The Dark Love's

192. The dilemma of Monik

Sheilla continued to accompany Monik until the woman was now asleep after the nausea and vomiting did not stop.

Sheilla, who saw that Monik had closed her eyes, let out a long sigh with her hand now moving to raise the blanket up to Monik's chest.

"Hurry up" Sheilla said, giving a gentle swab at Monik's head before leaving the woman's room.

When the door was shut by Sheilla, Monik's eyes opened. He was not sleeping real but just pretending to sleep.

And with a very restless feeling, he immediately sat his body and by leaning on the bed, Monik grabbed his phone, looking for his personal note.

The moniker bit his lower lip as he had read his personal note to check the date of the last time he came to the moon.

"The last time I came to the moon was on October 1 and now it's December 3. Oh, my God, I'm 2 months late. Why didn't I realize that? And lest what happened to me is not because of my illness but-" The monik deliberately hangs his words with his eyes wide open. Before he now shakes his head.

"No. No way, I only do it once so it's impossible if I'm pregnant right now" Monik said.

"But if I'm not pregnant, why can I be late for 2 months. Oh, my God." The moniker grabbed his hair in frustration when not necessarily what is in his mind at this time a reality. But it has made himself dizzy 7 roving.

"Do I have to check to make sure everything?" ask the Monik to himself.

"Yes, I have to check it out." After thinking a few times, Monik finally decided to check it out.

And because he did not have an object called the testpack, Monik decided to go out looking for it himself. But instead of coming out the front door, he went out the back door. He was at the back door, after all, he breathed a sigh of relief when none of Digo's men or Henry's men were guarding the door so that he could get out of the area of the mansion safely.

Monik decided to walk to the pharmacy which only takes 15 minutes.

With hesitation, Monik stared at some testpack tools in front of him. He was confused to use the tool with what brand? And because of the confusion, he finally decided to buy a testpack in all brands in the pharmacy.

After paying for the 10 testpacks, he rushed back to the mansion. Where he went back in through the back door that still had no guard at all.

"Where have you been, Nik? Bibik from earlier looking for you, you know," said bik Nah.

The monik twisted his body by displaying that smile of his.

"Said Miss Sheilla, you're vomiting all the time? You sick?" ask Bik Nah who just knew the state of Monik because from now on he was busy with his work.

"Hehehe yes bik. But if now it has not vomited again after Monik took the magh medicine earlier. So bik Nah don't worry. I'm doing fine. But since my body is still limp, I can't work today. I asked Mr. Digo and Mr. Sheilla for permission to resign today from all my work and they allowed it," said Monik who certainly lied a little about he had taken the magh drug. Because after he received the drug from one of Digo's men, he had not taken it at all.

"Yes, it's okay if you comfort yourself today. Let your job be bibik handle. And rest so that you may heal quickly." Monik smiles when he gets elusan in his head from the bik Nah.

"Good bik. Then the Monik comes in first. Bibik his work spirit," said Monik who is embraced by bik Nah. Where the nod made Monik now go into his room and before the door of his room was really closed, he took the time to wave his hand towards the bik Nah which the middle-aged woman replied with a smile.

After the door to his room he closed and the key, a small Monik ran towards the bathroom. He will make sure of everything today.

With anxious hope Monik awaits the results of the ten testpacks he bought earlier.

"I beg you, the result is negative." Those words were coming out of Monik's lips.

After a few minutes had passed, Monik sighed many times and with a pounding heart, he saw 10 testpacks that he lined up on the sink. Where when he saw the results of the testpack, he gawked in disbelief with the hand he used to cover his wide-open mouth. Even his eyes were now glazed over, his legs shaking violently before his body was shed down coinciding with his tears falling down his cheeks.

"I-this is impossible. All of that stuff must be broken. This is impossible" said Monik who does not believe if the results of the ten testpacks he bought it all stated if he was positive pregnant.

Where the level of his dizziness that he had felt was becoming more and more. Until his hand back he used to grab his hair by hitting the head slowly.

Sobs still rang out in the bathroom. Where the cry is not a happy cry but a cry of regret, fear and confusion that is sweeping the Monik. Monik regretted what he had done until this incident he had to experience. He is confused between wanting to maintain or eliminate the baby who is now in his womb. Monik was also afraid that he would keep the baby and Henry knew about the problem, the man would not have considered the baby as his son because Monik strongly believed the baby in his womb was now the seed of Henry because he was only doing it with the man, even worse if Henry knew, surely the man not only killed the baby but also the Monik. But if Monik decides to abort the baby, he is afraid that he will get karma and a very big sin later.

And because of this, Monik is now really a dilemma. He didn't want the baby but hesitated to kill him.