The Deepest Regrets of a Husband

Telepathically

"I'm sorry for this discomfort" Rohana told his guests.

"So what Auntie, Auntie's okay." Clarissa asked Rohana, who was back in the living room with a pale face.

"I'm fine Clarisa. Aunt is fine."

And finally, with a slight sense of shame. Rohana said what he should say.

"I'm sorry Haris, Jeng and you Carissa. I'm really sorry. It seems that this time is not the right moment to talk about matchmaking. Because Gabriel doesn't seem to be in a good mood. Maybe he had a lot of problems at the office. So the reception for tonight's event is a little bad. I'm really sorry." Rohana told his guests.

Haris and his wife are looking at each other. While Clarissa seemed to have guessed what response Gabriel felt about their current matchmaking plan.

"It's okay Rohana. Then we go home first." said Clarissa's mother. Then give the code to the husband and his son to resign.

"We should have dinner first. I've prepared a special dinner for us to enjoy. Everything is ready at the dinner table. Let's go to the dining table." take Rohana to the guest.

"No need to bother Rohana. We better go straight. We do not want to disturb your peace. You better not force Gabriel. If he does not agree with this match. This is not the first time Gabriel has not been enthusiastic about our intentions. It's best not to match Clarissa to Gabriel anymore. As parents, we don't want our daughter to be unwelcome on Gabriel's day." Clarissa's mother explained.

"Don't break Jeng's spirit. Gabriel will definitely be able to accept Clarissa. He just needs time."

"It is better not to force Rohana. If forced, I fear their marriage will not last." added Haris, who also spoke up.

And Clarissa could only shut up. Clarissa has always loved Gabriel. It's just that Gabriel never thought of him as special.

Refusing to have dinner together. Clarissa and her parents went home.

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Being in his room, Gabriel still felt his chest tight when he had a chance to quarrel with the mother.

Still have a sanity limit. Gabriel didn't want to be too hard on Mama.

However, he still has to pay respect to his mother. Although the mother was very opposed and also hated the wife of Nandini.

Gabriel also could not force the mother to like the woman of her choice. Although now his relationship with Nandini is falling apart.

If you are looking for who is the most guilty for all the events that have happened. The most to blame is himself.

Gabriel blamed himself more. Because from the beginning the misunderstanding came. All happened because he was consumed by the words of his mother. And he also immediately believed what his mother had said.

Gabriel's heart and mind are filled with frustration that cannot be expressed in words.

Gabriel could only harbour such a stifling sense of regret in his heart.

It was not only the regret and resentment that Gabriel felt. But he also misses half to death in the adoration of his heart.

The longing that so roared to the wife he loved so much could not be measured how deep and large.

Because the more days, Gabriel actually loved the woman who is now no longer with him.

Had felt annoyed and also angry with Nandini because of the instigation of the mother. Not to make Gabriel's love less.

My dear Nandini, where are you now. I miss you so much.

I'm so worried about you, baby.

As long as you're out of my reach. And I don't know where you are now. It all really tormented me.

My day goes by so badly as long as you're not around.

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Being in his room. Nandini who was sleeping on her floor mattress seemed to contemplate.

In a flash, Gabriel's husband's face was always swirling around in my face.

The softness and warmth that her husband had given her was still very Nandini could feel. Even though she is now far from the man who until now still has the status of her husband.

What are you doing right now.

I hope you're okay there. I hope you are always healthy too. Honestly, I really miss our moments together.

We are together every day. Go and go home to work together.

Tired of working all day. We always enjoy our time together in our room.

Joking, chatting, love making. And surely you're always preparing your shoulders to hear me groan.

And Mas has always been a good listener to all my babbling.

I can always ease the burden of my heart and soul. So that the confusion I felt vanished after I confided in you.

And mas is the best of my secret guards. Honestly, I miss those days.

Maybe this is a test of our love. I just put everything that happened to God.

If God still gives us a chance to unite us. We will definitely be reunited in His way.

But for now. Each one of us is probably the best thing for both of us.

So that we can better understand how much love each of us. And how deep our love bond is.

But, if only Mas had forgotten me. I'm iklas releasing Mas.

Mas deserves to be happy with a woman who may be very liked by Mama to be made a daughter-in-law.