The Dark Love's

155. Digo's Fear

When Digo was preoccupied with his thoughts, Sheilla who just finished checking the state of the grandmother who turned out to be napping in her room, too, the woman now walked to her room and Digo was carrying a basin filled with warm water.

And with great difficulty, he opened the door of the room.

Where when he managed to open the door, he saw Digo who was sitting on the bed while leaning on the head of the bed with a dreamy look.

Sheilla who saw her lover was dumbfounded with big steps, she approached her lover.

"Dear," said Sheilla who still did not realize Digo from his astonishment.

This made Sheilla worried. And after he put the basin of warm water earlier on the nightstand, Sheilla's hand is now outstretched to hold her lover's shoulder.

"Dear," called Sheilla back who fortunately this time made Digo wake up from his daydream.

"Oh, baby, what's wrong?" asked Digo who was surprised by the presence of his lover. And the question from Digo made Sheilla now shake her head.

"I should have asked you that question. What are you doing hmmm? Why so dumb as before until you don't realize that I'm here and you don't hear me calling you? What was? Tell me, I'll hear your grievances," Sheilla said, sitting her body on the bed right next to Digo.

Where he had just landed on the mattress, Digo immediately broke down his body and made Sheilla's thigh into his cushion.

Sheilla looked smiling as Digo looked at her from down there.

"Tell me everything" said Sheilla with the back of the hand she placed on her lover's forehead which was still hot as before. Then after that his hand moved to compress Digo's forehead which was still staring at him before the man began to raise his voice.

"If I told you, would you listen to it?" digo asked who was hesitant to talk about Bian to Sheilla.

"of course. I am your lover who would be happy if you tell me your complaints. So do it," said Sheilla by putting her wet handkerchief to Digo's forehead which is now closing her eyes when she felt the compress given by her lover.

"I'm actually thinking about how we can have a baby right now" Digo said, opening his eyes.

"I asked seriously, Dear. So please do not joke first," said Sheilla who suddenly felt annoyed because she had put her ears well but it turns out the word that came out of her lover's lips he considered as a joke.

"I answered it seriously too, dear. I swear to God, I want the baby out of this relationship. Because I'm afraid my ambition to be a father will not come true later. I was afraid that before I married you, I was no longer in this world. Where when I die means that my ideals to be a father of our children will just disappear" said Digo with a pushy look right at Sheilla's bead. Honestly, in addition to his thoughts that continue to be directed towards Bian, he also thought about his fear. He was afraid of not being able to have children before he died. And he decided not to say anything about what he found in Bian and Franda's house, as well as about his suspicions.

Sheilla who saw Digo's seriousness, he immediately patted Digo's lips with anxiety.

"What are you saying anyway. It's not good to say such a bad thing. You will live by my side until we get married and age. We will also have many babies later and your ideals will soon be fulfilled. So don't talk about death being the creator's secret anymore. Saying that is good because our words are prayer," Sheilla scolded Digo earlier.

"But I'm just wondering, baby. Yes, although fate is the divine secret, it does not hurt if we remember death." Sheilla looked clucked as Digo was still able to reply to that remark.

"It's not wrong. But don't think negatively as if you're going to die tomorrow. Nauzubillahs. Don't talk about that anymore. And now you better say to always be protected by God, given health and given long life," said Sheilla who makes Digo now sigh.

"alright. But I do want a baby right now. So let's get married baby," Digo took it lightly.

"If you want to marry me ask for my blessing with grandma there. But not now he's still sleeping" Sheilla said.

"If grandma gives me her blessing, are you ready to marry me?" Sheilla smiled and nodded her head. He thinks he is ready to be his lover's companion so that he can give a baby to Digo as the man aspires. Because after hearing the words from Digo earlier about death, he actually twisted the words Digo had for himself. He was afraid that he would leave his lover before he gave what Digo wanted. And maybe if he was already destined to leave Digo first, he asked the creator to take his life after he gave the offspring to Digo. When that happens, he will leave this world with.

While Digo who saw the head nod from Sheilla he excitedly sat his body to make a handkerchief that had been attached to his forehead regardless.

"really?" tanya Digo made sure.

"Of course, Dear. And if we get that blessing tomorrow or the day after tomorrow we will prepare our wedding files," said Sheilla who increasingly makes Digo excited with a smile that is on his lips. And he quickly embraced the body of his lover.

"I'm sure grandma will give us her blessing, baby. And soon we will get married and build a household full of happiness later" Digo said. Where her words just made Sheilla shed her tears. But before the tears were dripping and hit Digo's shoulder, he immediately wiped the tears so that Digo did not know if he was crying at this time. And by holding back her tears desperately Sheilla returned the words from Digo earlier.

"Aamiin Dear, aamiin," Sheilla replied with a warm hug from Digo tightly.