The Dark Love's

10. Memories Appear Again

Digo who had now grabbed Sheilla's body, he seemed silent for a moment. Again without excuse the shadow of his past filled his memory again, making him now shake his head because suddenly his head felt so painful.

Henry who is sensitive to the situation that befell Digo at this time also he now patted Digo's shoulder.

"Let me just take him back to the room," henry said then took over Sheilla's body from Digo's deck and then he slowly carried the woman's body and immediately led her into the room previously inhabited by Sheilla. Leaving Digo still in his place, before his hand now moved to massage his temple.

"Why is it always like this?" his murmur that sounded so tired of what he had been going through all those years and unfortunately he could not get rid of. And after saying like that, Digo who felt his head getting dizzy decided to immediately head to his private room.

And after he entered his private room, he immediately laid his body on his king-size bed with his eyes closed tightly but his hands continued to massage his head trying to eliminate the pain that was falling on him.

"Ra, I know you're there calm and peaceful but why can't I forget about the things related to you. Whether it's about your happiness or your sufferers who are always haunted by people who want your life. And you know Ra, I'm now afraid of hurting a woman because when I do that, I always remember you" Digo muttered, holding an object hanging from his neck. Something that means a lot to him. And the thing that always makes him feel close to someone.

"Ra, I miss you," Digo continued with a tear coming out of the corner of his eye. He is always weak if he always remembers someone who never lost his brain or heart.

Digo now lets his brain keep spinning all the memories that couldn't possibly happen again, until the occasional corner of his lips smile when his memory always leads to a happiness that makes his little girl laugh featuring two dimples. Very sweet and beautiful in the eyes of Alsheyres Devra Rodriguez. And unfortunately the laughter and the appearance of his little girl he could not see anymore and it really tortured his heart as he remembered the reality.

Digo kept his eyes closed with his hands still clutching the thing around his neck before a knock on the door in his room rang out, making himself now open his eyes and sit his body before allowing someone to behind the door of his room to enter.

And after the door opened, Digo could immediately see who the person who knocked on the door was Henry.

"Why?" asked Henry while stepping his feet deeper into the boss's room and his friend's room after the door was closed again.

Digo sighed before he shook his head.

"Related?" asked Henry to make sure while sitting on one of the sofas in the room. And again the question only got an answer with a nodding motion only. And that made Henry breathe.

"Did that memory come back?" This time the question from Henry made Digo speechless. In addition to himself, indeed Henry knew of his traumatic disease that always tortured him.

Henry who saw the inertia of Digo was he could already conclude if his guess was true.

"I go to a psychologist to let all your trauma disappear" asked Henry who did not have the heart with his best friend.

"It's free to go to a psychologist because those memories will never go away" he continued. Henry who heard this sighed heavily, he knew Digo had also tried several times to the psychologist even had a variety of therapies he did to spend a lot of money but instead of his memory and also the trauma was gone, it disappeared, it just gets stronger and clingy in his brain.

"Tried again. Who knows, this time it worked," said Henry did not want to give up to persuade his best friend.

"It will never work. And maybe my traumatic memories will go away when I lose their memories or die" Digo said, leaving Henry gasping.

"You know Ry? I'm actually tired of all this. I would love to erase everything about him. I've really let him go, Ry. But why does he always haunt me with those shadows that torture me constantly. I know maybe his intention was to stay in my brain because he wanted me not to hurt a woman. I know about it but rest assured it's very torturous" Digo said, ending with a face swab.

Henry who saw the frustrated look of Digo's face he immediately approached his best friend. He is eager to help Digo fight his own past but he also does not know what to help his best friend in? He alone is not a psychologist who is able to heal someone who is suffering from deep trauma like this Digo. Psychologists have also been unable to remove the trauma. And the only thing he can do for his best friend is to give his support and encouragement.

Henry, who was next to Digo, patted the man on the back.

"I know it's hard for you. But I'm sure it will slowly go away on its own" Henry said.

"Do you know how to get rid of all this?" digo asked by turning his head towards Henry who seemed to be thinking before he widened his eyes and returned to voice.

"I know. To eliminate the trauma and shadows about him, you only need to find a replacement. You haven't tried this all this time, have you? who knows how this will make it all disappear from your brain," said Henry gave the idea.

Digo who heard a silly idea from his friend was only able to roll his eyes lazy. He was wrong to ask for a solution to his friend.

"Don't bother you" Digo said, turning his eyes back straight ahead.

"Ck, who's the one who ngaco Al. You haven't tried any of my tricks and tips. You too after her departure, I have never seen you close to a woman at all. So what's wrong with trying first. If you find it difficult to find women, I will help find them for you," Henry said enthusiastically. But his speech actually got a bad decision from Digo.

"Ck, your idea is really not quality. Forget it" said Digo. And when Henry wanted to chim in, Digo first raised his voice again.

"Don't talk that makes my head dizzy Henry. And you better tell me about the woman's condition," Digo said, which made Henry smudge his lips.