Regrets of a Husband

Half the soul left

Gabriel POV

🍀Me and you are lovers. Who have two wings when we are together. If you go, my dear. How can I fly. We can only fly if we embrace each other.🍀

I let my body get wet with the rain that fell very quickly from the sky that afternoon.

I purposely let my body get soaked.

The rain that was falling so heavily this afternoon was like a needle piercing a prick on the surface of my skin.

I let the rain water hit my body.

The blackened cloud above shows that the rain looks like it will last a long time.

I stayed still standing frozen in the rooftop of the office building where I worked.

In this place, I had missed the chance to meet him that afternoon.

He asked me to come here and I didn't heed his wishes. Ignored him.

It's been a week since his departure. Which now I don't know where he is. It makes me feel guilty and lost.

His passing paralyzed all the energy that was inside me.

As a husband, I feel useless. Let him be heartbroken and leave with wounds.

As a man, I feel so weak and unworthy that I am referred to as a husband who is supposed to protect and take good care of.

I am so sorry for what I did to him.

This self has hurt his heart, physical and also his mind.

When he left, everything felt. This race feels incomplete.

Half my life has gone. All the energy in this self is like it has dimmed. Not as bright and bright as when he was by my side.

I can't do much.

Mind fucked.

I can't focus on doing everything I do as I always do. It affects me.

He really took half my life.

Why am I so stupid to believe the words of someone who hates him.

Love can also blind the conscience.

Blinds the eyes with all selfishness and prejudice.

Because I love her so much I'm angry. Being so obsessed with her I crossed the line.

When I accused him of having an affair with my own friend. Everything is just nonsense.

Stupid me.

Now what should I do. I've been looking for her and have gone to see her parents. But I seem to be really late.

He's already disappointed. And the disappointment of a woman turns out to be creepy. And now everyone's left a tight trace on my chest because I regret it so deeply.

I feel like a monster. That was so terrifying that he did not want to meet again at this moment.

That was you when I loved you. If you know, I still love you so much. I was angry because I was jealous.

Honey, we've been so long through all kinds of trials in our love. All the differences and obstacles so that we can unite have been through.

And when we are united and we enjoy the victory of our love in a bond called a marriage.

I didn't take that opportunity well.

"I'm sorry, baby."

🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺

After 1 hour of wet play on the rooftop of his office building. Gabriel lethargicly walked back to his office.

He's been fucked up this week. As president of his company. Gabriel seemed unfocused in his work these few days.

And all that was caused because the wife left her. By bringing a deep sense of disappointment.

He carried heart wounds and physical wounds when he left the husband he loved so much.

Two people who love each other. But now they are separated due to a misunderstanding.

Sometimes, love is blind to who feels it.

Love can turn a bad person into a good one. It can also turn a good person into a bad person.

That is what is now being felt by the husband of Gabriel and Nandini.